Peter Jennings
The Force is Strong With This One
Hello,
I’ve been studying the Cassiopaean material for quite some time and I've basically rejected the STS approach as a dead end and felt like it is a complete waste of time.
For my entire life, reality responded to me fairly predictably. My clever manipulation tactics, efforting to gain rewards/results, and calculated moves to dominate others (what I could call STS-style tactics) produced consistent tangible results.
For reference, this realization I'm about to explain, I literally only just arrived to very recently, however, what I am attempting to explain is that, all those tactics I used to use, they all stopped working around two to three years ago. Not just partially, but entirely. None of those approaches worked anymore, no matter how well-executed, and I experienced the most bizarre string of events where it just appeared to me as if my entire life had come to a halt and I could no longer make anything happen at all in my favor. I thought I was losing my mind, I thought reality had turned on me, I was also heavily interfered with by 4d STS coming into my physical space and playing elaborate hoaxes on me. For over a year I thought STS was interfering in every part of my life to block every outcome.
For years I couldn’t figure out what the heck was happening. It felt like everything was broken. But just recently, I’ve come to realize that reality didn’t break, it actually flipped. Now, for me, it only responds to alignment, truth, and clarity of signal. I've painstakingly gone through this process of learning that every attempt to influence it, no matter how subtle, results in all potentially favorable outcomes being blocked. Only just recently have I noticed, only when my energetic posture is congruent, aligned, and completely free of signalling lack, things move, even instantly sometimes.
This isn’t a belief or philosophy I adopted. It’s an observable change in the ... only way I could describe it would be 'protocol of reality', that’s been confusing me for years until I understood it now as a protocol-level shift.
How I understand it, this reality is STS, it thrives on distortion, lies, illusions, manipulation, domination. That's how reality has worked for me my whole life, until now, none of that stuff responds at all, everything is blocked even if my manipulation is so small that it's like I'm doing nothing with the intention of reward for doing so, the field reads that as manipulation and blocks any favorable result. It literally seems to me as if the protocol of reality that I am operating under originally began STS but without my knowledge, one day just switched to STO.
I’m not claiming enlightenment or anything absurd like that, nor am I looking for validation. I’m interested in hearing whether others have experienced any kind of a similar change in how the field (I call it field, I think C's call it "fence") engages you? I definitely was signalling to the universe that I did not at all resonate with the STS path, so I imagine that might have been the catalyst for this, but I wonder if anyone else has experienced this same thing.
Any thoughts or related experiences would be appreciated.
I’ve been studying the Cassiopaean material for quite some time and I've basically rejected the STS approach as a dead end and felt like it is a complete waste of time.
For my entire life, reality responded to me fairly predictably. My clever manipulation tactics, efforting to gain rewards/results, and calculated moves to dominate others (what I could call STS-style tactics) produced consistent tangible results.
For reference, this realization I'm about to explain, I literally only just arrived to very recently, however, what I am attempting to explain is that, all those tactics I used to use, they all stopped working around two to three years ago. Not just partially, but entirely. None of those approaches worked anymore, no matter how well-executed, and I experienced the most bizarre string of events where it just appeared to me as if my entire life had come to a halt and I could no longer make anything happen at all in my favor. I thought I was losing my mind, I thought reality had turned on me, I was also heavily interfered with by 4d STS coming into my physical space and playing elaborate hoaxes on me. For over a year I thought STS was interfering in every part of my life to block every outcome.
For years I couldn’t figure out what the heck was happening. It felt like everything was broken. But just recently, I’ve come to realize that reality didn’t break, it actually flipped. Now, for me, it only responds to alignment, truth, and clarity of signal. I've painstakingly gone through this process of learning that every attempt to influence it, no matter how subtle, results in all potentially favorable outcomes being blocked. Only just recently have I noticed, only when my energetic posture is congruent, aligned, and completely free of signalling lack, things move, even instantly sometimes.
This isn’t a belief or philosophy I adopted. It’s an observable change in the ... only way I could describe it would be 'protocol of reality', that’s been confusing me for years until I understood it now as a protocol-level shift.
How I understand it, this reality is STS, it thrives on distortion, lies, illusions, manipulation, domination. That's how reality has worked for me my whole life, until now, none of that stuff responds at all, everything is blocked even if my manipulation is so small that it's like I'm doing nothing with the intention of reward for doing so, the field reads that as manipulation and blocks any favorable result. It literally seems to me as if the protocol of reality that I am operating under originally began STS but without my knowledge, one day just switched to STO.
I’m not claiming enlightenment or anything absurd like that, nor am I looking for validation. I’m interested in hearing whether others have experienced any kind of a similar change in how the field (I call it field, I think C's call it "fence") engages you? I definitely was signalling to the universe that I did not at all resonate with the STS path, so I imagine that might have been the catalyst for this, but I wonder if anyone else has experienced this same thing.
Any thoughts or related experiences would be appreciated.