above 7th density - matrix

[LIV]

sorry for the typos .. i think i should have said .. that i feel like im suffering because im the thought trying to figure out that i am the thought lol if that makes sense .. like a red blood cell living its life and doing its function not realizing its part of the blood stream that supplys air for the whole body to function .. its simply doing its job til it dies off and tranforms into something else in the body to support the whole ..

is this sort of what u guys were trying to explain to me?? bad analogies but best way i could put it lol

 

[Ðekel]

now the mission is to retain it .. oh boy lol

i swear this forum is the best

I think there's a difference between the concept of "retaining it" and being aware of it.
Retaining introduces the notion that you could lose it.. In some cases, I'm sure, a huge amount of energy is needed for this retaining, and that could be a drain.

It's just a word of course, but the idea behind it is important. OSIT

You could remind yourself when needed. You could, for instance, look around, and say: ok, this is what there is now. This experience, thought, setting, etc' is what there is now.
This doesn't mean that you become lazy and don't do anything, but rather it can help to keep you fresh and level-headed while seeing and doing.

 

[goyacobol]

umm i like wanna give u the tightest hug ever! a light bulb went off after i read those scripts again(for like the 3rd time smh) !! the part about still being a critter turned on the bulb in my head lol ... i guess i feel like this suffering is bad because im limited by time in order to grasp the lesson .. though i already made it to 7d (because im manking the conscious choice now to) .. i have to remember that im living all aspects of my self at the same time.. in my 7 d self these lifetimes and lessons are like flash or passing thought .. (my life iom living now is just one passing thought of possibillities among the inginite) but in 3d that thought seems slower because i havent grasped the bigger picture.. so that flash feels like eons due to ignorance of the whole picture..

i like how they said consciousness is like the prompt! which takes me back to the matrix.. the matrix is a very deep movie .. so many layers .. it has definitely taught me a lot .. and where to look for info..


i swear goyacobol if u were here right now u would be gasping for air right now from the tighest hug ever lol

and thanks everybody else who responded because your responses allowed me to free my mind to look at the picture different in areas i was stubborn ! group hug!

now the mission is to retain it .. :( oh boy lol

i swear this forum is the best

Liv,

I am not sure about all the aspects of "You are Prime Creator" myself (smh). So you might want to just to take one step at a time to sort all the possibilities out. I am still thinking about the different ways the Cs try to explain things to us.

The Union with the One is another way to think about moving step by step back to 7D:

Session 10 December 1994

Q: (T) Okay, and you said that the Lizzies feed on the negative energy?
A: Yes.
Q: (T) Who feeds on the positive energy?
A: You do.
Q: (T) How do we feed on the positive energy?
A: Progression toward union with the one, I.E. level 7.
Q: (L) In other words, you fuel your own generator instead of fueling someone else's. (T) You are at level 6, what do you feed on?
A: You have the wrong concept. We give to others and receive from others of the STO. We feed each other.

And I think transientP has another way you could interpret the concept too:

Hi LIV,

Here's one way to look at it;

If, as has been stated by numerous sources, we are all prime creator, then perhaps the prime creator is simply Everything.

Everything that exists is creative and created by itself and by everything else.
In this case, it would have to include absolutely everything of course.

I kind of see the "created by itself" part as the "freewill" choices we make as we learn the lessons going through the densities (not sure about the choices in 1D-2D).

You picked a good topic to raise a lot of questions I think. But "learning is fun". It's the darn answers that are so difficult sometimes.

At least you liked the one part:

Q: (L) Was each of us, sitting here, at any point in the remote past, using time loosely, a critter, so to speak, or a plant or a tree?
A: You still be a critter, baby!

I still be a critter too.