I will answer all of these questions in order. #1-Who is this "person you know" that you think I'm trying to be like? I cannot respond to this unless I know what you're talking about. I am not "trying to be like" anyone, except maybe in some ways my Gurudev, Bhaktiratna Sadhu Swami Gaurangapada. We are each unique beings, and should be respected as such.
#2--The entities I speak of have been various over the years. Many years ago, it was entities claiming to be certain Egyptian Gods. Back then I had no idea what I had gotten myself into, and was being manipulated like a puppet by this particular group of entities. After a string of very unfortunate incidents and negative synchronicities, I broke off that contact and took to studying anything and everything I could find on a very large variety of subjects for 7 years because I assessed that my past problems were a result of too limited of a range of knowledge, even though the extent of my knowledge and experiences at that time (late 90's-early 2000's) was far more extensive and wide ranging than pretty much anyone I came into contact with back then. So after 7 years of being a hermit and even more intense and well-rounded studies (at the very end of this time period, in 2012, I happened upon Laura's writings which I had never heard of to that point), I felt confident enough to reach out into the world again. This is when I met my Gurudev, got initiated, and began putting into practice a more focused and less naive magickal working that is a distillation of everything I've learned to this point in my life. I utilize a system of checks and balances to assess any channeled teachings that I receive now that is commonly used in the Sampradaya I was initiated into, which is guru, shastra, sadhu, only I expand upon it quite a bit. If what I channel disagrees with my Guru's opinion, the vast array of books that I personally consider to be "Divinely inspired", and the opinions of those who I value as true sages of extraordinary wisdom (which is a wide variety of people from many, many different paths), then it is discarded.
#3--To dismiss the Bhagavad Gita as "some religious text" without even knowing it's contents and philosophy is, in my opinion, close-minded. Wisdom from any source whatsoever I do not believe should be dismissed or discarded until a very thorough understanding of it is gained in light of its own tradition and compared and contrasted to every other bit of knowledge one has learned through others and through personal experience.
#4-the words "Nitai Gaur Haribol" are Sanskrit and can be interpretively translated as "chant the Holy Names and be happy", which is simply how I have been taught to close definitive statements that I make.
Perhaps I did walk into the wrong bar, because after many months now of having pretty much any post I make or opinion I give deleted, I'm not going to be returning here. This forum has taught me a lot, and I truly mean no disrespect to the Work you are doing here. It just seems like unless I 100% "religiously" believe what the C's say is the "Gospel Truth", then my opinions are deleted, which, no offense, is extremely elitest and close-minded. I wish you all the best on your path, and will now bow out of posting here anymore. Nitai Gaur Haribol!