Evil snake inside me

[Kay Kim]

Hello Nico,

I was stopped meditation about two years, due to moving to different state and also thinking maybe that was for new-age stuff, but found out later that C's and Laura also recommended to meditate, then I started again just few months ago.
This thread is explaining how I started to see the light,
http://cassiopaea.org/forum/index.php/topic,40466.msg623172.html#msg623172

All these years I was inquired about seeing lights but nobody really gives me any satisfactory answer, so I thought maybe it was not that important things.
But your information about Ra-The Law of One book, and from this book, I found about violet light and blue light's informations. And different colors light information too.
And the book said any body can activate lights.
I have to reread and check thoroughly but it seems intriguing subject.
And since this book is in the recommended book list in this forum under the optional reading, so I guess it is worth to read.
Thank you very much for the information.

 

[Turgon]

And about energy of waves, it sometimes goes through back of spine or whole body. It causes, feel as floating in the space...

Last night I tried to observe myself while this energy was flowing through me, and I'm not sure, but it seems to me that this energy does go through my spine and that perhaps that is a reason why my head is moving left and right, because it stimulates the flow of this energy.

And I was also trying to see if maybe I'm faking it, but it doesn't seem so. When this happens I can clearly feel the warmth in my palms.

So perhaps the Chu was right, perhaps that snake represents my life energy that is now slowly emerging. Yes, we all know the 'K' word that the new-agers love so much, but maybe there is something to it.

Hey Persej,

The Spine is also one of the main components of your Central Nervous System that connects your brain to the rest of your body. I read somewhere that the motion of a rocking chair, which is forward/backward rather than left/right is supposed to activate certain parts of the brain. I also once went to an outdoor experiential workshop and the facilitator encouraged us, if we felt stuck or uncomfortable sitting on the ground, to rest the back of our hand on our spines and gently put pressure to allow some spinal movement to occur. So there is something to it, for sure.

The spinal cord functions primarily in the transmission of neural signals between the brain and the rest of the body but also contains neural circuits that can independently control numerous reflexes and central pattern generators. The spinal cord has three major functions: as a conduit for motor information, which travels down the spinal cord, as a conduit for sensory information in the reverse direction, and finally as a center for coordinating certain reflexes.

 

[Nico]

Hey Kay Kim,

I find the passage in the book 1 in the Law of One, it's actually "the work of wind and fire", p. 206 :

The Law of One, Book I, Session 6
January 24, 1981
Ra: I am Ra. I greet you in the love and the light of the infinite Creator. I communicate now.
Questioner: We would like to continue the material from yesterday.
Ra: I am Ra. This is well with us.
We proceed now with the third part of the teach/learning concerning the development of the energy powers of healing.
The third area is the spiritual complex which embodies the fields of force and consciousness which are the least distorted of your mind/body/spirit complex. The exploration and balancing of the spirit complex is indeed the longest and most subtle part of your learn/teaching. We have considered the mind as a tree. The mind controls the body. With the mind single-pointed, balanced, and aware, the body comfortable in whatever biases and distortions make it appropriately balanced for that instrument, the instrument is then ready to proceed with the greater work.
That is the work of wind and fire. The spiritual body energy field is a pathway, or channel. When body and mind are receptive and open, then the spirit can become a functioning shuttle or communicator from the entity’s individual energy/will upwards, and from the streamings of the creative fire and wind downwards.
The healing ability, like all other, what this instrument would call, paranormal abilities, is affected by the opening of a pathway or shuttle into intelligent infinity. There are many upon your plane who have a random hole or gateway in their spirit energy field, sometimes created by the ingestion of chemicals such as, what this instrument would call LSD, who are able, randomly and without control, to tap into energy sources. They may or may not be entities who wish to serve. The purpose of carefully and consciously opening this channel is to serve in a more dependable way, in a more commonplace or usual way, as seen by the distortion complex of the healer. To others there may appear to be miracles. To the one who has carefully opened the door to intelligent infinity this is ordinary; this is commonplace; this is as it should be. The life experience becomes somewhat transformed. The great work goes on.
At this time we feel these exercises suffice for your beginning. We will, at a future time, when you feel you have accomplished that which is set before you, begin to guide you into a more precise understanding of the functions and uses of this gateway in the experience of healing.

I discover the light by chance, without attempt of activate it, I think the light is always here and now, and as I practice meditation and cleansing I just become more aware/conscious of it. I can just share memories of experiences I've gone through and not stating what is true or not, actually nothing is always fix or true in all times, so let's just share ! :)

If you want to see who speak about the "light" check Wim Hof and his meditation. I begin to see it after practicing his respiration exercices and it felt so strong two times that I was saying to myself "This is it, I've finish all that I've finish to do here and now" ah ! it was just my attention that was invade by a feeling of timelessness and easyness, and this light was coming from the center of the head, going through all the nerves of the body system. It seemed to clean nerves knots. And soon the common life comes back with its little concerns and illusory problem-feelings. I knew that the work of cleaning have begun, so I read the book of Ra and just took it as more informations about this "travel". And as I was progressing in cleansing my beliefs and the mind/emotional problems, the light became a companion and a tool to relax the nerves and took distance from daily life. I just see its "activation" as a result of my efforts to be more aware. Maybe this light is just the primary form of the imagination, because my imagine sceneries feel more real now. I have observed a correlation with Eiriu Eolas practice : when you meditate, you imagine a picture and as you clean all the "defaults" (often stucked feelings) the picture becomes more clear, real and light, and it's even more alive when you make your heart in it and clean again. It's like light shaping :P. The sceneries may be moving to. And this form of meditation give you a boost in the "real" life to make it happen without desires, at the condition that you clean during your daily life too.
And that's what happen to me, my body feelings are becoming more stable, bright, and I feel more and more this subtle light all over the body, and it gives me creativity and impeccability in life... Or it's the other way ? It's even more powerful when I am tired, for exemple friday evening after a work week and driving on a snake shapped road in the night.
The more interesting is that I read or see any subject and as I clean, information comes much more easily and in beautiful form : for exemple, sometimes it cames to me that I don't read a page of a book linearly but by picking up key concepts and let a clear picture of what the author wanted to convey takes its form in my mind. It's very fun and easier than reading line by line .

For the "fire" part, when I am cleaning, sometimes I am as fine and subtle as the light and when it comes through part of the body where it's black or "unseen". /!\ careful, the feelings are not tense nor in chaos, I have to be still and quiet, they are usually flat or non-feeling. Suddenly my body become very warm in that parts. I may link that with the Wim Hof training and some kind of reaction with oxygen that reinforce the nerves, and also with what Laura had describe with processing anger : cool head, accepting the fire of anger and do not let it go in the head. And it may feels like wind (light) triggering fire to heal dead parts of the body.
But the real work is in everyday life, being conscious of what you do, feel and think, accepting polarities, seeing/feeling others as yourself, and being open to life :).

But I have said too much, check for yourself, and clean all the body, the light have to go in every cells. Good luck Kay Kim, and share what you feel is important (or not ^^), maybe in an other thread to not pollute this Persej's one.

 

[Kay Kim]

Hello Persej,

Did you know that what kind of energy comes though from feet, or comes from crown chakra? I was suspected that may be positive energy or passive/negative energy but I wasn't really sure about that.

And I found the answer from Ra's book.
72: 17 Ra: I am Ra...
The energies of life itself, being the One Infinite Creator, flow from the south pole of the body seen in its magnetic form.
Thus only the Creator may, through the feet, enter the energy shell of the body to any effect. The effects of the adept are those from the upper direction and thus the building of the wall of light is quite propitious.

49:5 Ra: ... there is a correlation between the energy field of an entity of your nature and planetary bodies.
The negative pole is the south pole or the lower pole. The north or upper pole is positive.
The crisscrossings of these spiraling energies from primary, secondary, and tertiary energy centers. You are familiar with the primary energy centers of the physical, mental, and spiritual body complex.
Secondary points of the crisscrossing of positive and negative center orientation revolve about several of your centers....

The most important concept to grasp about the energy field is that the lower or negative pole will draw the universal energy into itself from the cosmos.
There from it will move upward to be met and reacted to by the positive spiraling energy moving down ward from within.
The measure of an entity's level of ray activity is the locus wherein the south pole outer energy has been met by the inner spiraling positive energy.

As an entity grows more polarized this locus will move upwards. This phenomenon has been called by your peoples the kundalini. However, it may better be thought of as the meeting place of cosmic and inner, shall we say, vibratory understanding.

73:8 Ra:
The action of the upward spiraling light drawn by the will to meet the inner light of the One Infinite Creator may be likened to the beating of the heart and the movement of the muscles surrounding the lungs and all the other functions of the parasympathetic nervous system.
The calling of the adept may be likened to those nerve and muscle actions over which the mind/body/spirit complex has conscious control.

That is why every time when I do EE, my body start to vibrates more strongly than just sitting meditation.
Thank you Persej. I am glad that you started this thread, I have gained more interesting new informations


Hello Nico,

Thank you for additional informations. Especially, the Wim Hof's method of exercise are very interesting,
The Power Breathes, Cold Exposure, Scan your Body- all of them are similar to our exercise. And truly he is remarkable person that he has 20 world records!- longest ice bath, climbed highest mountains just wearing shorts and shoes...

I will try to do his method and see it work for me or not.
Thanks for very valuable new informations

 

[Persej]

The Spine is also one of the main components of your Central Nervous System that connects your brain to the rest of your body. I read somewhere that the motion of a rocking chair, which is forward/backward rather than left/right is supposed to activate certain parts of the brain. I also once went to an outdoor experiential workshop and the facilitator encouraged us, if we felt stuck or uncomfortable sitting on the ground, to rest the back of our hand on our spines and gently put pressure to allow some spinal movement to occur. So there is something to it, for sure.

Well, the C's mentioned the connection between chakras and endocrine glands, but I wonder what is the role of spine in that energetic system. Does it act like a highway for energies produced by chakras?

Interestingly, last night I experienced the rocking forward/backward movement of my body during the meditation. And every time when I meditate I can feel the pleasant tension in my spine prior to those movements. I haven't felt anything in my spine before.

 

[Altair]

The Spine is also one of the main components of your Central Nervous System that connects your brain to the rest of your body. I read somewhere that the motion of a rocking chair, which is forward/backward rather than left/right is supposed to activate certain parts of the brain. I also once went to an outdoor experiential workshop and the facilitator encouraged us, if we felt stuck or uncomfortable sitting on the ground, to rest the back of our hand on our spines and gently put pressure to allow some spinal movement to occur. So there is something to it, for sure.

Well, the C's mentioned the connection between chakras and endocrine glands, but I wonder what is the role of spine in that energetic system. Does it act like a highway for energies produced by chakras?

As far as I understood chakras don't produce energy but rather transduce energy as interfaces to other densities. From CassWiki:

Clusters of neuropeptide receptors are found in the general areas along the spine which are associated with chakras. Physiologically this structure represents a bridge between the endocrine and nerve systems.

According to the Cassiopaean material, chakras are real but often misunderstood and represent a linkage between the physical body and present incarnation on the one hand and fifth density existence on the other.

From Session 3 June 1995:

Q: (L) Similar to a chakra?

A: These are all merely labels.

Q: (L) Okay, so it is like an energy vortex?

A: Okay...

Q: (L) An energy vortex in the body, a chakra in the body, is a place where the body energy interfaces with the universe. Tell us about chakras, Susan. (SV) There are all different kinds. There are the seven major chakras, the ones in the palms, almost every joint in the body has a chakra... (T) What do they do? (L) An interface point? (SV) Yes. (L) Is this what we are talking about here? An interface between this density and other densities?

A: First of all, "chakras" are a little understood and non-proven phenomenon. Now, it just so happens they do exist, but in different form than reported by many in the so called "psychic" community. So you see, you have opened yet another "can of worms."

Q: (L) Well, Worms Are Us! I knew that question would last all night! Why did I ask it? (SV) Well, let's go for it! (L) Okay, first worm... (T) Worm One... (J) Worm One... (L) ...what, exactly, is a chakra?

A: An energy field that merges density one, two, three or four with five.

Q: (T) A focus point that merges densities to fifth density contemplation level?

A: Close.

Q: (T) What purpose do we merge to the contemplation level through the chakras?

A: You are all connected with level five on a short wave cycle, reference text.

Q: (L) Does each chakra relate to a color as we have been told?

A: In a sense, but not primary issue.

Q: (L) What is the primary issue?

A: The connection with physical imprint locator.

 

[Kay Kim]

Hello Persej,

Wonderful to hear your new experience. How about you start new topic for Meditation Phenomenon.
Now we have Crystals, so more members would have something to tell about it. It will be very interesting topic.

And I also had new experience on Monday. I was so busy working on my garden yesterday morning, in the afternoon I did three-stage and round breathing together, and before I started EE, I did spinning exercise too.

And after any EE exercise, I always do short meditation, anyway,
In meditation state, I noticed the sparkling violet light appeared and then the white light comes surrounding the violet light and covers whole violet light, so becomes one big white light, same thing happened about five times.
And then at last, the violet light gets bigger and bigger, the light spreads whole my sight.
And I noticed few tiny spots are twinkling/flashing, and more sparkling tiny lights appeared in extensive space.
I looked it more carefully, and it was like vast night sky with stars or universe/cosmos.
What a beautiful sight!

 

[Persej]

What a beautiful sight!

You seem to have a lot of fun with your meditations, Kay Kim. :)
And you don't need those Virtual Reality googles which are popular these days.

Wonderful to hear your new experience. How about you start new topic for Meditation Phenomenon.

Well, I was using the official EE topic for my meditation descriptions. But I don't have much to write about for now. Nothing exciting is happening for now, but something is happening in the background.

Now we have Crystals, so more members would have something to tell about it. It will be very interesting topic.

I think that we should wait that everybody get their crystals and we can start doing something together, as suggested by the C's.

And I also had new experience on Monday. I was so busy working on my garden yesterday morning, in the afternoon I did three-stage and round breathing together, and before I started EE, I did spinning exercise too.

I haven't done the spinning exercise for a long time. But I had some interesting experiences with them. I wish we have some more info from C's about that.

 

[Persej]

As far as I understood chakras don't produce energy but rather transduce energy as interfaces to other densities.

And we also have this:

Session 13 July 2002

Q: Does the recharging of the souled being come from a similar pool, only maybe the "human" pool?

A: No - it recharges from the so-called sexual center which is a higher center of creative energy. During sleep, the emotional center, not being blocked by the lower intellectual center and the moving center, transduces the energy from the sexual center. It is also the time during which the higher emotional and intellectual centers can rest from the "drain" of the lower centers' interaction with those pesky organic portals so much loved by the lower centers. This respite alone is sufficient to make a difference. But, more than that, the energy of the sexual center is also more available to the other higher centers.

Q: (L) Well, the next logical question was: where does the so-called "sexual center" get ITS energy?

A: The sexual center is in direct contact with 7th density in its "feminine" creative thought of "Thou, I Love." The "outbreath" of "God" in the relief of constriction. Pulsation. Unstable Gravity Waves.

So, the sexual center is in contact with the 7th density and others with the 5th density. And we also have the Gurdjieff who says that chakras produce energies (hydrogens/vibrations) when we eat, drink or get impressions. So they both transduce and produce.

But something also happens when we do EE exercises. I have no idea what, but it is quite consistent in how it behaves in me, which tells me that there are some rules behind it and it is not some random thing.

 

[Kay Kim]

Hello Persej,

In this thread- http://cassiopaea.org/forum/index.php/topic,42570.0.html (Cassiopaea Work and Utilizations)
On Part- 2, reply # 6, second topic is Spinning.
I think I gathered all the informations about spinning from C's. But if you or anyone finds more information from anywhere, please let me know. Thank you.

 

[Nico]

Hey guys, I also want to share meditation stories ! When everybody will have their crystals, we'll have fun sharing for sure :P.

I clean a lot about past experiences and present experiences and about what I read : psychopathy, history etc... and besides granting me more understandings, it also seems to make me see "lights" ! I see colors around people's head when I listen to them, today was a blue color over the head of my new project manager, which might be coherent because she is very mental and also stressed : not very connected with her lower emotions, If the blue color is really the lower mental color.

When I sit in nature and I open myself through what I call "space-awareness" the surrounding seems to be brighter and more colorful, and when I'm fully peaceful my eyes even sense the tree in front of me litteraly growing silently. It's very magic, in relation of the bad habits I have of blocking what my mind feels like a threat or want to control...

But the most revealing is the silent peace which seems to extend beyond what I feel, see and hear and which allows things to happen differently from the habitual. It's this peace that grows that allows this sense of deeper connection through crystals, at least in intentions. I can't describe the subtle voice and connection with my guitar when I sing to them. I grow the goal to sing to them in order to make them levitate, as my experiences gets finer maybe one day they will flotate in my hand ! ^^...

Growth continue.

 

[Kay Kim]

Hello Nico,

Your story is very intriguing! Especially I am really impressed by your ability to see colors on person's head area.
Is color from one's head indicates the person's spiritual state of being?
Thanks to you, I have found more information about blue-ray energy's being from The Law of One.

Search results,
26.38 Ra- ... The blue-ray energy transfer is somewhat rare among your people at this time but is of great aid due to energy transfers involved in becoming able to express the self without reservation or fear.

I understand from Ra's informations, that ought to achieve blue-ray, firstly person must activates lower centers, such as red, orange, yellow, and green, then person can acquire blue-ray energy.


35.1 Ra... This one known as Franklin(Roosevelt) developed very quickly up through red, orange, yellow, and green and began to work in the blue-ray energy center at a tender age...

84.20 Ra.. In the blue-ray energy transfer the quality of this love is refined in the fire of honest communication and clarity...
This energy transfer is of great benefit to the seek in that all communication from this seeker is thereby, refined and the eyes of honesty and clarity look upon a new world. Such is the nature of blue-Ray energy.

 

[Nico]

Hi Kay Kim !

Your story is very intriguing! Especially I am really impressed by your ability to see colors on person's head area.

Don't be, I see some 'aura' light shape around people but it doesn't give me any information, in fact it blurs the environnement more than anything else... ^^. It happens when I listen the person carefully and welcome his 'beingness' talking.

Your quote are interestings, I link red energy to the connection to earth and nature, orange as a space in my belly (I remember Gurdjieff talking about the sexual centre being the neutral force between emotional and motor centers, in ISOTM), yellow to the family spirit, green to the heart that carry me in my goals, and blue, to the throat... and knots.
When the lower centers are stable, my mental is focus and free, but when I am not "connected" to the lower I have the tendencie to be confuse and not open.

Check this quote from here :

11-26-94

Q: (L) What was the true event behind the story of the "Mark of Cain?"

A: Advent of jealousy.

Q: (L) What occurred to allow jealousy to enter into human interaction?

A: Lizard takeover.

Q: (L) Wasn't the Lizard takeover an event that occurred at the time of the fall of Eden?

A: Yes.

Q: (L) Was this story of Cain and Abel part of that takeover?

A: Symbolism of story.

Q: (L) This was symbolic of the Lizzie takeover, the advent of jealousy, and the attitude of brother against brother, is that correct?

A: Partly. The mark of Cain means the "jealousy factor" of change facilitated by Lizard takeover of earth's vibrational frequency. Knot on spine is physical residue of DNA restriction deliberately added by Lizards. See?

Q: (L) You mean the area around the occipital ridge? The structures underneath?

A: Yes.

Q: (L) What was the configuration of the spine and skull prior to this addition?

A: Spine had no ridge there. Jealousy emanates from there, you can even feel it.

Q: (L) Do any of these emotions that we have talked about that were generated by DNA breakdown, were any of these related to what Carl Sagan discusses when he talks about the "Reptilian Brain"?

A: In a roundabout way.

Q: (L) Okay, at the time this "Mark of Cain" came about, were there other humans on the planet that did not have this configuration?

A: It was added to all simultaneously.

Q: (L) How did they physically go about performing this act? What was the mechanism of this event, the nuts and bolts of it?

A: DNA core is as yet undiscovered enzyme relating to carbon. Light waves were used to cancel the first ten factors of DNA by burning them off. At that point, a number of physical changes took place including knot at top of spine. Each of these is equally reflected in the ethereal.

Q: (L) Well, the question I do have is, how many people were there on the planet and did they have to take each one and do this individually? How did they effect this change on all of them?

A: Light wave alteration.

Q: (L) And light waves, actual light waves, affect DNA?

A: Yes.

Q: (T) What was the origin of the light waves?

A: Our center. Our realm. STO. The Reptilian beings used sophisticated technology to interrupt light frequency waves.

Persej, I have experience this shaking head and especially in the neck. During Eiriu Eolas these knots in my spine make me shakes like a man who have rabies illness =S. And I do experience jealousy and fighting, struggling or lust, anger pride after that. It seems to recede slowly when I accept and let go :).

 

[Persej]

Hello Persej,

In this thread- http://cassiopaea.org/forum/index.php/topic,42570.0.html (Cassiopaea Work and Utilizations)
On Part- 2, reply # 6, second topic is Spinning.
I think I gathered all the informations about spinning from C's. But if you or anyone finds more information from anywhere, please let me know. Thank you.

Thank you for that thread, Kay Kim. It was very interesting to read it. :)
I think you covered everything about spinning, but it is still a vague concept to me.
And the C's also mentioned dancing in the future, when we "purify our blood".

Persej, I have experience this shaking head and especially in the neck. During Eiriu Eolas these knots in my spine make me shakes like a man who have rabies illness =S. And I do experience jealousy and fighting, struggling or lust, anger pride after that. It seems to recede slowly when I accept and let go :).

I feel no emotions so far, only this energy that goes through my spine and into my head. The shakiness seems to be diminishing as I'm getting used to that energy.

But it changed my dreams. When I first got my crystals I got bizarre dreams for about a month, then came more normal dreams but quite shallow, and now they became deep again, but a little weird. Not bizarre or scary, but weird.

 

[biala84]

From my experience any time i had dreams with a snake that means that they are going to attack me ... I don't have to say who is this.. :D Before happends.. One time even it was in real to my room enter a snake and that was also a sign, because animals give a signs before somethings gona happend....
The last animal i could connect with was a dove .. So i think it's a very special sign for all of Us :)