mifune
The Force is Strong With This One
I find it remarkable, even after having reading the Wave and Adventure Series, that I find myself losing touch with my own essence, and needing to take time to think and re-center my thoughts on what my purpose is, what I need to learn next, etc. It's kind of like I keep falling half-asleep, while thinking that I'm awake.
This fact was made perfectly clear to me after having read Depression as a Stepping Stone? as well as Art's comments on same, and understanding what the Work is in concrete terms.
I think, also, that I need to disavow myself of the idea that joining the Quantum Future School is a goal to achieve, but rather, a place to truly work on oneself. I tell myself that I'm trying to join the school for all the right reasons, but still, there is that bit of egoism creeping into my subconscious.
This fact was made perfectly clear to me after having read Depression as a Stepping Stone? as well as Art's comments on same, and understanding what the Work is in concrete terms.
I think, also, that I need to disavow myself of the idea that joining the Quantum Future School is a goal to achieve, but rather, a place to truly work on oneself. I tell myself that I'm trying to join the school for all the right reasons, but still, there is that bit of egoism creeping into my subconscious.
