@Cordillera
I often think about God/ DCM and his relationship to myself in the following way: DCM is like the CEO of a multinational corporation, and I am the janitor/ cleaner in one of the smaller dependencies of the firm in another city/ state than the HQ. The CEO does maybe care for me somewhat, but only in a very abstract way, maybe through some spreadsheet, some productivity numbers, or whatever, but probably is not really aware of my existence in this faraway place. But my boss of the janitor gang, he knows me and cares for me, as do all my other janitor colleagues, because I am part of the team, and if I fail, or don’t fulfill my end of the bargain, everybody suffers. If something happens to me, the CEO is not going to hear about it; again it may change some figures in a spreadsheet, but otherwise it won’t have any personal impact on him. Whereas my boss and my janitor colleagues will be upset, if I am injured and need some time off. They will have to take up the slack, shift around rosters etc. And they may like me as a guy (I can be funny, sometimes …).
But the CEO cares about the business, so he will try to put conditions in place that make productivity better. And that may be that my working conditions are made better, that my pay goes up, that we get a new coffee machine for breaks etc. All he cares about is that the business is prospering.
I think it is similar with the DCM - he doesn’t really care about me as an individual. But I am part of him, and the endpoint is to go back to him. But there are persons/ groups that do care, and when I pray, that’s who I address - my tribe/ soul group, my ancestors, highly-evolved beings, who are his emissaries, etc. They have a vested interest that I am doing the best I can, as this reflects back to them in some way and furthers the group as a whole.
Now I know that I have a tendency to use analogies that ‘limp’ a bit (
), they certainly are not a true reflection of the way things are, reality is a lot more complex/ complicated, but to me they are helpful.
So maybe they are helpful to you, too.
I often think about God/ DCM and his relationship to myself in the following way: DCM is like the CEO of a multinational corporation, and I am the janitor/ cleaner in one of the smaller dependencies of the firm in another city/ state than the HQ. The CEO does maybe care for me somewhat, but only in a very abstract way, maybe through some spreadsheet, some productivity numbers, or whatever, but probably is not really aware of my existence in this faraway place. But my boss of the janitor gang, he knows me and cares for me, as do all my other janitor colleagues, because I am part of the team, and if I fail, or don’t fulfill my end of the bargain, everybody suffers. If something happens to me, the CEO is not going to hear about it; again it may change some figures in a spreadsheet, but otherwise it won’t have any personal impact on him. Whereas my boss and my janitor colleagues will be upset, if I am injured and need some time off. They will have to take up the slack, shift around rosters etc. And they may like me as a guy (I can be funny, sometimes …).
But the CEO cares about the business, so he will try to put conditions in place that make productivity better. And that may be that my working conditions are made better, that my pay goes up, that we get a new coffee machine for breaks etc. All he cares about is that the business is prospering.
I think it is similar with the DCM - he doesn’t really care about me as an individual. But I am part of him, and the endpoint is to go back to him. But there are persons/ groups that do care, and when I pray, that’s who I address - my tribe/ soul group, my ancestors, highly-evolved beings, who are his emissaries, etc. They have a vested interest that I am doing the best I can, as this reflects back to them in some way and furthers the group as a whole.
Now I know that I have a tendency to use analogies that ‘limp’ a bit (

So maybe they are helpful to you, too.