Andrew
Jedi Master
Hey Everyone,
So this may be a completely pointless post so I apologize in advance if it’s relatively meaningless. And I’m not quite sure how to convey this so I’ll do my best. I was talking to forum member Shelby earlier about this topic and she encouraged me to get my thoughts out so they’re not just ruminating in my head.
Basically, I’m curious to know if anyone else here feels similar.
Does anyone else find physicality, or existing in a physical vehicle, unsettling? For the longest time now, I’ve found just ‘being physical’ in a physical body, particularly unsettling.
Sure the physical body is a beautiful and amazing biological feat of engineering on a profound level. But it feels so ‘foreign’. ‘Strange’. And even borderline disturbing. Almost like the very act of existing in a physical body is a clue that ‘something isn’t right’.
Everything from sensations, to smells, to the fibers that grow out of it, the fluids that are secreted from it, the process of waste disposal, bacteria that grows on it, the reproductive process, mutations that can occur, the appendages we use to interact with the external and the overall anatomy really, all just carry some element of disturbance on my mind.
I recall the C’s once said that the physical body is like a weight around the neck of the Soul, so perhaps this perspective is linked to that? I don’t know. I’ve never really spoken about this and just kept it in my head. But just wanted to know if anyone else on here experiences a similar distaste for being physical and existing in a physical world in general?
So this may be a completely pointless post so I apologize in advance if it’s relatively meaningless. And I’m not quite sure how to convey this so I’ll do my best. I was talking to forum member Shelby earlier about this topic and she encouraged me to get my thoughts out so they’re not just ruminating in my head.
Basically, I’m curious to know if anyone else here feels similar.
Does anyone else find physicality, or existing in a physical vehicle, unsettling? For the longest time now, I’ve found just ‘being physical’ in a physical body, particularly unsettling.
Sure the physical body is a beautiful and amazing biological feat of engineering on a profound level. But it feels so ‘foreign’. ‘Strange’. And even borderline disturbing. Almost like the very act of existing in a physical body is a clue that ‘something isn’t right’.
Everything from sensations, to smells, to the fibers that grow out of it, the fluids that are secreted from it, the process of waste disposal, bacteria that grows on it, the reproductive process, mutations that can occur, the appendages we use to interact with the external and the overall anatomy really, all just carry some element of disturbance on my mind.
I recall the C’s once said that the physical body is like a weight around the neck of the Soul, so perhaps this perspective is linked to that? I don’t know. I’ve never really spoken about this and just kept it in my head. But just wanted to know if anyone else on here experiences a similar distaste for being physical and existing in a physical world in general?