Thank you all, for words of comfort and understanding, I'll try to take January 2011 like new kind of lesson, we just need to take some time to digest all things, and acclimatize to the new situation. Whatever Doesn't Kill You Makes You Stronger! (I hope this is the truthful statement).
But on other hand strange thing happened today. Allowe me to share it with you.
This morning at 10 o'clock my friend called, she wanted me to check something on internet and visit some page. It was a bit strange, but she is really genuine product (thanks V), so I checked the page, and there it was photo of the 5 months old cat, same kind, same color, same posture like my deceased cat. My friend told me: you can not return grandpa, his cat or your cat, but you can make new friendship, so do it. You know, I was a bit shocked, it took me couple minutes to think, talk to my hubby, are we ready to have another pet cat? So suddenly?? We looked at the photos of the cat and for a brief moment it seems like our dead cat was alive. Mu hubby immediately agreed to take new cat, so I called owner of the cat, well again strange thing, lady is living in our vicinity, her name is same as mine, and the cat's name is: "Destiny", and they allready taught to withdraw the advertisement because - as she said: "Only the funny people who do not care about animals replied." So after a couple minutes of Q&A we agreed to visit them next weekend, and meet our new cat.....,... Perhaps universe is really trying to tell us something.
To reply on Shijing's post: "I hope that February is a better month for you."
I certainly hope so!!
You are really lucky to have had such a wonderful grandpa!
