EmeraldHope
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Bud said:EmeraldHope said:Just so there are no misunderstandings, does this mean I may be autisitc? :O
Hi EmeraldHope. I'm curious as to why your question is followed by the Jaw Drop smiley? What could you be inferring?
I found this interesting:
Last year, for example, an fMRI study headed by Nancy Minshew, M.D., a professor of psychiatry and neurology at the University of Pittsburgh, and Marcel Just, Ph.D., a professor of psychology at Carnegie Mellon University, showed that when individuals with autism attempt to recall letters of the alphabet, their brains process the stimuli differently from the brains of nonautistic individuals. The former[autism] rely more on the parietal regions, which are involved in visuospatial processing, whereas the latter[nonautistic] depend more on the left prefrontal cortex, which is involved in language processing (Psychiatric News, February 4, 2005).
Source: _http://pn.psychiatryonline.org/content/41/16/20.1.full
Imagine a hypothetical scenario for a moment. Say an individual was born with some kind of natural variation or gene or other defect somewhere in the brain. Also, suppose this 'defect' allowed a hypersensitivity to symbolic or metaphoric precision in comprehension and communication.
What do you think would be likely to happen when this infant is born into an environment of people whose idea of humor is sick jokes, whose idea of truthful interaction is 'avoiding getting caught in a lie" and whose idea of interesting things to do is football games?
Essentially, a potential is squashed before it can even be developed. A young child capable of attaining the highest, non-contradictory levels of abstraction and making marvelous contributions to humanity actually recoils awareness in horror when he finally sees that the beauty and harmony around him is being ignored in favor of a cognitive wallow in mud. Maybe there are "normal" people whose thought processes are so slow and encoded with so many logical fallacies, it appears they just arrived out of the primeval soup. Maybe what the hypersensitive child feels, as some kind of consequence of his evaluative ability, the 'presence of evil' and simply cannot bear it.
How long before it is noticed that his 'left-brain' semantic-associative network is underdeveloped because it was determined (on the deepest cognitive level) to be no longer useful to the child who must now grow up to be one of the "autistics."
It doesn't surprise me that some "autistics" prefer the mechanical and predictable. Those are much easier to 'figure out.'
There is another question I had as well. What if the 'right-brain' / 'left-brain' dominant thingy does not imply what it seems to?
People in my personal social contexts who are 'left-brain dominant' have raved about their verbal/math strengths. Similarly, people often 'rave' about their creativity and emotional insights due to being 'right-brain dominant'. What if the dominant side simply means the stack of inefficiencies is higher on that side?
People who have a dominance may simply have a higher 'noise to signal' ratio in the area of dominance.
While I've never had a problem with the data from any of the brain studies, I often challenge the frame of reference used for the interpretation. The only person I know who has done this in a balanced way (in my estimation) also wrote the Wave.
I have my own combination of stuckages, I know, and I am not sure of my own major malfunction (chief feature) but I consider myself fortunate to have found the Wave and this Work, because I now have a frame of reference that gives me both, a direction to continue growing and learning and a way to know when something is just not right. :)
Let me try to be as honest as possible here in my answer.
What was driving me when I posted the response with the smiley was , like I said, a small i, or maybe more, panicking. Thoughts such as OMG, something may be wrong with me. What if I cannot do the work because of this? What does this imply? I do not want to be autistic ( not that I really think I am) That in and of itself implies that I have a program that thinks that autism is bad, and the ego does not prefer it
On another level, it invokes old feelings of always being different, of processing things differently from those around me and not being understood, and of being highly sensitive. That combined with constant disapproval from my mother for being different was an issue. So I think programs kicked in when I saw autism and that it could in some way be connected to me that ran along the lines of, OMG they were right- it is me. There really is something wrong with me.
Now I tried to quickly put that in check and dig a little deeper, as my inner voice said calm down, you are jumping to conclusions I posted the questions here as I am just really building my knowledge base in this area so I do not have too many reference points yet as far as the brain and how it works goes, and how it directly connects to the work. I also do not want to jump to conclusions. I just started really researching this area this week. I still have many internal questions as far as this goes and I am trying to fill in the gaps.
You make excellent points, and I thank you for taking the time to do that.
Far to much internal considering going on, it would seem. The false personality has an issue with this for sure.
