A Strange Happening Today, Monday August 30, 2010

[Panther Black]

I met so many angels today. It was an awesome day. Well first of all, you lovelies, helped me, by making me think a little bit stronger about what it was that I was dealing with, going through. Then I was on my way to the mall, to do a bit of shopping, and to see about that book by Martha, about the mask of sanity. It was so weird. I was told by a human being or was it? but I was told by a being to "be careful." And so now I was sitting at the bus stop to go to the mall when this Indian man came up to me. He was pretty well informed. He said that from my body I looked like I was in the army, not that I had any army clothes on, only black pants and a beige short sleeve top with a black flat cap on my head and sunglasses to keep out the hot sun today. He said I had a soft friendly face, yet my body looked military. It was strange. He told me he was a yoga teacher, and he also wrote books. I listened to him. He didn't seem out of context. But maybe he was. It was that stuff I was talking about earlier, in my Appreciation of Beelzebub's Tales post, where suddenly, I'm in a spiritual world. The strangest thing he said was that he was in his 70ies. He did not look that age at all! I thought haha, he was in his early to mid 50ies. I was so impressed that I started talking to him as well, about the other night when I was telling someone about age, and how perhaps we should be going backwards in it instead of forwards toward age. Like I mean, the body is a tool a mechanism that responds to us...and we need to draw it back to a place where it is functioning at youthful speed.

Well this man was definitely doing that, and with yoga. He told me his year of birth, 1935. At the same time, I did feel uncomfortable with him so knowing me so fast. Maybe I'm just like him, the way I act on this forum. Oh wow. I hope not. I hope I'm behaving in a manner in which you all who are strangers to me and I to you, can get to know me without feeling fear and discomfort.

Anyway. I never really liked forums because you get too close to the beings there. And so fast. Suddenly everything you're thinking is about them. It's not easy to stay disentangled from them all the time. I never married nor had children because I desired to stay disentangled. Yet I love children, and I saw some of them today at the mall, who I was in some form communicating with, because they're so beautiful. I was sitting at the bookstore writing something out of a book when an older couple, a nicely matured couple, with an infant baby came and sat just in front of me. I kept writing, at the same time, I heard the baby, and it made me to see them. This baby was so young, and yet the voice of it was so mature. It was magnificent! This baby was an old soul, is what I felt. So while I was writing I was communicating with the environment around me. It was very difficult at first because I was stressed since I had ordered one of their way too strong coffees and I wondered whether they were over doing it with the strength because all I had was a regular size. Starbucks coffee. Anyway, another most excellent family came around. While I was sitting there, I felt their presence when they showed up. It felt calm, warm, and peaceful. There was the father, and his son and daughter, both around the same age. They sat behind me. So I had two wonderful families around me. One in front and one behind, while I wrote what I was writing. Truly, angelic. There had been earlier disturbances around me, which were from other humans who were not peaceful feeling...and so this family really helped me. They were angelic. They had an extraordinary sense of peacefulness about them. The son was so adorable haha. Such loveliness.

When I finally was almost done, I was alerted by my inner mechanism to hurry up because the bus was leaving in an hour and it was about that time. Always in such perfect timing. I love it. When I went to the bus stop, at the mall, the bus was already there waiting, whilst the bus-driver was indoors still. There I encountered some people waiting just as I was now. Then came along a youthful male who I noticed. This person suddenly brought to my mind the protection of Jesus the Christ. We all walked onto the bus when it was time, and he who had sat on the curb, seemed to bide his time until all were on it...at the same time, there were three more angels who after I stepped up the stairs of the bus, those ladies, beings, were right after. I found my seat first, and then they all took theirs, with the Christ like young male just next to me up on a level where a wall split us so I wasn't uncomfortable about his presence there. And the thoughts that went through my head, or is that the feelings that went through my heart, were that these beings were watching out for their family. And they in spiritual language told me I had done well by being careful around that other person....who was that East Indian man. When I got home...I looked up what his sign was, a Pisces Pig, and I found that he takes care of his family.

Earlier, on the bus ride to the mall, what he did was he said he had to go do some grocery shopping at a store on the way to the mall. So he got off the bus. But before he did, he had wanted to talk to me some more. I told him I was going to Chapters the book store at the mall, and he said he would meet me there. When he did arrive, I was trying to avoid him, but I knew I could not, so I took responsibility and walked around the book store library, and there he was sitting reading a book on raw foods how to make a good meal out of them. When we began talking, his eyes were so strange. I saw that the black part in the middle sometimes turned into slits like cat's eyes, or, since we're all here...like Lizard eyes, and the other time they looked like stars. Which is what the guy who I had met in 2009, who was born June 15, his left eye turned into a square sideways, so that it looked like a triangle, which squeezed inwards, the black part of his eye now looked lika star. Only one side of his face. But this guy, his both eyes were slits then turned into those stars. I was kind of feeling the eebie jeebies, at the same time, I kept my composure well.

I know he has his family to take care of, and I have my family to take care of. And Laura showed me a lot of things that I am taking into consideration now, which I hadn't known of before. Thanks so much. Ha, appreciate it. This was one unusual, and a bit frightening day. There are devils and there are angles. They think we are the devils and we think they are the devils. Nevertheless, knowledge it's true, must be upheld in order to, get through all this refinedly. The archons really are. And they really do hide very well. Ok. That's enough for me. Time to go and relax, take a break, have some fun and enjoyment. I am going to put some music on and just be myself.

Thanks all. For being here.

I have way more things to say too. I am hoping that it's alright for me to have said this much. Like for example...the stuff about when Jesus was, there was a painting...and the painting is now in the hands of the Serbians, in Kosovo. It has two alien ships up in the air on the top part, left and right, and Jesus in the middle with a bunch of people here and there spattered around on each side. This man Christopher Soda said in his book "Hollow be The Name," this is not the sun and moon as the scientists, or 'authorities' said...this is what the Cassiopaeans were talking about! When Jesus finished with his meditations, then the extraterrestrials with their ships, took him to the next destination. This is what that picture meant. I can see it now. He wasn't crucified like the archons would have you think. He went up and out of here in the ships.

The painting I'm talking about is entitled " "The Crucifixion" and was completed in the 1300's. It was commissioned by the former King of Decani (St. Stephen) and is housed in the Orthodox Christian Decani Monastery in Kosovo, Serbia" quoted from the author, Christopher Soda.

 

[ana]

I wonder if you try to discern the level of intelligence of these beings(angels?) and if so, how you do it?

 

[Laura]

When I have "great days", I always look for the lurking shadow. Learned that the hard way.

 

[Nević Nenad]

I have way more things to say too. I am hoping that it's alright for me to have said this much. Like for example...the stuff about when Jesus was, there was a painting...and the painting is now in the hands of the Serbians, in Kosovo. It has two alien ships up in the air on the top part, left and right, and Jesus in the middle with a bunch of people here and there spattered around on each side. This man Christopher Soda said in his book "Hollow be The Name," this is not the sun and moon as the scientists, or 'authorities' said...this is what the Cassiopaeans were talking about! When Jesus finished with his meditations, then the extraterrestrials with their ships, took him to the next destination. This is what that picture meant. I can see it now. He wasn't crucified like the archons would have you think. He went up and out of here in the ships.

The painting I'm talking about is entitled " "The Crucifixion" and was completed in the 1300's. It was commissioned by the former King of Decani (St. Stephen) and is housed in the Orthodox Christian Decani Monastery in Kosovo, Serbia" quoted from the author, Christopher Soda.

King of Serbia (medieval) Stephen of Dechani (Stefan Dečanski, which means "Stephen from the town named Dechani)

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Stefan_Decanski

Serbian orthodox monastery "Visoki Dečani" was his legacy. Custom was for every king to build something "for the people".

http://www.kosovo.net/helidec.html

Frescoes are:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=92Ab7UDLDt0

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qYx979X4IQs&feature=related


Panther,

There is also simpler explanation for that paintings than "the Christ has gone with the aliens" one. In the medieval Serbia, fresco painters had more freedom in painting then for instance their byzantine or catholic colleagues. So that just could be something that artist added at his own will, there is more samples of that in the monasteries. Also there are other "added" things which cannot be seen in other orthodox monasteries (for examples russian's, rumanian's . . . ). One interesting explanation of that is that painters and builders was often hired from Dubrovnik (Raguza), Bosnia (bogumils) or Boka Kotorska (now in Montenegro) in medieval times known in italian name "Bocche di Cattaro" (because of republic of Venetia) or "Bocca de Cathari", and there is a story (which of course cannot be proven) that the name came by the settlers which came from southern France.

http://whc.unesco.org/en/list/125

So, it is interesting, but it is unlikely that has something with the reality.


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[Panther Black]

I wonder if you try to discern the level of intelligence of these beings(angels?) and if so, how you do it?

I don't know what you mean by discerning the level of intelligence of these beings. I suppose because I'm not doing it that way, meaning their intelligence. What happened was that when I first stepped out of the house, a thought was sent to me through a being, some guy that I didn't really look at focusedly, only passing vision...and supposedly their body was the instrument for the higher beings to send me a warning, and it was "be careful."

I hadn't any idea of what that could mean. I did notice though, that while I walked down the street to get to the bus stop, that when I stopped thinking and just allowed my instincts to function, then I knew exactly when to cross the street without having to look at traffic. So the instinct to cross at the right time was what made my body to move to that action, and when I looked behind me, there was no traffic, nor was there anymore traffic moving up ahead. While I was crossing I remembered what Stuart Wilde had said, which was to not use your intellectual mind as much as possible so that you can be in tune with your whole self better.

That's how I realized there was something to that message which I heard earlier. And it wasn't long before that man came into the bus stop where I sat alone, and he began talking to me.

The way I see it is that those beings who work outside of our bodies, somehow are able to communicate through us. Like for example, when the ground/the being/the body is right for them to hang around in it, then they can communicate through that being, without you realizing when you're not paying close attention to the feelings inside you, that they have been talking through them...and even the human maybe is not aware of that happening.

The time when I was standing at the bus stop at the store waiting, about three girls passed by and I immediately got negative feelings from them. And if I was to not have been aware, those feelings may have stuck in me, and I would maybe have thought they were coming from me. Because I was paying attention to the nuances, I made my mind to stop the feelings from entering and focused my thoughts on stillness and peace. Then that Christ-like being came along, and I felt his presence was peaceful.

Basically that's how I sense. Just like in the store, when I was writing...I could sense when a more negative influence appeared, as well as a more positive influence. I'm honing my awareness.

 

[Panther Black]

When I have "great days", I always look for the lurking shadow. Learned that the hard way.

I think I know what you mean. It's like having to keep an eye on one's entire emotional scope, because when in the midst of blind joyful feeling, one may become atarget since they are not keeping an eye out. Just like when one is in a low mood, they may have opportunities, and helpful messages sent their way, yet when they're not open, or aware of what else besides their emotions at the moment that's happening, then they can easily miss the opportunity or helpful message.

I was wondering how one can be hidden, so as to escape their view from ever even being a target. Like really hide in the folds of life somehow. Like what the Cassiopaeans said about humans missing the jewels in cracks of the sidewalk when they walk too fast, with too hard an intent in their direction. Well, what kind of similar situation is it with them STS 4th density beings? What makes them miss the mark, not seeing you since you're hidden in the cracks of their vision. You know?

 

[Panther Black]

Thanks Arbitrium Liberum, that was exactly the picture I was talking about, and thanks for the links, I'll check them out.

You know what? You know how artists are? They usually "see" things behind the veil of what is hanging around. So perhaps the artist could have sensed within themself the mere truth of a happening, and therefore placed those extraterrestrials in their ships, into the painting. And now, in the future, it makes sense.

 

[EmeraldHope]

I wonder if you try to discern the level of intelligence of these beings(angels?) and if so, how you do it?

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I hadn't any idea of what that could mean. I did notice though, that while I walked down the street to get to the bus stop, that when I stopped thinking and just allowed my instincts to function, then I knew exactly when to cross the street without having to look at traffic. So the instinct to cross at the right time was what made my body to move to that action, and when I looked behind me, there was no traffic, nor was there anymore traffic moving up ahead. While I was crossing I remembered what Stuart Wilde had said, which was to not use your intellectual mind as much as possible so that you can be in tune with your whole self better.

Panther Black,

When I first woke up so to speak, Stuart Wilde was the first thing I ran across that made sense to me. I have every single book he has ever written, and I read them more than once.

I was well down that trail when I came across Laura's work in 2002. I could see the similarities, and Laura's work on psychopathy hit home to me in a big way. The problem was, I had tons of Stuart Wilde in my head. It is now 2010. I have been working on myself the whole time, but It has taken me that long to unwrap where the differences are. They are subtle, but as they say the devil is in the details. I mean that literally to an extent. I strongly suggest that you may want to suspend belief in things that you have "learned" thus far, and read The Wave and Adventure Series as well as the Big 5 psychology books. One of them has already been suggested to you- Myth of Sanity by Martha Stout.

Since you, like me, did not have the fortune of starting with Laura's work uncompromised with a blank slate so to speak, I hope that you will have ears to hear what I am saying to you. I see that you have a tremendous love for the subject material and a very creative potential. I do not think you will be sorry if you would look into the books mentioned and finish reading Laura's work.

You may also find some benefit in looking through The Work section of this forum .



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[EmeraldHope]

When I have "great days", I always look for the lurking shadow. Learned that the hard way.

I think I know what you mean. It's like having to keep an eye on one's entire emotional scope, because when in the midst of blind joyful feeling, one may become atarget since they are not keeping an eye out. Just like when one is in a low mood, they may have opportunities, and helpful messages sent their way, yet when they're not open, or aware of what else besides their emotions at the moment that's happening, then they can easily miss the opportunity or helpful message.

I was wondering how one can be hidden, so as to escape their view from ever even being a target. Like really hide in the folds of life somehow. Like what the Cassiopaeans said about humans missing the jewels in cracks of the sidewalk when they walk too fast, with too hard an intent in their direction. Well, what kind of similar situation is it with them STS 4th density beings? What makes them miss the mark, not seeing you since you're hidden in the cracks of their vision. You know?

You may find it helpful to search the glossary and forum for "general law" and " strategic enclosure"

 

[Panther Black]

[quote author=EmeraldHope] Panther Black,

When I first work up so to speak, Stuart Wilde was the first thing I ran across that made sense to me. I have every single book he has ever written, and I read them more than once.

I was well down that trail when I came across Laura's work in 2002. I could see the similarities, and Laura's work on psycopathy hit home to me in a big way. The problem was, I had tons of Stuart Wilde in my head. It is now 2010. I have been working on myself the whole time, but It has taken me that long to unwrap where the difference are. They are subtle, but as they say the devil is in the details. I mean that literally. I strongly suggest that you may want to suspend belief in things that you have "learned" thus far, and read The Wave and Adventure Series as well as the Big 5 psychology books. One of them has already been suggested to you- Myth of Sanity by Martha Stout.

Since you, like me, did not have the fortune of starting with Laura's work uncompromised with a blank slate so to speak, I hope that you will have ears to hear what I am saying to you. I see that you have a tremendous love for the subject material and a very creative potential. I do not think you will be sorry if you would look into the books mentioned and finish reading Laura's work.

You may also find some benefit in looking through The Work section of this forum.[/quote]

Hello EmeraldHope, and thank you.

I don't worship any author. I read what they have to say and I take what I like out of their works. I don't care for a lot of the weird things that Stuart Wilde says. At the same time, some of the things he says are helpful. Like for example he did talk about that electromagnetic net over the planet, ie, the veil. And the Cassiopaeans said it was actually created by them Lizard beings in order to keep mankind under their influence, you see. So comparison is a good thing when you're reading a lot of different works, and intuition about things is most helpful.

I'm now reading the Wave, and I love it. Thanks for writing it Laura. And yes, I will get through all that is a must read. It takes time.

 

[EmeraldHope]

[quote author=EmeraldHope] Panther Black,

When I first work up so to speak, Stuart Wilde was the first thing I ran across that made sense to me. I have every single book he has ever written, and I read them more than once.

I was well down that trail when I came across Laura's work in 2002. I could see the similarities, and Laura's work on psycopathy hit home to me in a big way. The problem was, I had tons of Stuart Wilde in my head. It is now 2010. I have been working on myself the whole time, but It has taken me that long to unwrap where the difference are. They are subtle, but as they say the devil is in the details. I mean that literally. I strongly suggest that you may want to suspend belief in things that you have "learned" thus far, and read The Wave and Adventure Series as well as the Big 5 psychology books. One of them has already been suggested to you- Myth of Sanity by Martha Stout.

Since you, like me, did not have the fortune of starting with Laura's work uncompromised with a blank slate so to speak, I hope that you will have ears to hear what I am saying to you. I see that you have a tremendous love for the subject material and a very creative potential. I do not think you will be sorry if you would look into the books mentioned and finish reading Laura's work.

You may also find some benefit in looking through The Work section of this forum.

Hello EmeraldHope, and thank you.

I don't worship any author. I read what they have to say and I take what I like out of their works. I don't care for a lot of the weird things that Stuart Wilde says. At the same time, some of the things he says are helpful. Like for example he did talk about that electromagnetic net over the planet, ie, the veil. And the Cassiopaeans said it was actually created by them Lizard beings in order to keep mankind under their influence, you see. So comparison is a good thing when you're reading a lot of different works, and intuition about things is most helpful.

I'm now reading the Wave, and I love it. Thanks for writing it Laura. And yes, I will get through all that is a must read. It takes time.[/quote]


Just to be clear, I was not suggesting that you worship any author. I did not either. I have read all of them, pretty much. Like I said, the differences are subtle. That is the crux of the problem actually. You see, the issue is, it takes a lot of effort to become aware of where we have subconciously erronously accepted a belief about things that may not be true.


Addendum:

I read what they have to say and I take what I like out of their works.

That's just it. In a lot of ways, I liked what Stuie had to say a lot more than what Laura was saying,, lol. I HATED the idea of the lizzies and I hated Gurdjieff and Castenada the first time I read them.
Deep down I knew it was more likely true, but I did not like it one bit. Things that appeal to us in a way that feels good or that we like, we need to be very suspicious of. The psychopath I dated made me feel peaceful and blissful at times - he was far from a positive being. Knowlege Protects!

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[mada85]

I have way more things to say too. I am hoping that it's alright for me to have said this much. Like for example...the stuff about when Jesus was, there was a painting...and the painting is now in the hands of the Serbians, in Kosovo. It has two alien ships up in the air on the top part, left and right, and Jesus in the middle with a bunch of people here and there spattered around on each side. This man Christopher Soda said in his book "Hollow be The Name," this is not the sun and moon as the scientists, or 'authorities' said...this is what the Cassiopaeans were talking about! When Jesus finished with his meditations, then the extraterrestrials with their ships, took him to the next destination. This is what that picture meant. I can see it now. He wasn't crucified like the archons would have you think. He went up and out of here in the ships.

Hi Panther Black. This thread dealt with the same fresco and the same 'aerial objects'. They are in fact stylised representations of the sun and moon that was in common usage at the time the frescoes were painted.

Here's the post I wrote in that thread:

Looking at the aerial objects, I kept wondering why one was orange and the other was blue. I thought that this was some kind of clue.

This web page informs us that these objects are representations of the sun and moon and were in common usage at that time in crucifixion paintings. The sun and moon are given human personifications as witnesses of the crucifixion. If you visit the web page I've linked you will see many examples and a discussion of this tradition.

This is a good reminder for me to do some research before posting to the forum. I had actually put together a long post this afternoon with quotes from Jacques Vallée and John Keel, finding connections to UFOs, and thinking how brilliant I was. Then I came across the page linked above and all my castles in the sand were washed away! The answer is in fact extremely simple and straightforward.

Added: This does not deny the reality of the phenomenon discussed by Vallée and Keel. However, it is, in my view, essential to know what is, or may be, a representation of a manifestation of the phenomenon, and what is part of the symbolic language employed by artists of the time.

 

[Bobo08]

Hi Panther,

You seem to have the idea that just because those beings caused a state of peace and bliss in you, they must be of the angelic/STO kind. I'm curious if you have thought about why it was you that they approached? What I mean is, there is no free lunch and the universe is all about balance. So what had you done to make those angelic beings come to you? Has that question ever crossed your mind?

 

[ana]

I don't know what you mean by discerning the level of intelligence of these beings.

Sorry for not being clear, for what you explain it seems you believe you know other beings intentions and levels(angels?) just for how they make you feel.
When you meet someone "in the physical reality" do you think you know his/her intentions just based on how he/she makes you feel?

Are you aware of how emotions can be externally manipulated and also how they can be just the result of ego needs and search for pleasures?
Are you aware of how the internal and external predator works?

Knowing deeply a person in the physical realm is an odyssey, so even more knowing and understanding less physical beings, which certainly could be projections of your mind in dissociative states, which would indicate a need for a deeply work on yourself, so your life wouldn't continually be annoyed by non integrated parts of your mind.

So many things to consider before venturing to say you are interacting with angels. :)
Work on yourself and deep study of pathology will give you tools to discern, so you can start to aknowledge everything not only for how you feel.

As EmeraldHope suggested reading The wave will give you a basis to understand the two modes of existence in several levels of beings, STS and STO, and then the Myth of Sanity by Martha Stout will be very helpfull to understand how dissociation works, if that is what you want.

Hope is clearer now :)

 

[truth seeker]

Hi Panther,

I've also experienced some of what you're talking about. I would get the people coming at the right time, sometimes I would get them at the wrong time. At one point, I even questioned whether I could telepathically speak to others. It was one of the most bizarre occurrences! What I came to find out eventually was that these "coincidences" were able to happen because people aren't in as much control of themselves as I thought they were. What gave me the idea that this was not a benevolent force however, was that too many of the interactions were negative in nature. More specifically, they were designed to make me think in a way that allowed their control of my actions. My life was falling apart.

When I started to read the wave and adventures with the cassiopaeans, I began to realize that much of these timed happenings can be done quite easily via 4d STS. It took me a while to understand what that meant. I still wonder about it sometimes. While what you say on the face of it seems positive, they (4d sts) will use what works in order to control the actions of a person via their thoughts/perceptions.

I too was wondering who these people were and whether or not they were human. It was largely consuming and effectively stopped me from doing what I wanted and instead was in constant reaction mode. I kept wondering what would happen next.

One of the other things I came to realize and let go of was the feeling that I was being singled out which can lead to feelings of victimization. What is equally dangerous is when the perceptions cause us to believe that we are chosen which can lead to feelings of being special. Both feed directly into our own narcissistic wounding we incur as children. These sts beings are very tricky! :)

Once I started to work on myself and really question what I was perceiving and changed my reactions to them - meaning that I no longer fed into it, these interactions began to lessen.

Lots of good advice has been given. Keep reading and let us know if you have any questions. :)