Having Some Symptoms

[monotonic]

The first one is a visual one, whenever I look into the sky there is some sort of "emanation", just like a circuit; it seems like going into the middle of a black hole(i cannot describe it completely), and it would look like this(the sky is blue/white, the emanations seems to be like a "negative" color of it, it distinguishable only on bright colors):
http://ak3.picdn.net/shutterstock/videos/661852/preview/stock-footage-circuit-board-digital-space-image.jpg - It looks like this but instead of those squares there are distorted circles.

I noticed this when I was very young. It's easiest to see when I'm staring into the sky. Very rarely something in my body will be different and this will make it easier to see. I didn't know what to think of it but I've never come across information about it. It doesn't seem to have anything to do with where I'm looking, IE the hole is always in the center of my vision. It struck me that retina structure changes from the center outwards so this effect may have something to do with that.

I also noticed that if I look straight at a wall and angle my face down, I will see discoloration in rings. the same thing happens if I look up without moving my head, but that makes it much harder to notice.

House lights do flash 60 or 120 times per second. CFL lights have an abrupt flash, incandescent lights have a much more subtle flash. Sometimes I noticed the lights flashing and I simply attributed this to a change in awareness. I think meditation could make it visible.