trendsetter37
The Living Force
Background:
So the past couple of months I've experienced an unintentional zoom when I close my eyes. It's only happened three times but each time it has caused me to open my eyes because it felt like I was going to collide with whatever appeared in my minds eye. The first time it happened I was relaxing in the bed and preparing to fall asleep.
The first time it happened I had a birds-eye view of some dirt field. Initially I was just watching the dirt and then I began to zoom in really fast. It goes all the way to the molecular level, or so it seems and then I open my eyes because it literally feels like i'm about to collide. The seconds time this happened was with a brick wall. Again I close my eyes for a second an image of a brick wall appears. Everything is normal and I'm just observing the pattern of the brick, then it starts to happen again I zoom in really fast to the point where the atoms of the wall no longer appear solid and I can see in between them. I open my eyes in fright because again I feel like i am about to run into it.
The most recent time this happened was lastnight. I will paste my journal entry:
I am not squeamish and have figured out that the only time my skin crawls is when I'm looking at something that has a unique pattern with many little facets that I cannot readily identify. One example of this happening is when I saw a picture of an dog that was struck by a porcupine in the face. The amount of quills and swelling of his face I guess made is what triggure the sensation of my skin crawling. This is the only other time my skin has felt like this other than the ocurrence of lastnights incident.
I'm not particularly attached to these experiences but am curious in my self-observation of what or why I respond in this manner.
edit: my skin crawls just re-reading my post
edit2: some google searches prompted me to think it could be psychological but the repeatability of just thinking about it points me in the direction of maybe visual-tactile synaesthesia, except for me small intricate patterns is what triggers it not color. Again it hasn't happened often so I don't know what to make of it.
So the past couple of months I've experienced an unintentional zoom when I close my eyes. It's only happened three times but each time it has caused me to open my eyes because it felt like I was going to collide with whatever appeared in my minds eye. The first time it happened I was relaxing in the bed and preparing to fall asleep.
The first time it happened I had a birds-eye view of some dirt field. Initially I was just watching the dirt and then I began to zoom in really fast. It goes all the way to the molecular level, or so it seems and then I open my eyes because it literally feels like i'm about to collide. The seconds time this happened was with a brick wall. Again I close my eyes for a second an image of a brick wall appears. Everything is normal and I'm just observing the pattern of the brick, then it starts to happen again I zoom in really fast to the point where the atoms of the wall no longer appear solid and I can see in between them. I open my eyes in fright because again I feel like i am about to run into it.
The most recent time this happened was lastnight. I will paste my journal entry:
I closed my eyes and saw a hollow dome looking structure that only consisted of geometric looking straight lines, triangles, and polygons. In a way it resembled a maze shaped like a dome, similar to how i imagine a brain would look in real-time. It started bulging outwards towards me and opened up at the center. A hole appeared at the apex of the dome and subsequently the entire 3 dimensional structure started to dissolve. Seeing the bulge and lines expanding and breaking apart made my skin crawl. I also had chills. Even the next day every time i thought about it the same sensation engulfed my body. It’s interesting that just thinking about it induces the same physiological effect. Almost as if my body and brain were more connected because of that visual somehow causing them to respond faster physiologically to what the brain/ mind is pondering. Hmm
The feeling can be uncomfortable but i am still very fascinated by what it was/is. I also don’t believe i was close to sleep, as i wasn’t even laying down for the night just relaxing and breathing. When the initial physical sensations started manifesting i immediately opened my eyes. The structure was no longer in my minds eye but the physical sensation took about a minute to completely subside. Interesting.
I am not squeamish and have figured out that the only time my skin crawls is when I'm looking at something that has a unique pattern with many little facets that I cannot readily identify. One example of this happening is when I saw a picture of an dog that was struck by a porcupine in the face. The amount of quills and swelling of his face I guess made is what triggure the sensation of my skin crawling. This is the only other time my skin has felt like this other than the ocurrence of lastnights incident.
I'm not particularly attached to these experiences but am curious in my self-observation of what or why I respond in this manner.
edit: my skin crawls just re-reading my post
edit2: some google searches prompted me to think it could be psychological but the repeatability of just thinking about it points me in the direction of maybe visual-tactile synaesthesia, except for me small intricate patterns is what triggers it not color. Again it hasn't happened often so I don't know what to make of it.



