I by no means have enough info to give any advice to you. I don't know what you are going through, or understand why you feel deleting your account is the thing to do, or why you feel as though participating on this forum is pointless. Your request dose appear to be an act of hopelessness, I think everyone on this forum can relate to that feeling. In my experience, my actions, when in such a state, are not always rational or productive. Most of the time they were destructive and self-defeating. Perhaps, a deep breath and pause is in order. I can't imagine this forum, or the people that participate on it, being anything but helpful and supportive. Take some quiet time with yourself, write down some of the things you are feeling and thinking. I myself, have often taken long breaks from participating on the forum, when in a noisy state of mind. When I felt like I was unable to contribute anything positive, or helpful. I guess the only advice I could give, would be to never give up! Best of luck to you.