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The Force is Strong With This One
On the top, I am very excited to have this possibility to become a part of Cassiopaean Group. I'm whole into the Cassiopaean Experiment, very interested in that but the topic im writing with isn't that positive. I mean, my medium friend gave me an advice to look at this experiment because I had some problem with weird dreams and experiences at last with 'Aliens' abductions, implants nothing new. I found many materials here about things I actually thought 'like I knew them before' you know Im practicing meditation and Éiriú Eolas. I found also those willingness to start working on myself to finally collect all the pieces by ASKING and LEARNING but something went wrong. I have problems physial and mental. The doctor said it's epilepsy, got pills - and I sleep all day and all night but it's caused by the pills, 'Im about to stop taking them' and I am now during the tests on Multiple Sclerosis. I am only 21 now. I am scared that mentally I am to weak to work on this experiment and some upper strength maybe from 3rd or 4th density of STS is trying to stop me. The question to You is, do You think that I should go on to get stronger and learn more cause the science only can save us or actually stop. My helath problems aren't only the 'sign' my Mum and Sister too have similar issues... Laura wrote about her transitional health problems as a part of this experiment what partly calms me but I always felt something different like I'm not here to only live this life and I asked about 'Reasons' so... Maybe you will be able to help...
Here are some of the symptoms.
- numbness of the hands, after numbness of hands persists it takes one or both legs
- stupefaction
- sight problems sometimes like i was drunk or it's too bright, too dark, double vision
- insomnia
- weird dreams, sleep paralysis
- stress
- depression
and at the end epilepsy that happend 3 days a go so I saw my doctor and she said it can be Multiple Sclerosis and I got into more depression than I was in... Help
Here are some of the symptoms.
- numbness of the hands, after numbness of hands persists it takes one or both legs
- stupefaction
- sight problems sometimes like i was drunk or it's too bright, too dark, double vision
- insomnia
- weird dreams, sleep paralysis
- stress
- depression
and at the end epilepsy that happend 3 days a go so I saw my doctor and she said it can be Multiple Sclerosis and I got into more depression than I was in... Help