Buddy
The Living Force
So, I took a break from work today, and, while reclining to do some pipe breathing while meditating on "beginnings" as we have formulated our ground for discussion here and further down-thread, I had the following experience:
Whereas I am usually aware of drifting off to sleep when I fall into a power-nap, this time there was no 'drift'. I wasn't aware of falling to sleep, I just had an immediate sense of being in conversation with someone I couldn't see (though it might well have been just me verbalizing to myself).
I had been focused on the logical asymmetry of existence, while recalling much of what Laura wrote on this subject of Being and the thought of Non-Being in that material I linked further up on the mentioned thread. At some point, I felt I was about to ask a question and, at that point, my phone rang (telemarketer) and it snapped me back to wakefulness. For a split second, I felt I'd brought back a baby but then I realized I was recalling an experience with a newborn granddaughter. As my daughter held her for me to view, I looked into the baby's big blue un-focused eyes and observed as they seemed to drift from side to side, ever so slowly.
Immediately, I was reminded of the "void" concept as a beginning for drawing or making first-distinctions, only this void wasn't "empty", it was an undifferentiated mass of pure experience (from the baby's point of view I imagined). I already know that babies are born in such a state that input via stimulation to the optic nerve is required to begin the electro-chemical transforms that end in foundational neural connections in the visual cortex. This activity must continue until sufficient connections have been made through sufficient layers of neurons that can support more complex activity like focusing the eye for the beginnings of making distinctions from those contrasts being discovered in the visual field (like motions and colors).
So, then it occurred to me to wonder if any Creation stories recorded in any extant literature might actually be talking about the birth of human consciousness, cognition, awareness or whatever, and on through the cognitive evolution in a kind of epistemological 'big bang', as contrasted with a "universe big-bang."
Something about this seems strange, though. On the one hand it seems like I've wondered this before and yet it also seems fresh. On the other hand, it kind of feels like old news in a different way, yet I can't recall how that might be.
Anyway, this doesn't seem like my thought, in the sense of having worked it out in some way, because it required no effort from me - no cognitive perspiration from me, so to speak, so I'm moved to ask: Has this possibility been discussed somewhere before, whether analyzed and dismissed or not? Was it treated in Laura's Wave or Adventures series and I just blanked it out or something? Does anyone know?
Note: I usually Google any question I have and find answers or at least some leads to answers, but this time I'm drawing a blank.
Thanks for reading. :)
Whereas I am usually aware of drifting off to sleep when I fall into a power-nap, this time there was no 'drift'. I wasn't aware of falling to sleep, I just had an immediate sense of being in conversation with someone I couldn't see (though it might well have been just me verbalizing to myself).
I had been focused on the logical asymmetry of existence, while recalling much of what Laura wrote on this subject of Being and the thought of Non-Being in that material I linked further up on the mentioned thread. At some point, I felt I was about to ask a question and, at that point, my phone rang (telemarketer) and it snapped me back to wakefulness. For a split second, I felt I'd brought back a baby but then I realized I was recalling an experience with a newborn granddaughter. As my daughter held her for me to view, I looked into the baby's big blue un-focused eyes and observed as they seemed to drift from side to side, ever so slowly.
Immediately, I was reminded of the "void" concept as a beginning for drawing or making first-distinctions, only this void wasn't "empty", it was an undifferentiated mass of pure experience (from the baby's point of view I imagined). I already know that babies are born in such a state that input via stimulation to the optic nerve is required to begin the electro-chemical transforms that end in foundational neural connections in the visual cortex. This activity must continue until sufficient connections have been made through sufficient layers of neurons that can support more complex activity like focusing the eye for the beginnings of making distinctions from those contrasts being discovered in the visual field (like motions and colors).
So, then it occurred to me to wonder if any Creation stories recorded in any extant literature might actually be talking about the birth of human consciousness, cognition, awareness or whatever, and on through the cognitive evolution in a kind of epistemological 'big bang', as contrasted with a "universe big-bang."
Something about this seems strange, though. On the one hand it seems like I've wondered this before and yet it also seems fresh. On the other hand, it kind of feels like old news in a different way, yet I can't recall how that might be.
Anyway, this doesn't seem like my thought, in the sense of having worked it out in some way, because it required no effort from me - no cognitive perspiration from me, so to speak, so I'm moved to ask: Has this possibility been discussed somewhere before, whether analyzed and dismissed or not? Was it treated in Laura's Wave or Adventures series and I just blanked it out or something? Does anyone know?
Note: I usually Google any question I have and find answers or at least some leads to answers, but this time I'm drawing a blank.
Thanks for reading. :)


