When I finished reading "The Wave", I was at the end of my long journey. The gears flowed into one another. Explosions in my thoughts, my journey into learning lessons, resolutions, understanding of relationships. Phrases came into my mind: Whom the Lord loves He chastens. He gave me many lessons, pain and downs. He gave me my lessons and the time of learning. I knew very early on that everything that had happened, never happened, just - no sense without the background. I knew in my heart that all these things were steps of a staircase. My family, my friends, my patient asked me how I can endure it all. Why do I still laugh? Why do I keep a positive attitude to life so deeply? My answer was always the same: I have the strength to endure can do anything. When I saw the wave and Laura was reading, I cried. Deep inside of me was such a great bond. All she felt were my thoughts and also somewhere a part of my life, just in a different language. I had regained my confidence. A deep insight came over me but other feelings. I had to deal with a world that I knew but always, but could never describe. Aliens, UFOs, crop circles. Yes, this part took place in the hypnotic part of my head. I read the wave and I got pain, depression and felt that my head explodes. I just let it happen. I realized that our son has anything to do with the whole.
There were connections: Growth - pituitary gland - the whole person - the disease that was not. I remembered all the battles with pharmaceutical companies, tax authorities, authorities. The rocks in front of us and the stones of knowledge. After reading the wave was a little strange that I've only just seen without judgment. 2 days later he came home from school with a dictation. The title was: The Wave. I was so scared that had forgotten to read the contents. But he had a very good. The night before I read another chapter, here it was about communication and networking. The server was not reachable, even from the SOTT. not. Then the fan was running hot, the laptop and the laptop did not shut down itself. I looked at the Destkop and suddenly I saw an icon: Orion. I own the PC for 3 years and have never seen this icon. First, I searched the Net for information on what is Orion.
There is almost no information about this program, although it appears on an Acer computer with Vista has everywhere. I opened it anyway and it seemed: Create a communications program, Messenger networks. It was exactly what I had read in the evening. My blood froze. The puzzles are put together. I felt that I wanted to tell you something but I can not write in the forum. Well, last night I stood at the door to the garden. There I stood for years, if I smoke and watch the sky for years and do not know why. I know of no stars, but I watch them. Nature is for me a home like the man himself, the miracle of man is the most visible evidence of God's existence. Now I stood there and looked through the world. Somehow I felt that blue was much bluer. The fact that Green was weaker. Blue dominates. Why do I feel this blue? A blue bucket, a blue ribbon, a blue sun - and a blue-white motocross bike. This is our youngest son. I look and troubled: the name of the motorcycle is ORION. Strange.
It is difficult to give someone confidence, as the delusions are terrible. But if you trust, I want to tell you about PM. I do not want to protect myself but my son.
Earlier, I read the article on Spain and the desperation of the people. It's bad and it makes me deeply that there is this desperate. It's no different here in Germany than in Europe. The picture is completely changed. The media report on the prosperity that it is not widely used here. Most jobs are marginally (400 €), temporary work - the exploitation can be seen on the entire line. The elderly can no longer maintain their homes, young people have no future as well as in Spain. Our media tell the world, we need skilled workers. Our technicians are all in factories (Ford, Opel, ....). They would starve in their profession. The state has a stranglehold on us that no one gets more air. What you hear is one big lie. Our politicians are so dishonest as any politician in the world. Our entire system is a lie.
Here in Germany we have very different directions. Through my work in practice (Physiotherapy) I have the best training school in the world. People with property to show their true colors. People without values hold even more firmly on the wrong values. People with these frequencies away from me, somehow they can not stand me. My name for frequency was different: the chemistry is not right. Actually, I'm not a physiotherapist for years but more likely a psychotherapist. A passion of mine is the human psyche and the Philosophie.Ich feel that I polarize very strongly. In the week I spent 3 long days of 12 hours without a break, 2 days I treat sick people at home. Many of them until her death. Two years ago I had the evening after work to complete the feeling of being on the ground. I called it sucked. On those days I had, including 2 patients who were in my opinion totally difficult. Sometime later, came the realization that my desolate state emerged whenever these people were in my room. I plucked up the courage and awarded them no more appointments. Since that day, this erosion was gone. The same thing I put into my family and my friends. My role as a food, I simply turned off. Have the people who feed on me, of course, made me feel guilty, but I remained steadfast. That was a big step for my inner freedom. So I threw all the advertisements in the trash, do not watch television more, left the church, buy only what I need. Then something strange happened. When I separated myself from all the material stuff and the uselessness of things anchored, I suddenly had nothing to be desired. Even though I imagined that I would need something that I could no longer perceive the desire in my heart. That was the feeling of freedom. Its easy to taste, let go, to feel, to smell.
Now I can find for me: The curtain has been opened. STS is so full of fear that they will open the curtain call and you see the man behind the curtain. Time is running out, because many people are starting to get closer to STO. Ask yourself the question of meaning - the beginning of the search for truth. The fear that it stokes has a silver lining. People who see no light at all, because they fear paralyzes, and justice systems are in question. Fear must not only have negative energy as a result. It can also be a recognition - represent an affirmation of life. I have a feeling we are nearing the event, my heart would have to be afraid but I feel a great love and longing.
Anne
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There were connections: Growth - pituitary gland - the whole person - the disease that was not. I remembered all the battles with pharmaceutical companies, tax authorities, authorities. The rocks in front of us and the stones of knowledge. After reading the wave was a little strange that I've only just seen without judgment. 2 days later he came home from school with a dictation. The title was: The Wave. I was so scared that had forgotten to read the contents. But he had a very good. The night before I read another chapter, here it was about communication and networking. The server was not reachable, even from the SOTT. not. Then the fan was running hot, the laptop and the laptop did not shut down itself. I looked at the Destkop and suddenly I saw an icon: Orion. I own the PC for 3 years and have never seen this icon. First, I searched the Net for information on what is Orion.
There is almost no information about this program, although it appears on an Acer computer with Vista has everywhere. I opened it anyway and it seemed: Create a communications program, Messenger networks. It was exactly what I had read in the evening. My blood froze. The puzzles are put together. I felt that I wanted to tell you something but I can not write in the forum. Well, last night I stood at the door to the garden. There I stood for years, if I smoke and watch the sky for years and do not know why. I know of no stars, but I watch them. Nature is for me a home like the man himself, the miracle of man is the most visible evidence of God's existence. Now I stood there and looked through the world. Somehow I felt that blue was much bluer. The fact that Green was weaker. Blue dominates. Why do I feel this blue? A blue bucket, a blue ribbon, a blue sun - and a blue-white motocross bike. This is our youngest son. I look and troubled: the name of the motorcycle is ORION. Strange.
It is difficult to give someone confidence, as the delusions are terrible. But if you trust, I want to tell you about PM. I do not want to protect myself but my son.
Earlier, I read the article on Spain and the desperation of the people. It's bad and it makes me deeply that there is this desperate. It's no different here in Germany than in Europe. The picture is completely changed. The media report on the prosperity that it is not widely used here. Most jobs are marginally (400 €), temporary work - the exploitation can be seen on the entire line. The elderly can no longer maintain their homes, young people have no future as well as in Spain. Our media tell the world, we need skilled workers. Our technicians are all in factories (Ford, Opel, ....). They would starve in their profession. The state has a stranglehold on us that no one gets more air. What you hear is one big lie. Our politicians are so dishonest as any politician in the world. Our entire system is a lie.
Here in Germany we have very different directions. Through my work in practice (Physiotherapy) I have the best training school in the world. People with property to show their true colors. People without values hold even more firmly on the wrong values. People with these frequencies away from me, somehow they can not stand me. My name for frequency was different: the chemistry is not right. Actually, I'm not a physiotherapist for years but more likely a psychotherapist. A passion of mine is the human psyche and the Philosophie.Ich feel that I polarize very strongly. In the week I spent 3 long days of 12 hours without a break, 2 days I treat sick people at home. Many of them until her death. Two years ago I had the evening after work to complete the feeling of being on the ground. I called it sucked. On those days I had, including 2 patients who were in my opinion totally difficult. Sometime later, came the realization that my desolate state emerged whenever these people were in my room. I plucked up the courage and awarded them no more appointments. Since that day, this erosion was gone. The same thing I put into my family and my friends. My role as a food, I simply turned off. Have the people who feed on me, of course, made me feel guilty, but I remained steadfast. That was a big step for my inner freedom. So I threw all the advertisements in the trash, do not watch television more, left the church, buy only what I need. Then something strange happened. When I separated myself from all the material stuff and the uselessness of things anchored, I suddenly had nothing to be desired. Even though I imagined that I would need something that I could no longer perceive the desire in my heart. That was the feeling of freedom. Its easy to taste, let go, to feel, to smell.
Now I can find for me: The curtain has been opened. STS is so full of fear that they will open the curtain call and you see the man behind the curtain. Time is running out, because many people are starting to get closer to STO. Ask yourself the question of meaning - the beginning of the search for truth. The fear that it stokes has a silver lining. People who see no light at all, because they fear paralyzes, and justice systems are in question. Fear must not only have negative energy as a result. It can also be a recognition - represent an affirmation of life. I have a feeling we are nearing the event, my heart would have to be afraid but I feel a great love and longing.
Anne
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