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The Force is Strong With This One
I had a cold last week. I was getting a lot better. On Friday I was nearly 100% after Epsom salt soaks, fasting intermittently, and staying away from carbs. I noticed anytime I ate gluten my inflammation got worse, so I resolved to take my diet more seriously. I also smoked a couple cigarettes after a week-long break, and I was pipe breathing and praying at bedtime. This prologue is my "but I was doing everything right!" plea, ha.
Friday I fell asleep reciting the POTS in my head around 10 PM. I woke up at midnight with really severe pain in my left ear. As I was waking up, I dreamed I had burrowed back into my bed, and there were two figures standing over me, backlit by a bright light so they were just silhouettes. They said if I kept growing they were going to "raise my rent." At the time I thought they meant growing my family, but now I think they meant gaining knowledge. (I've read Amazing Grace and I'm on vol 4 ch 30 of The Wave.)
A lot of yellow fluid leaked out of my ear Saturday and I experienced partial hearing loss in that ear. That night at midnight the same routine repeated: I fell asleep praying and woke up at midnight to pain, this time fluid was rushing out of my ear (but no dream). There was blood in my left ear the next morning and my right ear started hurting, too. Sunday I went and got some 70% DMSO and applied it to the lymph nodes in front of both ears. That really helped with the brain fog, but not with the ear infection.
I just got back from urgent care. The doctor diagnosed me with a ruptured eardrum on the left side and bilateral otitis media, and she prescribed amoxicillin-clavulanate (Augmentin 875 mg-125 mg) oral tablet every 12 hours. I just took my first dose. I wasn't sure whether to put this thread under health and wellness or ultra-terrestrial activity; I did check health and wellness first and found that antibiotics are recommended for ear infections.
I wanted to share this account and ask if you all think I experienced an abduction? What do you think they meant by "raise my rent"? If they were trying to put off my questing, they messed up! It only made me mad and more resolute. In fact, I told whatever hyper-dimensional STS that might be listening last night that I considered this interaction a violation of my free will, and they had better respect my choice to align with STO or the karma was on their heads. No midnight interruption, and my daughter slept through the night for the first time in a long time (she is 2). I woke up feeling optimistic and refreshed.
I tried to think of how I might have invited this.... I have been reading a lot on the forum and in The Wave that Truth seekers often have health problems. Well, I've been blessed with pretty good health lately. I have suffered from SIBO/Candida (self-diagnosed) in the past, but fasting, elimination diet, and ketogenic diet (and some other self care practices) fixed that up. So, I was thinking since I've been healthy that maybe I wasn't "doing it right" or I wasn't "spiritual enough".
Another issue might be my suspicions that my husband and one of my two daughters (twins) are OPs. My relationship with my husband actually isn't that close. We don't sleep in the same room, hang out much, or have sex anymore. It used to bother me, but now I think it's for the best. I have a lot more energy now that he isn't so close to me. Maybe what I'm refusing to "hear" is the advice to end my marriage? I believe by keeping my family together that my girls have a better quality of life. I couldn't afford the private school they go to if I were to end my marriage.
Happily accepting advice, insight, and prayers. Thank you, all.
Friday I fell asleep reciting the POTS in my head around 10 PM. I woke up at midnight with really severe pain in my left ear. As I was waking up, I dreamed I had burrowed back into my bed, and there were two figures standing over me, backlit by a bright light so they were just silhouettes. They said if I kept growing they were going to "raise my rent." At the time I thought they meant growing my family, but now I think they meant gaining knowledge. (I've read Amazing Grace and I'm on vol 4 ch 30 of The Wave.)
A lot of yellow fluid leaked out of my ear Saturday and I experienced partial hearing loss in that ear. That night at midnight the same routine repeated: I fell asleep praying and woke up at midnight to pain, this time fluid was rushing out of my ear (but no dream). There was blood in my left ear the next morning and my right ear started hurting, too. Sunday I went and got some 70% DMSO and applied it to the lymph nodes in front of both ears. That really helped with the brain fog, but not with the ear infection.
I just got back from urgent care. The doctor diagnosed me with a ruptured eardrum on the left side and bilateral otitis media, and she prescribed amoxicillin-clavulanate (Augmentin 875 mg-125 mg) oral tablet every 12 hours. I just took my first dose. I wasn't sure whether to put this thread under health and wellness or ultra-terrestrial activity; I did check health and wellness first and found that antibiotics are recommended for ear infections.
I wanted to share this account and ask if you all think I experienced an abduction? What do you think they meant by "raise my rent"? If they were trying to put off my questing, they messed up! It only made me mad and more resolute. In fact, I told whatever hyper-dimensional STS that might be listening last night that I considered this interaction a violation of my free will, and they had better respect my choice to align with STO or the karma was on their heads. No midnight interruption, and my daughter slept through the night for the first time in a long time (she is 2). I woke up feeling optimistic and refreshed.
I tried to think of how I might have invited this.... I have been reading a lot on the forum and in The Wave that Truth seekers often have health problems. Well, I've been blessed with pretty good health lately. I have suffered from SIBO/Candida (self-diagnosed) in the past, but fasting, elimination diet, and ketogenic diet (and some other self care practices) fixed that up. So, I was thinking since I've been healthy that maybe I wasn't "doing it right" or I wasn't "spiritual enough".
Another issue might be my suspicions that my husband and one of my two daughters (twins) are OPs. My relationship with my husband actually isn't that close. We don't sleep in the same room, hang out much, or have sex anymore. It used to bother me, but now I think it's for the best. I have a lot more energy now that he isn't so close to me. Maybe what I'm refusing to "hear" is the advice to end my marriage? I believe by keeping my family together that my girls have a better quality of life. I couldn't afford the private school they go to if I were to end my marriage.
Happily accepting advice, insight, and prayers. Thank you, all.
