I called the doctor today who made the x-ray and asked if I could get a copy of the x-ray.
I have it now.
now that is strange the x-ray photo and the object in my finger seem not to be like I saw it back then.
I tell you it really looked bigger and cicular back then.
I olso think there was another x-ray made (actually three ones) but that seems to be missing.
the one that is "missing" is from the position from above looking at my finger. (I have marked the direction of the viewpoint that is "missing" with a green bolt)
the red bolt is were I think the object was (memory)
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the object you see here (green bolt ) is probably the one I can stimulate with the magnet because it is in that spot.
the blue line is roughly the cut from back then
it is a possibility that my mind has tricked on me (memory change through time or some thing like that).
but I really would have been strongly mistaken on that if that's the case (I still think it was bigger and circular when I saw it back then on the screen of the doctor).
but I must admit that the mind is very complex and sometimes misdirects you even when you are 100% sure that something has happened the way you think.
as it was suggested before it really is a something that can dictract me and it makes no sense for me to follow this furthermore.
so I think I let it rest.