I'm sorry, I misunderstood you and made an incorrect assumption that you were left alone in this particular house when you were 5 or 6 years old. Thank you for the clarification.Interesting idea, but I don't think so. This house was built by me with my father and my wife's father not so long ago - about 7 years ago.
It seems that if you will progress slower with the EE, as Ant22 suggested, your dreams should be less intense. And I second the idea regarding joining the romantic fiction reading project. It really helps on many levels