AM I GOING INSANE OR WHAT! (I need answers)

bking123

A Disturbance in the Force
Since 1999 I have been seeing 9:11 on my clock, at work, and just about everywhere i can possibly imagine. But, most of the time it has to do with time in some way or the other; and this is just the beginning. After ten years, give or take, of this little incidence all the time, I start waking up in the middle of the night. And, let me tell you one thing before I go any further: I DO NOT get scared or freaked out by any means with anything, including movies or what-have-you, ect...... But, about three weeks ago I started getting a very eery feeling every time I wake up.
Three nights ago I was out side about to smoke my single cigarette for the day before I went to bed and noticed that my dog was jumping hysterically and running around in circles, keep in mind that this is a One-hundred fifty five pound spoiled rotten chocolate Lab and only gets on his feet to eat and scratch his self. I walk out to where my dog is under and in the middle of all the trees and immediately hear this loud rumbling sound in the sky coming my way. Take in mind, my house is in the middle of the country, out in the sticks so-to-say, not a neighbor within five miles(besides my grand mother). And, its cloudy outside, on the verge of raining. The sound kind of mimicks that of a huge sub woofer, but instead of the vibrations going outward, they seem to be pulling inward. I stand out there about a minute before the sound has made its way right above my head. The strong, very loud muffled sound is hurting my head and ears so bad I have to cover them, still haven't seen anything. It sits there for about a minute and then gets stronger with the percussion like sound, pulling so hard upward every hair on my body stands straight up, almost as if I'm about to lift off the ground. I mean pulling hard, my hairs were pulling up to the point of them actually pulling my skin up to make those little bumps; kind of like goose bumps but not that. And, then all of a sudden it just stops. No sign of anything taking off, no lights, no jet prepulsion, no nothing. That night, and the two nights following I have woken up at 3:33 am exactly each night.
THIS IS VERY TRUE WHAT i'M TELLING YOU AND I NEED ANSWERS ABOUT ANY OF IT. LIKE WHAT KIND OF MACHINE OR WHATEVER CAN MAKE THOSE SOUNDS ? MAYBE THE MILITARY HAS SOMETHING I DON'T KNOW ABOUT ? ARE THE TIMES JUST SOMETHING TO DO WITH MY SUBCONSCIENCE ? If you have answers to any of these questions I would greatly appreciate anwers.

THANK YOU FOR THE TIME....
 
I can imagine an event like that would be very disturbing. :huh:

Unfortunately, it is just about impossible to know with any certainty what caused it. It might be some secret military technology. It might be a manifestation of hyperdimensional reality.

The Wave series will give you a good overview of the issues. You might also learn something from the Knowledge and Being video where Laura recounts her experience of seeing a UFO over her house.

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Hey bking, sorry to hear about your experiences. It sounds really disturbing to say the least. :scared:

Definitely check out the wave and the knowledge & being video Galahad linked, I think they may give you some answers and some direction. Good luck in your searching & welcome to the forum.

Peace
 
Wow, weird and frightening for sure. Have you been comfortable living there since the incident? Have there been residual effects?

Personally, your experience was especially interesting for a couple of reasons:

Quick background: Once a friend began finding coins around his house. One day, he found coins under couch cushions--no big deal. Then, he found coins on the floor--OK. Then on the sidewalk--could happen. The pattern increased so much that one day, upon finding coins in his shoes, he yelled, "what is going on!?" At that point, he "got" the message: "There's going to be a lot of change in your life soon" (which was a merciful understatement given the events that followed ).

Similar to you, for the past year, more and more often, when I checked the time on any digital clock, I began to notice a pattern: the time would be all the same digits (e.g. 3:33, 11:11, 1:11). At first it was amusing, but as this pattern intensified, I recalled my friend, and pondered what message my higher/intuitive mind might be sending me. The only "message" I've derived is, "The times are lining up." That's not really breaking news or specific guidance, so who knows. Perhaps the process of increasing awareness to details and sensitivity to my higher mind is more valuable than any particular "message."

And about living "in the sticks," for the past year, I've been trying to decide whether to buy some land and move out of the city. But my enthusiasm always gets dampened by a vague , yet palpable fear (which is unusual for me). I've always dismissed this fear as "irrational," but your experience (and the increasing reliability of my intuition) make me wonder.
 
Calm down bking123 and utilize the resources being offered.

I've had my own experiences of repeatedly seeing numbers on digital clocks such as 9:11 and 4:20. I laugh a lot at seeing the latter :P :lol: since I'm not into that particular "recreation". Don't let it scare the crap out of you. Same with the noises you've been hearing.

"coincidences" and signs are everywhere. Just a few days after I posted dinosauroid links on the V movie thread, one of my favorite scienceblogs has a post on intelligent dinosauroids!

http://scienceblogs.com/tetrapodzoology/2009/11/richard_dawkins_smart_dinosaurs.php

Oh, not only that, but a commenter, @ comment 16 refers to Gurdjieff!?! This is a fellow I'd never seen or heard of until I started really reading SOTT and especially the CassForum threads.

My experience isn't anywhere as "terrifying" as yours. Still, utilizing a rational mind about all this is a good thing. For starters, maybe you could try leaving that area for a time? It could help you quite a bit to be elsewhere and take stock if it is at all possible.
 
bjorn said:
- Hey bking123

As for the repeating time fenomen. This has already been discussed. You may want to check it out:

http://www.cassiopaea.org/forum/index.php?topic=142.0

It's interesting to me that for some time since I first posted that thread, at which point I was experiencing these 'synchronicities' on a regular basis, I have seen hardly any (I am referring here to the numbers and digital clock displays). Perhaps this suggests that they were more than simply coincidence unrelated to any particular factor because if that were the case then why would there be such a huge difference in the number I observe then and now?
 
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