bedower said:
...the rest of this article here for me, as the page doesn't completely download:
http://www.cassiopaea.org/cass/mouravieff.htm
'Boris Mouravieff: Polar Opposites, or the Fifth Way of Love' by Laura Knight Jadczyk
The last paragraph I can access is cut off:
The second element, which is subjective, is the distortion of our personality due to conscious or unconscious deviations to which the initial film was subject during the course of our existence. Distortions of this kind make it more difficult to recognize the polar being, and can make us less willing to exert ourselves to unite with that being
Also, is there a page 2 for this article?
Thank you to whoever does this.
Here it is:
The second element, which is subjective, is the distortion of our personality due to conscious or unconscious deviations to which the initial film was subject during the course of our existence. Distortions of this kind make it more difficult to recognize the polar being, and can make us less willing to exert ourselves to unite with that being.
[...] It is the Androgyne who constitutes a true Micro cosmos, not the isolated man or woman. The creation of man in the image and likeness of god was in the form of the Androgyne: this description refers to the joint astral body of two polar beings.
For man as for woman, salvation in the bosom of the Absolute depends on their reintegration in the Micro cosmos, as Paul indicates explicitly: "neither is the woman without the man, nor the man without the woman in the Lord.
Man and woman are in fact, incomplete beings who - taken apart - cannot reflect in His fullness the image of God who is all in all.
it is an axiom that every man and every woman has a polar being.
Nevertheless, not all human beings feel the imperative need to be united to their polar being. Beings who live enclosed in their Personality without thinking deeply - which constitutes the great majority of humanity - enthusiastically involve themselves in a life ruled by material influences, and do not really feel the need for such a union. For them, the polar being is on the same plane as everyone else. The Personality does not perceive anything exceptional in him, and if by some chance an extraordinary impression is experienced, it is instead felt as something abnormal and embarrassing.
We can speak of couples formed under the influence of the Law of Accident in which the partners have opposite aspirations. At the base of such unions we often find, beside a double error of judgment, the influences of karmic debt, remote or recent. the most intelligent attitude to take on such occasions is to unite the efforts of the couple to unravel the situation to their mutual benefit. Left to itself, the situation will only get worse.
Very special care must be taken of the children of such a union, as they suffer within the union. Everything must be done to remedy this. As a general rule, we must not lose sight of the fact that, even if it is permitted to the human being to offer himself in sacrifice, he has no right to accept the sacrifice of others. To sacrifice yourself to a union that is formed under the law of accident only teaches your children to do likewise and hinders their possibilities of ever discovering their own polar being.
Accelerated evolution of the hero of a film via work on the self - i.e. purification - brings him ever nearer to his polar being. At the same time, it automatically removes from the film those personalities who are not organically integral.
After the formation of the magnetic center within him, man starts to feel the desire, the need, to be united to his polar being. This desire and need will increase in proportion to the growth of the latter.
The concept of the Androgyne has purely mythical or theoretical value for ordinary man. But we now realize that a living aspiration to be re-integrated in the Micro cosmos - the most direct way to the re-integration in the Absolute - is the fruit of a high moral culture within the individual.
As mentioned, esoteric evolution is conditioned at the start by bankruptcy, a moral breakdown. To make progress after this, man must know exactly where he stands. He must SEE himself.
Isaac the Syrian said that he who has been able to see himself as he IS, is better than he who has seen angels.
what we call bankruptcy, the ancient traditions call "death." It is death while still in a living body. One must first die, then be resurrected.
By progressively taking his fate into his own hands, man at the same time takes responsibility for ALL the partners in his film.
He must restore the original meaning of his film, then push the development of the latter in such a way that the "play" be properly played out to its intended denouement.
The hero, while working on himself, must apply himself to create new circumstances around him, which will enhance the unfolding of the action towards its originally intended conclusion.
His exterior efforts must above all be directed towards the creation of these circumstances, NOT towards seeking direct influence over people. Such direct influence over people may seem opportune, but it is an error. Instead of unraveling the situation, the influence creates karmic debts which complicate things all the more. One must be very prudent and circumspect.
Yet new circumstances must be created in a way that effectively helps those interested to act in the direction desired.
Once again: man should seek to serve, not to impose himself.
Patience, perseverance and faith are qualities of great practical value in this work.
For man to recognize his polar being, he must be fully attentive on all planes accessible to his consciousness. In fact, as a result of the distortion of the film, the meeting always occurs in circumstances and in a manner least expected, generally at a moment and in a form which resembles nothing he could ever have imagined.
The rule is precise: to recognize his polar being, man must know himself.
This is obviously logical: to recognize his alter ego, man must first recognize his own ego.
We are thus confronted once again with the problem of the search for the way.
It is true that the "I" of the body, like the "I" of the personality, aspire to find the perfect response from another being. This means that ONLY by identifying himself more and more with his REAL "I" that a man magnetizes the union with his polar being.
It is with a heart full of faith, sharpening within himself his highest faculties of intuition and attention, his sense of critical analysis taken to the highest point of alertness, that man will go in search of the being without whom he is not real.
As it was for the troubadour long ago, it is in Courtly Love that he can hope to find and recognize "la Dame de ses Pensees."
The difficulty we find in discovering our polar beings lies in the fact that we are deformed, and constantly distort our film by free movements. We must rectify our own distortion and renounce our impulsive movements. This explains the prescription not to act under the influence of only one center. It is the necessity to correct for our distortion, which, logically, imposes on us the need, both in reception and transmission, for conscious effort to make our emotional and intellectual centers work together.
When polar beings meet, by what immediately perceptible signs can humans who are still imperfect, still deformed by karmic debt, be certain in all objectivity that they are not making a mistake?
Here are some indispensable criteria that can have objective value in mutual recognition.
From the first meeting, in the presence of the polar being, both the "I" of the Personality and the "I" of the body vibrate in a manner which resembles nothing ever felt before.
The reason for this is that these "I's" find themselves then in the presence of their First Love which continues through the centuries. Without clearly being conscious of it, the polar beings know each other; and this knowledge, as ancient as they are themselves, is expressed by the voice of their subconsciousness. This creates an atmosphere of absolute confidence and SINCERITY from the moment they meet.
This is the Touchstone: for polar beings do NOT LIE to each other. They do not need to lie, for inwardly both are one single being, from the depths of which the real "I" issues his call and gives his assent.
After this, that absolute, spontaneous sincerity constitutes the basis of their relationship.
This gives these two beings an otherwise inconceivable feeling of Freedom in Unity, which ends the impression of servitude and isolation under which we ordinarily live.
Soon afterwards, vague reminiscences of past experiences will start to come to the surface in their waking consciousness.
the reader will now understand the deepest reason why lying to oneself is forbidden: he who lies to himself will also lie to his alter ego. That will be the end of the miracle.
The wonderful side of the meeting will disappear behind a curtain of trivial lies, which will rapidly take the aspect of an impassable wall.
This is how and why exterior man passes by his polar being without recognizing her. this is why practical work on the esoteric Way starts and necessarily continues with a struggle against lying to oneself. Success in this field is indispensable.
To reach this aim, no price whatsoever is too high to pay.
If they are open to the truth, and if their meeting makes chords - silent until now - vibrate in harmony within them both, the way is then marked out, for polar beings, by their conscious efforts to re-create the Micro cosmos which had formerly been dissociated and broken.
They will traverse the Staircase like an arrow and will suddenly find themselves in front of the second Threshold.
The catechumen crosses the First Threshold under the impetus of a negative feeling: the horror of life in the wilderness, and the ardent desire to escape from it.
To reach the Second Threshold, the two polar beings who present themselves in front of it must be holders of a positive password, which will be required from them at that precise moment.
The Way opens to those who know what they want; know what they aspire to, on the Way and outside the Way, in an exterior life which after this can never again be detached from esoteric work. Happy are those who can be useful in it.
The Door which leads to Life will open before them, and they will read on the pediment of the wall the sacramental inscription:
The laborer is worthy of his hire.
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Commentary on Boris Mouravieff's Gnosis
Based on our extensive scientific research, the planet is about to "rock and roll" - we figure about 2009 give or take six months - and this is the material manifestation of the "cyclic event" of the "cosmic shock," so to say.
Having now Mouravieff's piece of the puzzle, I have just assembled from my notes a little book (well, maybe not so little) entitled "Ancient Science," I will send you a copy for review. I will paste in here part of the introduction which serves to explicate some of our ideas:
After over thirty years of research, the one thing that has become evident is that the energies of Creation emanate "downward," and our individuality as human beings is merely an expression of the "Theological Dramas," so to say. To attempt to exert our will or to make our voice travel "upward," against Creation results only in a clash of forces. It is, in essence, an attempt to violate the Free Will of Creation, i.e. Hubris. This is why praying for material changes, rituals designed to "change" reality, "positive thinking" with the "intent" to change something "up there," in order to receive the benefits "down here," is always doomed to produce more strife, misery and suffering globally. "Seek ye first the kingdom of Heaven..." and this kingdom is - or CAN be - within.
In other words, what we CAN do is to prepare ourselves for the emanations that are traveling "downward" to be better received. This is the essential point of Castaneda's Don Juan when he said:
One of the greatest accomplishments of the seers of the Conquest was a construct he called the three-phase progression. By understanding the nature of man, they were able to reach the incontestable conclusion that if seers can hold their own in facing [human] petty tyrants, they can certainly face the unknown with impunity, and then they can even stand the presence of the unknowable.
The average man's reaction is to think that the order of that statement should be reversed," he went on. "A seer who can hold his own in the face of the unknown can certainly face petty tyrants. But that's not so. What destroyed the superb seers of ancient times was that assumption. We know better now. We know that nothing can temper the spirit of a warrior as much as the challenge of dealing with impossible people in positions of power. Only under those conditions can warriors acquire the sobriety and serenity to stand the pressure of the unknowable.11 Castaneda, Carlos, The Fire From Within
All around us we see the results of this error: the idea that we can exert our will and voice upward to change what is "above" us in order to change our reality. This idea is at the root of rites and rituals, demanding, pleading, visualizations, "workings," and so forth. When people think that "meditating on compassion," or "feeling the feelings of all beings," is going to result in the "sonic entrainment of the heart's rhythm [being] braided into more complex and coherent patterns," which will then enable the person to "create a diamond imperishable body for use as a teaching vehicle down here on earth," has missed the entire point. To compare such ideas to the true work of Seeker of Ascension is simply ignorant.
An extensive study of the historical literature shows that those who actually MAY HAVE achieved Ascension don't just sit down one day and meditate on compassion or the feeling of oneness and "boom!" experience an "implosive soul force." Before Ascension can ever achieved the point of being able to think even momentarily about "the oneness of all beings," or the "feelings of all beings," the REAL seekers have spent many, many years in the struggle to "face petty tyrants," or to fully REALIZE objective reality. He has repeatedly exposed himself to as many "unpleasant experiences" as he can find, all the while struggling to master his emotions, his desires, his physicality. It is the work of making the physical vehicle "down here," receptive to whatever may be "up there," as opposed to trying to forcibly create something "up there," in order to have it "down here."
Nevertheless, the many teachers of ascension continue to expound on the subject by saying such interesting things as: "It is possible to ascend physically as Jesus and the other masters demonstrated. In this process, the physical cells are all expanded into a higher frequency. The physical body begins to glow from within and radiate light. Much as the blades of a fan seem to "disappear" as they rotate faster and faster, a body that is vibrating at higher frequencies seems to disappear from the third dimension. Its primary focus is on a higher dimension. It seems "magical" to those who remain focused on the denser third dimension, but it is a perfectly natural process."
Unfortunately, such promulgators of wisdom do not seem to be able to demonstrate what they are teaching. But nobody usually notices that part because they are too busy having "spiritual experiences" produced by any number of "techniques" which make them "feel good" long enough to whip out the credit card or sign the check. A considerable period of time is required to finally come to the realization that techniques that relieve stress or produce "good feelings," have done nothing to actually change their lives or their "vibrations." They are still recognized by their neighbor's dog, they still find new gray hairs on their heads, and they still get sick and have aches and pains like everyone else. And they still "die in their sins."
What the modern day seekers of ascension are looking for - whether they realize it or not - is the age-old quest. Those who are not familiar with the extensive literature don't realize that the Quest for the Holy Grail and the Great Work of Alchemy are described in almost the same terms. This means that the Quest for the Holy Grail and the Work of the Alchemists hold many clues for us as to the REAL WORK OF ASCENSION. Repeatedly they present allegories of struggle, deception, battles with dragons, deceivers, and evil forces of all kinds. The story o the Knight who slays the Dragon and rescues the Princess from the Tower after years of seeking, struggling, suffering and overcoming, is an allegory that is as valid to day as it was in ages past. It is the TRUE PATH OF ASCENSION.
As we present the information in this volume, the reader will be introduced to the idea that the science of the ancients may have included a very comprehensive knowledge of the deeper reality that present day sciences, including physics, chemistry, mathematics, and astrophysics, are only rediscovering. And here we do not mean the ancient Egyptians or Babylonians or Sumerians, but rather peoples of far greater antiquity than they, and that the Egyptians, Babylonians, Sumerians, and so on, retained only a distorted and corrupted version of these things in the form of myths and legends which they elaborated and utilized in their "magical practices." Further, we propose that it is only in the light of the present day scientific knowledge that the true ancient knowledge, depicted in these myths and legends and religious rites can be properly understood. Which is not to say that we are suggesting that we understand or have interpreted all of them. We are only saying that there are many things in these ancient stories that suggest the former existence of an advanced science, that may have enabled interface between layers, or dimensions of reality on this planet in archaic times.
This idea is not original to us, as many readers will know. However, we do think that we have been able to shine a light into certain dark corners that have been, heretofore, poorly understood. Arthur C. Clarke pointed out, "Any sufficiently evolved technology is indistinguishable from magic."
When we divest our minds of preconceived notions about what the ancients may or may not have known, and we just look at myths and legends, the substrate of religions, over and over again we see descriptions of activities, events, terms and potentials that express such things as a knowledge of free energy, anti- gravity, time travel, interplanetary travel, atomic energy, atomic molecularization and demolecularization; just a whole host of doings that are presently understood as the wild and superstitious imaginings of howling savages. Today, these concepts are only beginning to be understood.
Many scholars explain that such stories - myths and legends - were primitive attempts to understand the environment by personifying, or anthropomorphizing, the forces of nature. Other interpreters make the mistake of assuming that it was a "sacred science" in terms that strictly deny any form of material interpretation and interpenetration.
I gave such ideas a great deal of thought at one point, all the while observing my five children develop, and noting how they noticed things and what they noticed, and how they explained it to themselves and each other. One of the earliest observations I made about children and their reactions to their environment was that they pretty much just accept it as it is. They don't seem to need "explanations" for it. What is "out there" is what it is until some adult repeats to them some story about it which may entertain them or frighten them. Until "stories" are told to them, children are intensely busy just imitating what they see other people do, most generally the adults in their lives. Without fantastic tales being told to them, their games of make-believe consist of ordinary mundane and very HUMAN dramas. And even when they are told magical stories about flying horses or people with super powers, they often resist these dramas in preference for those that directly apply to their own experience and observation.
Perhaps the comparison of the development of a child's thinking in relation to their environment, to the development of evolutionary thinking of human beings in general, is not altogether appropriate, but I do think that it ought to give us some pause to question just where and how the creation of myth and legend actually served human beings evolutionarily speaking. Why would anyone tell a story about a man with magic sandals that enabled him to fly if they are merely anthropomorphizing the forces of nature? If it is a "magical being" such as a "god," why does he need sandals to fly with? He could just as easily have wings that are part of his physical structure. He's already a god, after all. He's not human. So why the sandals?
Indeed, there may be an "archetypal pool of ideas" from which all humanity may draw in dreams and visions, but that leads us into realms that of thought that do not answer the simple question as to where and how and why howling savages were served by making up fantastic tales about the forces of nature, that included certain elements that suggest technology and not a truly "magical state of being?"
In the present day, there are all sorts of "mystical" groups and organizations that claim to be the recipients of ancient knowledge, and that this matter has to do with what is commonly called "occultism," or the "esoteric" or magical practices. There is a plethora of books that purport to be scientific, but which totally reject mainstream science in any context. Subjects such as sacred geometry, archaeoastronomy, new physics, have all become subjects of fevered study in order to discern the "occult significance" of the works of the ancients. And invariably, it is done in strictly ephemeral terms, positing that all of the abilities of the ancients were accomplished strictly by magical rites or rituals.
Occultists claim that the mental and spiritual powers of the ancients were what we have lost. They then assert that this ancient wisdom was broken up and obscured in magical doctrines which those who are not "initiated" simply cannot grasp. They claim that parts of it have been handed down by continuous tradition, and released to the world at opportune times, and other parts have only been released to an elect few, of which exalted company, they, of course, are obviously members.
When considering such ideas, we do come to the thought that it is very likely that there are rites or stories or myths behind the rituals, that may, indeed, have been passed down in such secret groups in a more pure form than the stories that make their way around the globe across millennia. But that does not mean that the "priesthood" of such groups truly understand the stories or rites of which they are guardians - especially if they do not consider the possibility that some of such information may be strictly and purely scientific codes and require a trained scientist to decode them.
Most of the so-called "occultists" and "sacred geometers" remind me of David Macaulay's "Motel Of Mysteries,22 Boston, Houghton Mifflin, 1979"a humorous account of an archaeological excavation of a twentieth century motel, in which everything is meticulously excavated, recorded and then totally misinterpreted. The "vast funerary" complex unearthed by Howard Carson contains wonders such as the "Great Altar" (Television), a statueof the deity WATT (bedside lamp) and the Internal Component Enclosure (or ICE box). But just misunderstanding is not all we have to contend with. That there are others who seem to be part of the very Control System we have mentioned above with what seem to be extremely dangerous proclivities of promulgating dangerous and cunning lies is also evident as we will discuss further on.
In terms of archaeology, there are processes involved in the formation of the archaeological record. A lack of understanding of these formation processes is not always confined to the non-professionals. It has only relatively recently been suggested that the archaeology of a site is not a direct record of what went on there, but instead may have been distorted by a whole series of processes, including cataclysmic disruption.
We are suggesting that the same may be true regarding myths and legends and religious rites. They are a sort of archaeological record of the history of mankind held in archetypal terms, buried in stories, distorted by a whole series of processes.
Even if some of the purported ancient schools and mystical paths have kept some of this information intact, or in a purer state, it still seems that much has "faded on the page" due to the long period of time since such things were part of the consensus - thus external - reality. But still, there are those who have seen the contradictions in our reality and our beliefs and who have sought in these ancient teachings to discover what might have been known. Many of them have made discoveries that, when considered with information from many other fields, assists us in this essential discovery of our true condition and purpose.
The question naturally arises, what does the history of the subject have to tell us about what may or may not "really work?" Can we examine it; can we track it and discover not only the obstacles of the process, but also the REAL BENEFITS that might accrue to the Seeker? Can we track and discover the apparent abilities that are the SIGNS of accomplishment of the successful Quest?
In short, what is the REAL Philosophers Stone? What can the Hero really accomplish when he finds the Holy Grail?
> Meantime I would just like to add that there was a time in my life when
> I would not have understood or known how to understand the way you
> approach this.
One thing Mouravieff wrote that was powerfully meaningful to me was his series of comments on the "type" of the Knight - who is already well-developed emotionally, but really needs to work on the intellectual part. The fact is this: even though my husband and myself are considered to be "intellectuals" and to have pursued intellectual development all our lives, what became excruciatingly clear was that it was very one-sided in some respects. Because of what Mouravieff calls the "A" influences - and we just call it the Matrix Control System - our EMOTIONS were distorted to only allow us to accept ideas that were emotionally pleasing - even if they were of a high intellectual sort.
All of this has to do with what Mouravieff suggests is the "matter of matters," i.e. "evil." And that, of course, takes us to the many ideas of "fixing" the world, or "saving" the world, or whatever. In other words, what amounts to hubris - deciding that the ideas that a person has about good and evil based on human intellectualizations - must be enforced on creation.
What I finally realized - in a period of intense initiation - was that God has Many faces - not all of them pleasant to behold. And, at that point, I SAW the "Matrix," and I SAW the "A" influences and "B" influences, and that the REAL work of this level of being is to CHOOSE one's alignment with one or the other, and then to begin the process of discerning and "assimilating." This is why everything is "masked" in symbols. This reality is, in a sense, the landscape of the Quest for the Grail. It is a TEST.
But more is needed, as Mouravieff points out. One must, at some point, DO something. And this is where faith comes in. It is not "faith" in the sense of a "belief," but Faith in the REALITY of higher things... and it requires the individual to essentially "step off a cliff" at the edge of the Matrix reality into the reality of the REAL.
I did.
And just as the alchemists describe it, such an act results in the "death" of something - and the physical body - so attuned to the "A" influences - being forcibly disconnected from them via WILL - goes through some of the most horrible sufferings imaginable. It could be said to be similar to drug withdrawal in a sense, but a LOT worse. In physical terms, an infection took hold in my body affecting my eyes, ears, and lungs. I literally wept blood. For days I lay there, almost unable to breathe, with compresses on my eyes, medications in my ears, ingesting the massive doses of the most powerful antibiotics available that had no effect - and I did NOT relent. I KNEW that what I was experiencing was the efforts of the "agents of the Matrix" to turn me aside from my resolve. And I just kept affirming that "you can kill me if you like, but I am NOT changing my course."
And at some point, there was a "shift" and the forces withdrew.
Ark "found me" 40 days later. To the day.
Now, I have to tell you that this process of being brought to the point of SEEING was facilitated in a gentle, but firm way by these "Cassiopaeans." In fact, looking back over my life in retrospect, I can perceive the influence from the time of my birth - always there in the background watching over me, waiting for me to "ask the question." And when at last, in 1984, I was brought to that point of bankruptcy - another period of serious illness - the communication began in a direct way - I would ask the question mentally, and just wait in a meditative state - and it would begin to flow as just "ideas" which I would write down.
Well, because of the fact that my emotional nature has repeatedly led me into traps - I already knew that my "machine tolerances" had to be analyzed and adjusted. I knew that I had to do research to ensure that what I was "receiving" was not just more and better disinformation, so to say.
And so, over the next ten years I did research... and it was during this research that I came to the idea that, for me to be able to be objective about things - more of the "adjustment of the machine" - the mode of transmission really needed to be modified so that the thoughts bypassed my conscious mind. And so, the two years of developing the circuit for the transmissions via the board and planchette.
Yes, it is unusual. But for me - knowing my own nature - that of susceptibility to manipulation because the Love nature in me is so developed and this energy was so easily stolen, and manipulated by "agents" - it was a necessary step.
Of course, meeting Ark was an event that was utterly stupendous. It resulted in all kinds of "effects" that I try to describe, but words fail. Some of these actually included bilocation.
Now, lest you think that is a little crazy, I want to point out that Ark is a 30 year career scientist. At the time he "found me," having been on his own quest for all his life as well, he had "put away" his dreams and was functioning as the Director of the Department of Nonlinear Dynamics and Complex Systems at the Institute for Theoretical Physics, University of Wroclaw, Poland. How he dealt with this "activation" of circuits and potentials that had been suppressed for years is a story in itself. Some of it is even rather humorous now, when we look back. Especially when a man who has convinced himself that he is a "linear thinker" sees his "other half" come in a window while she is physically 5,000 miles away.
At that moment, I had fallen into a spontaneous "trance," so to say - something that has almost never happened - and I was struggling to maintain my awareness. I would force my eyes open to observe the environment, and what I saw was LIVING LIGHT. Meanwhile, some part of me had apparently decided to take a little stroll across the Atlantic.
This occurred several more times during this "readjustment of frequencies" stage, and was always followed by a baffling period of intense cold where my teeth would chatter and my body would ache just as if I were freezing. Thankfully, I found an exact description of this process in the works of Ibn al- 'Arabi, which he calls a "descent." Based on his description, it is a temporary "seating" of the higher centers IN THE BODY for the purpose of "bestowal" of qualities. I sort of think of it as my higher self as the "computer hardware repairman" who cam to make some serious adjustments in my circuitry. Al-'Arabi points out that when the "angel," as he calls it, withdraws, the individual, having been in a "state" of super-accelerated vibration - which manifests as heat (and boy, was it HOT!) - then feels the normal condition as intensely cold and cannot get warm by any human means and must simply wait for the vibrations of the body to catch up with the vibrations of the newly bestowed "station."
I was very relieved to read this. And again, it was exactly right for me to read it AFTER experiencing it so that I would not doubt my experience and think that I had "manifested" it due to emotional thinking.
This is also why it was exactly right, after going through the past year of "trial by fire" that Mouravieff should become the new piece of the puzzle - only AFTER the experiences he describes. This is what convinces me of the fact that he has brought to us a major piece of the puzzle. There is NO possibility that anything that has occurred in the past years was "suggested" to me by reading his material beforehand, and the events are described by him in detail - exactly as they happened. In short, it further strengthens my HOPE that we CAN "DO" something. And I must say that, like you, I was losing my hope in the course of the seemingly endless struggle.
Because, of course, our struggle has been enormous, probably based on the fact that we have "gone public" and have made some significant ripples in the "Matrix." And frankly, I do NOT think that anyone could do it without a "living Tradition" such as the C's - because we always have guidance - even if sometimes it is rather cryptic due to the non-violation of learning directive. If not for their assurances that this relentless attack was the "fire" from which would come "light," we would have just given up any public work at all. The attacks, the liars and defamers, spreaders of "scandal" and odious and sickening acts of purely filthy libel - attacks on our children even - were utterly horrendous.
But we survived, we passed that test, daily turning the negative emotions into "light" and giving it out to the world.
And Mouravieff was the "gift" that came after.
And what a gift it is.
>Any idea I
> had that nothing was true unless I could explain it has long ago been
> driven out of my mind by the lessons I have been taught during my
> investigations.
Oh, indeed. But now, perhaps, you know better what we have done so far... you start with faith that there IS Truth "out there." You evaluate your own being and determine how best to find out what is or is not truth - that's research - after a period of that, which is the "collecting of "A" influences," as well as a repeated series of shocks when you discover that what you may have believed as true is NOT true... this begins to "fuse" the magnetic center.
After a period of that, once you get down to some of the most fundamental lies in which you believed, and you are mightily shocked to have to make the choice to give them up, or go back to sleep in the lies.
THEN you realize that Truth leads to action. This action results in another major shock - and that takes you over into a sort of "space" that is sort of an "interval." Hopefully, you have enough will to sustain yourself there... and if so, you land on the next "note" which is essentially, a different "world." And in THAT world, polar beings find each other. And in that world, you find hope.
But again, hope is nurtured by knowledge - by research... and so, at this new level of being, you continue...
And there we are. And now, we see more light at the end of the tunnel. That hope is growing.
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