but I don't remember how symphonies sound like until I hear an excerpt! For example, right now, if you were to ask me how Beethoven's 9th Symphony sounds like, I would have no idea, alhough I listened to it many, many times!
Well, it will also depend on the predominance of your emotions. There's a reason they say music reaches the soul.
What kind of music have you listened to, depending on your age, experiences, bad times and good times, etc.? What content has that music had? Rock for anger, ballads for sadness, romantic songs for heartbreak, motivation to "lift yourself up" according to your emotional state at a particular moment of weakness or celebration? How have you identified with the content of a particular song at some point in your life?
Emotions, know your emotions, and you'll know who you're singing and dancing for.
I haven't listened to music for years, but not to avoid anything; I simply haven't had any reason to. But when I was younger, in the 90s, everyone knew Limp Bizkit, Linkin Park, Korn, Blink 182, etc.—pure rock, punk rock, and everything related to youthful immaturity. The funny thing is, I didn't know English and didn't have a translator, so I didn't know what it was saying, except for a few words I could translate. But what I understood was the melody. Just listening to the melody connected that energy with the chaos that was within me. Now that I know the lyrics, I'm surprised I heard those kinds of thoughts transformed into songs. I still like their rhythms, but I don't identify with them, so I listen to them without them getting in the way emotionally.
That's why "catchiness" seems to transcend our senses and we feel drawn to it without having to know the lyrics. Perhaps that's why classical music has a greater impact on an internal level. It's not a "lyric," it's something in the rhythm, the power, the intention transformed into a melody.
So we have to lower the volume of our emotions according to the type of music (laughs).
I have 486 classical music files by Bach, Beethoven, Chopin, Mozart, and Vivaldi. I don't even remember why I downloaded them, and I can't say it's because I liked them. It just connects with me, but not like commercial music, not because it stirs emotions. Quite the opposite. It's like a "mind-blank" effect, but in terms of emotions.
I'm actually seeing it right now thanks to your post. I used to listen to it while working on my computer. Today is a good time (laughs).
just try not to get attached to anything about it ,
A look back at what we were back then. Consider the journey, the fun experience, and not as pain or regret. Moments, just that.