Matthew
Jedi Master
What with the C-19 scam, the seemingly inexorable slide into Dystopia and all the unrest and turmoil following the George Floyd death, I have been feeling overwhelmed and worn down by the state of the world in the last few days. My tummy has been constantly tight, my thoughts have been very scattered and I have felt profoundly unsettled. However, after posting about this yesterday I started to feel a bit better for getting it off my chest, I did some E.E. and woke up today feeling more settled and stronger in myself. A dream I don't remember really helped, I think.
All I remember from the dream was that I was in some sort of argument or conflict which reached a point where I essentially made a stand which I would not back down from. I get the sense that I was saying: "No, this is what I believe in and I will not deviate from that!" Today I woke up feeling much stronger and able to cope with life than I have recently and with a renewed sense of purpose. I feel like I have turned a corner and can handle what is happening in the world now. God, I hope so!
We know that we are building to the end of one cosmic cycle and I think that that is putting an enormous strain on all of us in 3D Land whether we are consciously aware of it or not. What is manifesting in the world right now with all the unrest and protests is one example of that, osit. I would like to think that this dream was me drawing a line in the sand in relation to this existential crisis. It was me saying: I stand for STO. I stand for love, for truth, for compassion, for understanding and for helping others in any way I can if it is desired. The world can do what it wants, this is who I am and I will not back down from it whatever the cost may be.
I am not entirely sure why I am posting this tbh. Perhaps I feel the need to anchor it in physical reality by stating it 'out loud'?
If this is considered noise or in the wrong part of the forum then please do ignore or move this but I would welcome any feedback.
Thank God for this forum and the people here.
God bless you all.
All I remember from the dream was that I was in some sort of argument or conflict which reached a point where I essentially made a stand which I would not back down from. I get the sense that I was saying: "No, this is what I believe in and I will not deviate from that!" Today I woke up feeling much stronger and able to cope with life than I have recently and with a renewed sense of purpose. I feel like I have turned a corner and can handle what is happening in the world now. God, I hope so!
We know that we are building to the end of one cosmic cycle and I think that that is putting an enormous strain on all of us in 3D Land whether we are consciously aware of it or not. What is manifesting in the world right now with all the unrest and protests is one example of that, osit. I would like to think that this dream was me drawing a line in the sand in relation to this existential crisis. It was me saying: I stand for STO. I stand for love, for truth, for compassion, for understanding and for helping others in any way I can if it is desired. The world can do what it wants, this is who I am and I will not back down from it whatever the cost may be.
I am not entirely sure why I am posting this tbh. Perhaps I feel the need to anchor it in physical reality by stating it 'out loud'?
If this is considered noise or in the wrong part of the forum then please do ignore or move this but I would welcome any feedback.
Thank God for this forum and the people here.
God bless you all.