Evil snake inside me

[Persej]

Last night I had an interesting experience during meditation. At first, I felt like the energy was coming inside me through my feet, which is a little unusual, since usually I feel the energy coming somewhere from the center of me or from the top. After that, when the energy started to flow, my head was shaking left and right for a couple of seconds. That never happened before.

But the most interesting thing was my dream that I had that night. I dreamed that I was some kind of a snake inside somebody’s body and that that person was trying to poison me. And I was shaking strongly and yelling that they will never kill me and that I will never give up!

When I woke up I could feel the usual feeling of evilness that I feel when I have a nightmare. But what shocked me was the fact that in my dream I was in the perspective of that evil creature, whatever it was. And that I could feel that, from its perspective, that thing was the good guy and the other person who was trying to kill it was the bad guy. And that this creature was so convinced in its righteousness to survive, and determined to survive.

I don’t know if it represented some ethereal attachment or some microorganism inside me, but I know that it won’t give up without the fight.

 

[beetlemaniac]

Last night I had an interesting experience during meditation. At first, I felt like the energy was coming inside me through my feet, which is a little unusual, since usually I feel the energy coming somewhere from the center of me or from the top. After that, when the energy started to flow, my head was shaking left and right for a couple of seconds. That never happened before.

But the most interesting thing was my dream that I had that night. I dreamed that I was some kind of a snake inside somebody’s body and that that person was trying to poison me. And I was shaking strongly and yelling that they will never kill me and that I will never give up!

When I woke up I could feel the usual feeling of evilness that I feel when I have a nightmare. But what shocked me was the fact that in my dream I was in the perspective of that evil creature, whatever it was. And that I could feel that, from its perspective, that thing was the good guy and the other person who was trying to kill it was the bad guy. And that this creature was so convinced in its righteousness to survive, and determined to survive.

I don’t know if it represented some ethereal attachment or some microorganism inside me, but I know that it won’t give up without the fight.

I think that dream is very interesting because it signifies to me the battle between the predator and myself. Just last night I felt a huge struggle against old habits that come back at night and this reminded me of that. It really does sound like 'it' wants control and does not want the real you to win. The art of stalking came to mind again after my ordeal yesterday which could come useful when dealing with the predator.

 

[Laura]

Last night I had an interesting experience during meditation. At first, I felt like the energy was coming inside me through my feet, which is a little unusual, since usually I feel the energy coming somewhere from the center of me or from the top. After that, when the energy started to flow, my head was shaking left and right for a couple of seconds. That never happened before.

But the most interesting thing was my dream that I had that night. I dreamed that I was some kind of a snake inside somebody’s body and that that person was trying to poison me. And I was shaking strongly and yelling that they will never kill me and that I will never give up!

When I woke up I could feel the usual feeling of evilness that I feel when I have a nightmare. But what shocked me was the fact that in my dream I was in the perspective of that evil creature, whatever it was. And that I could feel that, from its perspective, that thing was the good guy and the other person who was trying to kill it was the bad guy. And that this creature was so convinced in its righteousness to survive, and determined to survive.

I don’t know if it represented some ethereal attachment or some microorganism inside me, but I know that it won’t give up without the fight.

I don't think you have to think of it as some attachment or something "evil". bm's comment was good.

 

[Alada]

I think that dream is very interesting because it signifies to me the battle between the predator and myself.

That’s what came to my mind too. It depicts the struggle very well I think.

I could feel that, from its perspective, that thing was the good guy and the other person who was trying to kill it was the bad guy. And that this creature was so convinced in its righteousness to survive, and determined to survive.

 

[Mr.Cyan]

Agree with bm's interpretation too.

Interestingly, I had a reptile theme dream as well last night.

When I woke up, there were 2 clear dream scenes that I remembered. One, I was in a muddy river under a bridge, wading in knee deep water, and there were crocs around, little ones and big ones. I was unharmed as I crossed it and got out of the river; but as I was getting out, the largest croc and I presume alpha male, pounced and killed a young boy that had fallen from the bridge into the river.....there seemed to be many people milling around the river and on the bridge, and I can't remember what caused the young boy to fall in the river.

The other dream scene was the complete opposite - again there were elements of water; and this time I was in the sea, and I was swimming, and a dolphin came up to me, and we swam together for a while, before it nudged me and went away.

Two contrasting dream scenes, one reptile, and one dolphin - both with water elements.

 

[Altair]

I think that dream is very interesting because it signifies to me the battle between the predator and myself.

That’s what came to my mind too. It depicts the struggle very well I think.

I could feel that, from its perspective, that thing was the good guy and the other person who was trying to kill it was the bad guy. And that this creature was so convinced in its righteousness to survive, and determined to survive.

I agree, too. It's useful to remind yourself that the most part of unknown persons/creatures in our dreams simply represent different suppressed parts of our consciousness and not something "supernatural".

 

[Chu]

Here are 3 more possible interpretations of "snake attack" dreams, which might ring a bell, and that can related to bm's interpretation.

_http://www.snakedreams.org/dreaming-snake-attack.html

 

[Zar]

Agree with bm's interpretation too.

Interestingly, I had a reptile theme dream as well last night.

When I woke up, there were 2 clear dream scenes that I remembered. One, I was in a muddy river under a bridge, wading in knee deep water, and there were crocs around, little ones and big ones. I was unharmed as I crossed it and got out of the river; but as I was getting out, the largest croc and I presume alpha male, pounced and killed a young boy that had fallen from the bridge into the river.....there seemed to be many people milling around the river and on the bridge, and I can't remember what caused the young boy to fall in the river.

The other dream scene was the complete opposite - again there were elements of water; and this time I was in the sea, and I was swimming, and a dolphin came up to me, and we swam together for a while, before it nudged me and went away.

Two contrasting dream scenes, one reptile, and one dolphin - both with water elements.

Agree with bm's interpretation as well, seems like it's right on the mark.

Interestingly I also had a reptile dream last night, and a terrifying bear dream. The reptile dream I was with a girl who wanted to show me something and as I followed her (for different reasons then to see what she was going to show me) I stepped over a rattle snake that startled me and then turned to strike. I woke up soon after, and later had another dream of making a choice to go visit an elderly woman, despite being told not to, in the dark of night. As I walked through the dirt road I saw a shadow that I assumed was a bear in front of me(I wasn't quite sure it was actually a bear, and thogutht I was jumping at shadows but was too afraid to test it). In turning around to go back I came face to face with an actual grizzly bear and her cub walking directly at me at a fast pace. I assumed I was stuck between two bears and couldn't decide to run or face the grizzly and try to scare her. Thinking better of the situation I decided to enter the woods to my left and hope the mother bear hadn't actually seen me, since it was dark(wishful thinking). Then woke up.

With Chu's snake attack dream interpretation these two seem to indicate I'm constricted or trapped by a choice or another aspect of myself and am putting myself in danger by making certain choices and not following through, or not paying closer attention to the clues/myself.

 

[Persej]

I don't know what I'm dealing with, but maybe you are right, maybe it's just an internal fight between different parts of my subconscious.

But it happened again last night. When the energy came in, during the meditation, my head again started to move left and right, but this time it lasted a double longer in time. This time I also felt a warmth in my belly. After that I felt energized and it took me some time go to sleep. But there was no snake in my dream this time.

I was wondering why is this happening now, what did I do? And I remembered that I really did something.

While I was in my village, I kept my personal crystal in the silk, because I was afraid that if the crystal fell out that I will not be able to find it in the grass because it is colorless. But when I came back home I continued to carry it the same way. But couple of days ago I decided to try to unwrap it. And the funny thing is that the crystal fell out of my pocket two times, which never happened before.

After that I was afraid that it will brake and I wrapped it again. But a couple of days later I thought that perhaps the reason why it was falling out was because I was receiving some energies through it, because the C's said that about other people whose crystals broke. So I decided to unwrap it again and let the things go in natural course.

And then, a couple days later, I got this experience. Like I said, I don't know what is going on, but I think I know why is going on.

 

[Kay Kim]

Hello Persej,

I also experiences my head slowly turn to left and stay few seconds then turns to the right.
This happens when I'm completely relaxed my mind and body. I think body's energy trying to balance by it self.
And one time, really cold energies keep came through soles of my feet and goes up, then my whole body was shivering with cold energy.

It seems, as time goes, we will probably experience new strong energies effect, who knows what will that be.
I am just let it flows and not expecting anything. The meditation is really fun and interesting, I enjoy every time.
Do you see some kind of light too?

 

[Persej]

And one time, really cold energies keep came through soles of my feet and goes up, then my whole body was shivering with cold energy.

Yes, I experienced that too, couple of years ago.

One thing that I forgot to mention about the first night with this experience during the meditation, I felt the energy coming in through my feet but only through the back of my body, and it came in waves, so it literally felt like I was lying on the surface of the sea and the waves were passing by below me. I knew that that was impossible, and that my mattress is not waving, but it felt just like that. :)

It seems, as time goes, we will probably experience new strong energies effect, who knows what will that be.

Yes, especially now that we have the crystals.

I am just let it flows and not expecting anything. The meditation is really fun and interesting, I enjoy every time.

Me too. :)

Do you see some kind of light too?

No, never. But I'm very bad at visualizing things in general, so maybe I'm just unable to see the light.

 

[Kay Kim]

Hello Persej,

It is OK to not seeing light, the reason I asked you, because some years ago, when I was with about six of the new-age people, and we were discussing with meditation, but nobody have seen light. But they were having different experiences.
So, seeing light is not that big thing.

And about energy of waves, it sometimes goes through back of spine or whole body. It causes, feel as floating in the space...

 

[Nico]

Hey Kay Kim I have seen light, and I understand you Persej when you told about energy coming from the top. When I let this light be, my whole body soon become 'light' as well, and sometimes after that, some waves go up through my belly, back and front, and heat in a warm and sweet way, It's remind me of advices from Ra in The Law of One book 1 when they talk about the song of wind and fire, after the exercices as accepting duality and seeing others as the same, I can find the pages if it interests you.

Good luck with the predator, I observed that it persists if we resist to it, see it naked ! ;)

 

[Persej]

And about energy of waves, it sometimes goes through back of spine or whole body. It causes, feel as floating in the space...

Last night I tried to observe myself while this energy was flowing through me, and I'm not sure, but it seems to me that this energy does go through my spine and that perhaps that is a reason why my head is moving left and right, because it stimulates the flow of this energy.

And I was also trying to see if maybe I'm faking it, but it doesn't seem so. When this happens I can clearly feel the warmth in my palms.

So perhaps the Chu was right, perhaps that snake represents my life energy that is now slowly emerging. Yes, we all know the 'K' word that the new-agers love so much, but maybe there is something to it.

 

[Kay Kim]

Hello Nico,

Glad you have seen the lights, please do tell me more about the information from Law of One book.
I don't know what is Song of Wind and Fire, I'm very much interested to hear your knowledge about it. Please share it. Thank you!