Aiming said:One day I simply had to go out and asked a family member whether I could accompany them to go shopping for food - just for the sake of moving around a bit and seeing something different. It turned out to be extremely taxing: walking on the crutches was very strenuous, being so slow elicited anger and frustration (when normally I'm walking pretty fast), as well as seeing how I could basically do nothing at all while 'walking', I couldn't help carry anything, I couldn't carry even my own food. When we were finally home again, I was simply exhausted. So, mabar, your point on being patient was well made. It is a very new perspective being in this situation and dealing with being dependent on the help of others (which is very telling in terms of being dependent on the network in terms of Work), and interestingly, as long as I was resisting to look into the underlying theme, I felt internally stuck and immobilized, and those negative feelings were strongest. Once I've started to 'melt' the resistance, which has only begun though, I'm much more at peace with the situation.
Hi,
Just saw this thread today, glad you are doing OK. Not to scare you but a friend of a friend ended up having her legs amputated below the knees from a reaction to heparin.