How does it feel to be prepared?

[no-mans-land]

Data has encouraged me to write here something. Although my English is not the best one, I try it, nevertheless. If some sentences sounds wired, it maybe the fault of the online translator who help sometimes. I hope through my translation work, my abilities will grow (btw, “connecting the dots” is a hard piece). So, maybe the following thoughts sounds a little bit crazy, or highly paranoid, whatever, it occupies me already since around 18 years.

At some point I has begun to think about this part of the transcripts and, how to say, it feels like a coincidence or something else:

Q: (L) So, in other words, some people may have to leave behind children or mates, or siblings or parents, is that true?

A: If so, will be prepared.

Q: (L) Is there any way to tell if someone is a 4 D candidate?

A: Inquire of them.

Q: (L) And, will they know?

A: Yes, at some level. In a sense. Those who are chosen feel it. You will know.

Now, to understand what I mean, I would like to tell a story about my life, but don't misunderstood the meaning, I do not fish for compassion or whatever, its just a simple story.

When i was a 10 year old boy, some evening I was lay in my bed and looked out of my room into the corridor. At this time nothing was wrong with my family, everything seems to be ok. But then, some kind of fear overcomes me and I was thinking about the future an how bad thing can happen to my brother, sister and parents.
In this moment, I fancied what could happen and a long “timeline” appears in my mind. On this line, the first “bad thing” I was thought about, was my older brother. He might die in an motorbike accident. Then, my mother might die through cancer. The next one was my sister, she might die by some medical mistakes. And finally, my father might die because he cannot handle all this and lost the will to live.
At this point, it feels like I was build a scenario of the worst case ever and at the end of this line I will stand alone.
Ok, at this time I was, as I say, 10 years old and I don't reflected much about this thoughts. It was like “hey, if this is the worst case, I can deal with it”. Maybe kids in this age have similar thoughts too. Maybe its normal to worry about the family because its the only point of reference in there life.

So, time goes by an I forgot these thoughts very fast, but then, 3 years later, my brother really died through an motorbike accident. I was shocked like everyone else and I could not understand whats happened. A very unpleasant feeling grows inside an I begun to remember what I was thinking on this evening 3 years ago. “Damn, life sucks! What a stupid coincidence.” but I could not help myself and so my life went on.

And then, 8 years later, my mother died by a sort of very aggressive cancer. The next thing on the “list” was happened. Really strange. And the symbolic date 20.02.2002 is curious too.

My sister had a difficult appendix operation a few years ago an now shes living with multiple intestinal adhesions. Sometimes the adhesions going to block the digestion and if something goes wrong, she can die very quickly through a intestine break. All these problems were caused by medical mistakes..... And last but not least, my father is at the present mentally very unstable. He attempted suicide several times in the past and he is thinking about the death more than about life.


Ok, you can see, 50% of the “worst case prediction” has already passed an the other 50% are on the way. What should I think about this stuff? A little bit to much for a simple coincidence, isn't it? Maybe I really go crazy an see only what I want to see. But otherwise, the transcripts gave me the idea “to be prepared” and let things go without anger and fear. And then I think, maybe its not a good idea to feel as something “special” or as an “chosen one”, just because life would act not very friendly to me.

I know very well “pride comes before a fall” and I do not say, I am one of those 4D candidates (whatever that means), but maybe someone here got an idea, what this could mean. Can this be a kind of an STS Program to blind the eyes for other, more important things? Probably this can trigger the idea of an “not so open” future an push the feeling to be extradited because there are things I can not avoid.

If someone got an idea, please let me know.

 

[Oxajil]

Hi no-man's-land,

I feel sorry for what happened to your family, it must've been hard.
It must've felt weird that what you thought would be the worst scenario at age 10 came true some years later, (4d STS guys seem to be Time Travelers right..). Perhaps it happened in this way to confuse you, to make you feel depressed (I could be wrong),
as the C's once said:

A: Neither. You were selected to interact with those who would trigger a hypnotic response that would ultimately lead to a drain of energy.

Q: (T) Well, it is a fact, because my energy is sure drained. (L) What is the purpose of this draining of energy?

A: What do you think?

Q: (T) So you can't concentrate or do anything. You can't get anywhere with anything.

A: Or, at least not the important things.

and

Q: (T) But I'm just a nobody. Why would they go to all trouble...

A: Several answers follow: Number One, Nobody is a "nobody."

My advice would be to keep your eyes open and keep doing the Work... (and if your father or sister ask for advice or some kind of help, I guess it would be okay to help them. But be careful.)

I got the first part of the transcript from this part of the Wave that you might find interesting:

Now I would like to bring up the subject of those individuals Ra has designated as Wanderers. Ra describes them as follows:

When a [soul] has achieved its complete understanding of its desire, it may conclude that its desire is Service to Others [in the form of] reaching their hand [figuratively speaking] to any entities who call for aid. These entities whom you may call the Brothers and Sisters of Sorrow move toward this calling of Sorrow. These entities are from all reaches of the infinite creation and are bound together by the desire to serve in this way.

...The number [of Wanderers incarnated on Earth at this time] due to an intensive need to lighten the planetary vibration and thus aid in harvest ...approaches sixty-five million. ...The largest number of Wanderers ...are of the sixth density.

The desire to serve must be [of] a great deal of purity of mind and what you may call foolhardiness or bravery. The challenge/danger of the Wanderer is that it will forget its mission, become karmically involved, and thus be swept into the maelstrom of which it had incarnated to avert (the destruction).

...Due to the extreme variance between the vibratory distortions of third density and those of the more dense densities, if you will, Wanderers have as a general rule some form of handicap, difficulty, or feeling of alienation which is severe. The most common of these difficulties are alienation, the reaction against the planetary vibration by personality disorders, as you would call them, and [physical] ailments indicating difficulty in adjustment to the planetary vibrations such as allergies, as you would call them.

...The energies of the Wanderers, your teachers and adepts at this time are all bent upon increasing the harvest. However, there are few to harvest.

The problem seems to be that of "waking up" to the nature of the mission and this presents special problems.

Wanderers become completely the creatures of third density in mind/body complex. There is just as much chance of [them being subjected to Orion STS mind programming attempts] as to a mind/body complex of [strictly 3rd density]. The only difference occurs in the spirit complex which, if it wishes, has an armor of light, if you will, which enables it to recognize more clearly that which is not be desired by the mind/body/spirit complex. This is not more than a bias and cannot be called an understanding.

So we begin to understand that even the purest of the pure are subject to corruption and deception. They DO seem to have a bit of help in separating the wheat from the chaff, but Ra describes it as "not more than a bias and cannot be called an understanding." The problem is, the "bias" often comes into direct conflict with the mind programming efforts of the Orion STS and a lot of suffering and torture can result. And there is also a special weakness of those who are configured to STO - since they don't have meanness and deception in their own hearts, it can take almost forever for them to see it in others who are being used to keep them from awakening! Ra remarks on this as well:

...Furthermore, the Wanderer is less inclined to the deviousness of third density and therefore does not recognize as easily as a more negative individual would, the negative nature of thoughts or beings. ... [If the Wanderer is successfully co-opted by the Orion STS it would be] caught into the planetary vibration and, when harvested, possibly repeat again the master cycle of third density as a planetary entity.

Ra also also confirmed Don's remark that those with missions, Wanderers, are "high priority targets" of the Orion STS faction. That's a scary thought! If a person comes into incarnation from a higher density with a mission to serve, not only are they enveloped in the "veil of forgetting," they become special targets for a bunch of Intergalactic rapists and murderers who are only restrained in their actions by some sort of vague Law of Free Will which still allows every imaginable trick and deception to be perpetrated on them so that they will engage in relationships, beliefs, actions or reactions designed to "bring them down a few densities," so to speak! And they only get a "bias" toward what is Truth, and not a clear understanding! So with all of this information we are trying to put together about what is out there just waiting to trap and deceive us, how in the world are we supposed to have a clue as to what is going on? Just WHO are the Good Guys here?!

...[In terms of STO contacts from the higher densities] The infringement (schending) upon free will is greatly undesired. Therefore, those entities which are Wanderers upon your plane of illusion will be the only subjects for the thought projections which make up the so-called "Close Encounters" and meetings...

Ra seems to be saying that only the "Wanderers" have any hope of being in contact with the higher level "Good Guys" because they are, ipso facto, already of STO configuration and therefore, contact is not an infringement upon their free will as it would be if the STO contact came to a 3rd density being who has not yet graduated to the higher densities. Of course, they all look alike here on the Big Blue Marble, and they are all mostly engaged in living relatively normal lives side by side with one another. And they DO have to be "awakened!" Also, there is a special condition under which Wanderers may be contacted, it seems, that pretty much eliminates your "weekend seminar" in channelling. It seems that there is an almost mathematical law involved in being able to communicate with higher density beings:

...the calling of a group of people whose square overcame the integrated resistance of those unwilling to search or learn...

If we just stop and think for a moment about the nature of most people on the planet who do NOT want to search or learn; they do not want to think or do the necessary work that prepares a "vessel" for the inflow of higher knowledge; they want to be "saved" with as little effort as possible, then you begin to understand the odds against contact with truly higher density STO beings. That is the operation of the Law of Free Will. The majority of beings of third density have, ipso facto, chosen STS - they would not be in this density otherwise. By this choice, they have also chosen the illusions that are part of this "con job." Yes, at a very deep level, it is a choice to experience in order to learn, but let's not get ahead of ourselves here. By the very fact that this is the choice of the majority, the few who might truly wish to perceive the truth are overruled by the mass choice according to the law of Free Will! Even if the being is a 4th or 6th density "Wanderer," by entering this density, they have chosen to "play by the rules" and cannot abridge them! Thus, in order to penetrate this "veil of forgetting," EXTREME effort is required in a mathematical ratio. A consistent "call" by a GROUP, must go out. And the energy required to penetrate the veil must be built up over a period of time in order to meet this requirement. This principle is expressed in two of the purported sayings of Jesus: "Wherever two or more are gathered in my name...." and you must "ask and keep on asking, knock and keep on knocking, and it will be opened to you."

So, just by thinking about this very simple Law of Free Will and its implications, we come to an understanding that the likelihood of the many "sources" of information that purport to have "serendipitously" contacted this or that channel who was just humming along one day and ZAP! along came Swami Whosits or Koot Hoot or Lord Sandyando or whoever, are very likely victims of the deception - possibly Wanderers being "neutralized" by STS forces, or simply those who are "agents" of the STS forces.

Ra did give us a figure: 65 million Wanderers on the planet at the time he was speaking. That amounts to about one person out of every hundred on the planet. But how many of them survive the attacks? How many of them actually do, can, or will wake up? Particularly when we must expect them to be objects of special "attention" in terms of "attack?"

But, apparently all is not lost! Those Wanderers who have struggled and worked or survived the attack/lessons to the point that something inside them is ready CAN awaken via subtle "contacts" or inner urgings:

The feeling of being awakened or activated is the goal of this type of contact. ...The methods used to awaken Wanderers are varied. The center of each approach is the entrance into the conscious and subconscious in such a way as to avoid causing fear and to maximize the potential for an understandable subjective experience which has meaning for the entity. Many such occur in sleep, others in the midst of many activities during the waking hours. The approach is flexible and does not necessarily include the "Close Encounter" syndrome.

So we are given to understand that such "wake up" experiences can be varied. Considering the deceptions and manipulations of the Orion STS that have already been described, we also must consider that there will be many efforts to block, obfuscate, or mimic such "awakenings." Again, only knowledge can give us the tools with which to discriminate. Again Ra brings up a special class of "attack" that can occur to those who are on a "destined mission," as the Cassiopaeans call it:

Wanderers DO have "Close Encounters" with Orion STS, though it is rare. [Such] occurs either due to the Orion entities' lack of perception of the depth of positivity to be encountered or due to the Orion entities' desire to, shall we say, attempt to remove this positivity from this plane of existence.

...A mistaken Orion STS contact with highly polarized positive entities can wreak havoc with Orion troops unless [they] are able to depolarize the entity mistakenly contacted. This occurrence is almost unheard of. Therefore, the Orion group prefers to make physical contact only with the weaker-minded entity. ...The most typical approach of Orion entities is to choose what you might call the weaker minded entity that it might suggest a greater amount of Orion STS philosophy to be disseminated.

So now we begin to understand the special traps set up for these Wanderers wherein human agents are used to manipulate and control them. If they cannot be corrupted directly, the strategy is to corrupt those around them - including family, friends, spouses and associates of all kinds. While I would never claim to be one of these "Wanderers," even if the profile does fit (since I am not inclined to "true believership" in anything), there was a curious exchange with the Cassiopaeans at one session which included another individual who also fits this profile that gives some clues as to how this occurs:

05-03-97

Q: (L) Reading through the session of May 23, last year, when TK was also here, and the issue of his living in isolation from the rest of the world was addressed, you asked who had begged him to stay there even though he wanted to move to a place where he could have more contact with other people and more opportunities for growth and stimulation. The answer to this question was that it was his wife who insisted on remaining even though it was clear that he was unhappy in the environment. Then you (The Cassiopaeans) made a remark about an EM vector. The way I understood it is that you were saying that a person can be an EM vector. Is that possible?

A: Vector means focuser of direction.

Q: So his wife is the one who controls the focus of his direction. But how? Could that mean that EM waves can be vectored by a human being simply by their presence and that these EM waves are part of the control system that manipulates people? Can it be that such "agents" are used as EM vectors in the sense that they emanate a special frequency that literally affects the mind in terms of shutting down clarity, or even actually transmitting pre-coded thought loops?

A: Precisely.

Q: My God! I also noticed that several of us have been involved with persons and relationships that seem designed to confuse, defuse, and otherwise distort our learning, as well as drain our energy. Basically, keeping us so stressed that we cannot fulfill our potential. Is there some significance to this observation?

A: That is elementary, my dear Knight!

Q: One of the things I have learned is that these individuals seem to attach via some sort of psychic hook that enters through our reactions of pity. Can you comment on the nature of pity?

A: Pity those who pity.

Q: But, the ones who are being pitied, who generate sensations of pity, do not really pity anybody but themselves.

A: Yes...?

Q: Then, is it true as my son said, when you give pity, when you send love and light to those in darkness, or those who complain and want to be "saved" without effort on their own part, when you are kind in the face of abuse and manipulation, that you essentially are giving them power to further their disintegration, or contraction into self- ishness? That you are powering their descent into STS?

A: You know the answer!

Q: My God! Yes. I have seen it over and over again. Were the individuals in our lives selected for the extremely subtle nature of their abilities to evoke pity, or were we programmed to respond to pity so that we were blind to something that was obvious to other people?

A: Neither. You were selected to interact with those who would trigger a hypnotic response that would ultimately lead to a drain of energy.

Q: (T) Well, it is a fact, because my energy is sure drained. (L) What is the purpose of this draining of energy?

A: What do you think?

Q: (T) So you can't concentrate or do anything. You can't get anywhere with anything.

A: Or, at least not the important things.

Q: (T) Is that why my concentration is so low?

A: Yes. You are dealing with a no-win situation!! As you know.

Q: (T) So, if I don't get out, I will just keep going down. Is it the area or the person?

A: Both. One is wrapped within the other.

Q: (L) Why is it that one of the primary things about us that prevents us from acting against such situations, is our fear of hurting another person? That was the chief thing that kept me in my marriage for so long. And, only when I knew that it was hurting the kids more to stay, did I have the power to get out. Why are we so afraid of hurting someone's feelings if they are hurting us?

A: Not correct concept. You do not need to "act against them," you need to act in favor of your destiny.

Q: But, when you do that, these persons make you so completely miserable that there seems to be no other choice but a parting of the ways.

A: Yes, but that is not "acting against." Quite the contrary. In fact, remember, it takes two to tango, and if you are both tangoing when the dance hall bursts into flames, you both get burned!!!

Q: Is it true that being in the presence of such people, that one is under the influence of an energy, an emanation from them physically, that befuddles the mind and makes it almost impossible to think ones' way out of the situation?

A: It is the draining of energy that befuddles the mind.

Q: Where does this energy drain to?

A: 4th density STS.

Q: These people we are associated with drain our energy from us and 4th density STS harvests it from them?

A: "They" do nothing!!!! 4th density STS does it all through them!

Q: (T) Well, I would like to know what is it in us that makes us attracted to such people.

A: It was the idea of 4th density STS.

Q: That means that through other people they can control our thoughts and emotions, put ideas into our heads, and we think it is a good idea to "save" someone. You just don't know! It is taught in our religions and culture to give until it hurts, and, in fact, to give because it hurts. And you are saying that the whole situation is designed and controlled from another level?

A: Once you have truly learned the program, just plug it in. We mean that all you have to do is learn the patterns of behavior, the subtle signs, and you will always have the ability of avoiding it. Your own as well as others. Anticipate not!

Q: I guess that means that when you are thinking that you can change another person, or that changing something about yourself will help them, you are anticipating.

A: Or that it would be different that it turned out to be.
    Lesson number 1: Always expect attack.
    Lesson number 2: Know the modes of same.
    Lesson number 3: Know how to counteract same.

    When you are under attack, expect the unexpected, if it is going to cause problems... But, if you expect it, you learn how to "head it off," thus neutralizing it. This is called vigilance , which is rooted in knowledge. And, what does knowledge do?

Q: Protects! I guess that a person just has to come to the full realization that virtually everything that happens on the planet - no exceptions - is a symbol of some interaction of STS vs STO energy at higher levels.

A: Yes, and for most, that is not as of yet realized. It must be part of a natural learning process.

Q: Well, I guess that all of us tend to keep one or another area sacrosanct and think that it is not subject to attack, or that we can use logic and 3rd density thinking to explain it. Until a person realizes that attack can come through even one's self, wives and husbands, children and parents, friends - virtually ANYBODY - NOBODY is exempt.

A: The block is a lack of faith in the concept. Remember, when one has been indoctrinated by religion, culture and/or science, they are predisposed to view all things in the sense of the measurable physical reality exclusively. One must be cured of lack of faith in the reality of nonphysical attack.

One major thing we see from the above is that our "associations" can be crucial. Of course, if we are AWARE that anyone and everyone can be used as an "EM vector" to modulate our frequency or behavior or thinking, then we have some protection. But to be unaware of it, to be in close association with those who are unaware themselves, and therefore subject to this manipulation, is to be firmly "in the trap."

But suppose one person in a relationship begins to "wake up," and becomes aware (even if only vaguely), that all is not as it seems. They will have continual glimpses of the reality, mostly when not in the presence of the other individual. They may clearly see that something is not working, that it is not right, and may even make decisions to change it or to leave. But the instant the other person is physically present with their EM vectoring capabilities, the glimpses of truth are "damped" or even shut down and the waking person begins to feel schizophrenic or crazy in some way for having such conflicting and opposing thoughts. Add to this the social and religious enculturation to "turn the other cheek" or "suffer because it's noble and holy," and you have the recipe for cooking the Wanderer's goose!

Another of the factors in the control system is the "self-destruct" program. Obviously the aliens have no problem abducting and killing and eating many people who are still lost in the initial choice for STS/3rd density. But there are the special cases of the Wanderers who, obviously, the STS invaders don't want to tangle with at that level, as described above by Ra, so they have a rather clever way AROUND this little stumbling block to their machinations: the suicide game.

This is a very cunning setup I can tell you! It can follow a variety of lines in the lives of different people, and it seems that the STS Orions take some sort of fiendish delight in designing variations for their entertainment pleasure, but the gist of it is this: a Wanderer is born. Obviously they have to be born somewhere, to some family, with certain genetics. It is also equally obvious that the choices probably DON'T include having Wanderers for parents or siblings, (though there are exceptions.) There they are, innocent little babies, volunteers for a great mission, surrounded by potential EM vectors and Lizzie agents! And the game begins!

Abuse, both physical, sexual and psychological comes into play to "set them up" for a later fall if, in fact, they are not just simply killed by same right at the beginning. But the special characteristic of the Wanderer type is that they continue to "shine" with a sort of "inner purity" of the questing spirit even in the face of such treatment. As a result of this abuse, they can be attached by any number of "dead dudes" or elementals or even demonic type entities who enter in through the wounds in the psychological/psychic shield like Cosmic bacteria.

The usual next stage in this drama is to cause the Wanderer to be attracted to a particular type of person who is a sort of "false image" of STO. This can be (and often is) the very drama that Eve Lorgen describes in her Love Bite article where a great "cosmic love" is simulated, only to fall flat as soon as the EM vector is "turned off." The intended result of this betrayal is to induce suicidal feelings or to set the Wanderer up for the NEXT variation of the game.

What happens now is that the Wanderer is set up by the previous dramas to seek out marriage or love partners who are also abusive either overtly or covertly. And, of course, the Wanderer's special characteristics of being unable to really identify negative thinking because it is not a part of their own make-up, prevents them from seeing exactly what is going on. They always seem to attribute the same high motives and ideals to others that is in themselves. They endlessly excuse abuse and hurt to themselves and others with the idea that if they just love the other long enough, hard enough, pure enough or stand by them through thick and thin, that the abuser will overcome THEIR hurts/wounds which are the "cause" of their abusive behavior, and they will then be able to "be whole," which, of course, the Wanderer believes to be a person similar to themselves!

Then there is the constant projection of the "suicide" program by the many EM vectors that the Wanderer finds in their environment. It takes careful observation to determine who these individuals may be, but it can be done! The natural feelings of being "lost" and "alone" and alienated from this environment are intensified and twisted so that the Wanderer begins to focus solely upon the idea of getting out from under this enormous psychic pressure. Spirit attachments can also be used in this respect, attacking the Wanderer from the "inside," so to speak.

04-15-95

Q: (L) [You have mentioned attack.] Is this physical danger or just harassment danger?

A: Mind attack for purpose of self-destruction.

Q: (L) Is there anything that can be done to shield against this kind of attack?

A: Yes. Knowledge input on a continuous basis.

Q: (L) And what form should this knowledge take? Does this mean channelled information, books, videos, what?

A: All and other. Networking of information now, warning!!! All others will very soon experience great increase of same type of attack, two of you have had episodes in past from same source for similar reasons, but now your association puts you in different category!! Remember all channels and those of similar make-up are identified, tracked, and "dealt with." Suicidal thoughts?

Q: (T) So, we have the knowledge and that's all we need to do to prevent the attacks from being nasty?

A: You do not have all the awareness you need! Not by any means! Remember, all there is is lessons. Daily prayer helps.

Through it all, the Wanderer never whines or complains that others are "doing it to" them; they always tend, first of all, to seek in themselves the cause of the events or the treatment they receive. They react with the idea that somehow they are not giving enough or in the right way, though they are entirely naive about what "giving" really is because, as mentioned, they have been "brainwashed" by the erroneous ideals of the 3rd density STS environment which are manipulations to induce service to an illusion.

With this enculturation, the most difficult thing that the Wanderer has to face and do is to learn to NOT give in some instances, because this NOT giving is actually a form of GIVING at the soul level. This is exemplified in a curious series of comments by Ra:

For many of your centuries, both the [STO group] and the [STS group] busied themselves with each other upon planes above your own, shall we say, planes in time/space whereby machinations were conceived and the armor of light girded. Battles have been and are continuing to be fought upon these levels.

...Picture [your mind] in total unity with all other minds of your society. You are then single-minded and that which is a weak electrical charge in your physical illusion is now an enormously powerful machine whereby thoughts may be projected as things.

...In this endeavor the [STS group] charges or attacks the [STO group] armed with light. The result, a standoff, as you would call it, both energies being somewhat depleted by this and needing to regroup; the negative depleted through failure to manipulate, the positive depleted through failure to accept that which is given.

...[To explain "failure to accept that which is given"]: At the level of time/space which this takes place in the form of what you may call thought-war, the most accepting and loving energy would be to so love those who wished to manipulate that those entities were surrounded and engulfed, transformed by positive energies.

...This, however, being a battle of equals, the [STO group] is aware that it cannot, on equal footing, allow itself to be manipulated in order to remain purely positive, for then though pure it would not be of any consequence, having been placed by the so-called powers of darkness under the heel, as you may say. It is thus that those who deal with this thought war must be defensive rather than accepting in order to preserve their usefulness in service to others. Thusly, they cannot accept fully what the [STS group] wishes to give, that being enslavement.

...The only consequence which has been helpful is a balancing of the energies available to this planet so that these energies have less necessity to be balanced in this space/time, thus lessening the chances of planetary annihilation.

So we see here a guiding principle of balance. For those who believe that it is Love to "accept enslavement" - which is to respond to manipulation and thereby serve the STS faction, it becomes clear that to do so is to neutralize their effectiveness as an STO candidate because they are then no longer "purely positive!" By accepting the manipulations, they become part of the other side!

The bottom line here is this: if you are duped or sucked into the illusions of the machinations of STS, you are effectively "one of them," no matter what your "intentions." And you thus further contribute to the "unbalanced" energies. This neutralizes the true nature of Service to Others.

 

[PepperFritz]

While the future is indeed "open" and subject to change, as I understand it we come into this life having chosen and agreed to certain circumstances and events as opportunities to learn specific lessons. And others involved with those events will have also chosen them for their own specific learning requirements.

Similar to you, when I was young, I had a number of dreams that "predicted" certain key events in my life that also came to pass. When we incarnate, we are not supposed to be consciously aware of what we agreed to before coming into this life; what the Ra material refers to as the "Veil of Forgetting" falls into place so that our learning environment is not "contaminated" by conscious pre-knowledge. So why do we sometimes have conscious access to that knowledge? It could simply be a "slip" of the veil, so to speak; or our higher self may feel that we need a conscious "reminder" of what we are here to do, or a "nudge" that we are to pay particular attention to certain events. Or, as you suggest, your "vision" could have been a way to psychologically "prepare" you in advance, so that you would not be completely overwhelmed by these events.

My guess would be that these difficult situations and losses in your life are highly significant to what you set out to learn in this life before incarnating. Only you can determine what those lessons might be, by thinking about the effect they have had on you, contemplating and meditating on what you have learned from them, how they have influenced your growth and development, etc.

That's my take on it, for what it is worth. Others may have a different perspective.

 

[vinny]

I think the C's said something to the effect that STS works by attempting to manipulate a situation, and STO only confirms after the fact. So, un-called-for 'nudges' might well be an STS attempt to derail some particular line of events, by providing a distraction or by reinforcing a particular line of thought so that other things are missed.

 

[no-mans-land]

Hi Oxajil

Perhaps it happened in this way to confuse you, to make you feel depressed

I was depressed, but not anymore. Today, I am more confused than sad and I don't know what to think about these crazy stuff.

This is interesting:

Q: (T) So you can't concentrate or do anything. You can't get anywhere with anything.

A: Or, at least not the important things.

Sometimes I get the feeling, to miss something important, but I don't know what it is.

My advice would be to keep your eyes open and keep doing the Work... (and if your father or sister ask for advice or some kind of help, I guess it would be okay to help them. But be careful.)

Thanks for the hint. In the past, I tried over and over again, to help my family, specially my sister, because she is hanging around with drugs and a very self destructing way to live. If she asks, its not a truthful act for real advice, but rather a sign to come an help to save the status quo. Its the old game to drain energy. My father do the same thing, but from a another direction. He used the picture of the “lost lamb” to cause feelings of guilt because I do not everything to make his life better.

Whatever, these games would not work anymore and I hold a respectful distance since a year or so.

I got the first part of the transcript from this part of the Wave that you might find interesting:

Oh yes, I already forgot this part of the wave, its quite interesting (I really have to read it one more time^^). If I think about my life as a whole, it looks like a strange rollercoaster ride. On the one side, I have more luck than I can handle. Through my life I heavily burned myself, blowing bombs right in front of my face, fell down trees, had several accidents with cars and motorbikes and the only consequences are a light tinnitus, some small scars an a less flexible little finger. Someone protects me very efficient. ;)

And not only this, specially by two motorbike accidents are astonishing things happened which I cannot explain to myself, like parts of the bike were stuck in a car so that it looked, as if I had gone head-on into the car, instead, I have only touched it by the side. If I were a few centimeters more left, it would be a direct hit, but I wasn't... so, how would this part of the bike came to this place?

Ok, there are more or less every time such little things and if I think to much about, I begun to run into circles. It makes no sense at all. I know how this sounds like. Maybe someone would think, that I will interpret to much in such curiosity's or my own thinking are highly characterized by “paranormal thoughts”, whatever, sometimes I think this too. I see the risk, to drift away and lose the contact to the “real world”. Maybe this is the real purpose of all these actions.

@PepperFritz

Only you can determine what those lessons might be, by thinking about the effect they have had on you, contemplating and meditating on what you have learned from them, how they have influenced your growth and development, etc.


That's my take on it, for what it is worth. Others may have a different perspective.

Thanks for your opinion. I don't know, how to bring all this together. It seems to me, that all these lessons would show me, that nothing is permanent and fixed in time. Everything says “hey, don't worry, live without fear and give away everything that has value, like money, guaranty or everything that anyone tells you its worth to possess”

I am on a point, where I stand on the edge to be on welfare (but I don't worry about that^^). The last 3 years I gave all my money away and transformed it into knowledge. I am not sure, that I did the right thing. Since a half year I am searching for a group of people, which I can work with, not on the internet, but in the real life, and everything I found were people witch only want to do the same old game like spread cruddy new age stuff or fight against the “NWO”, earn money for the own benefit or build up a conspiracy like structure.

It feels like, that I gathered a bunch of “red herrings”, someone of it very seductive, but nowhere someone who is open for real work. To stumble alone is in the long run not very productive.

@Nomad

I think the C's said something to the effect that STS works by attempting to manipulate a situation, and STO only confirms after the fact. So, un-called-for 'nudges' might well be an STS attempt to derail some particular line of events, by providing a distraction or by reinforcing a particular line of thought so that other things are missed.

Thats right, I also was able to notice some of these un-called-for nudges an some of them were part of the “red herrings” an how these people came to me. Significant synchronicitys and invitations with the clear purpose to distraction. Gifts without being asked for and other things. Quite interesting, but it does not help with the question, from what these things like to distract me, because I simply cant see it.

 

[ScioAgapeOmnis]

Hi no-man's-land,

I think that it is hard to know sometimes what source is behind synchronous events such as these, but as PepperFritz said, by their fruits and result you shall know them. I think it's important to learn to discern when something is an STS or an STO influence, but it's just as important to learn to benefit from any experience or situation, regardless if it was meant to harm you or help you. Whatever is the source in your case, it is prompting you to think about things like the nature of life on this planet, fate, free will, and just question how things work in the universe and why. It gave you an awareness that there is more to life and the universe than meets the eye, and it has apparently contributed to your curiosity about what is "behind the veil". I'd say that's a good result, whether it was the intended result or not (and that's assuming that there was an intended result at all, which there may not have been).

I'm sorry to hear about what you and your family are going through, but don't let it kill your spirit, but just the opposite, use it to be stronger, wiser, and more open to any and all possibilities. Whether some things are fated or not is not for us to know on this level, all we can do is observe, learn, and act based on our observations and understanding. The more objective our observations and understanding, the more we can do.

 

[vinny]

I was depressed, but not anymore. Today, I am more confused than sad and I don't know what to think about these crazy stuff.

perhaps, if you focus elsewhere, on something that progresses you forward, you will be able to re-examine it at it later with a fresh perspective and it will make more sense?
It can be amazing how one's perspective changes during the learning/growing process. Sometimes that process requires you to leave something behind, because that lesson just isn't forthcoming yet. Or the act of leaving something is a lesson itself. Perhaps the lesson is simply to do with avoiding being sidelined by distractions?

Sometimes I get the feeling, to miss something important, but I don't know what it is.

probably you have missed something. But it might be something that easily becomes clear later, whilst you are focussing elsewhere? It may sound like I am labouring a point, but it is a common theme to get hung up on 'extraordinary events' without being able to process them usefully.

Thats right, I also was able to notice some of these un-called-for nudges an some of them were part of the “red herrings” an how these people came to me. Significant synchronicities and invitations with the clear purpose to distraction. Gifts without being asked for and other things. Quite interesting, but it does not help with the question, from what these things like to distract me, because I simply cant see it.

Well, if this is a distraction (and that's only an if), then it would be a distraction from "whatever you are supposed to be looking at", which would depend on your lesson profile I suppose. Many things seem designed to keep us trapped in some way or other so that we go round in circles and do not make progress into new territory. We won't know what that new territory is until we get there.

I would say that many here have had remarkable synchronous occurrences, and they may serve as an alarm clock that allows you to break through some barrier of awareness, or maybe they provide a barrier of their own - I tend to think there are some of each, and perhaps it can go either way depending on one's level of awareness when the lesson hits - in which case it might not be a good idea to try to force the lesson too soon (you can't shortcut the learning process by force), and the best way to take it is as a general reminder to 'pay attention'.

 

[Erna]

This bit from Barbara Marciniak's Bringers of the Dawn (p. 66 - 69) made me think of your post. Maybe it helps.

Clarity and recognition of your own power are the bottom line. Your thoughts form your world all of the
time. Not cafeteria style-all of the time. Because you are bombarded with so many frequency-control
vibrations that attempt to keep you from being clear, you fluctuate. You must, as a species, make it your
intention to stay very clear, to stay centered, and always to bring yourself into the moment. Stop living
in the future or living in the past, and always live in your now. Say to yourself, "What do I want? I want
to accelerate my personal evolution. I want Spirit to assist me in a greater capacity. I want my body to
regenerate itself. I want to emanate health. I am willing to give up difficulty so that I can be a living
example of what humanitv can be." It is this line of thinking-this commanding from your being and
calling out what you want with clarity-that brings you everything in acceleration.

Watch your patterns. If you find yourself denying that you created a portion of your experience, and you
don't want to own it as your creation, simply look at it. Say, "Isn't this interesting-I do this all of the
time. I don't want to own what I am creating. If I don't like it, I blame someone else. Let me see how
long I will do this, and let me come up with a solution to develop a different pattern of behavior."
Don't judge yourself. Begin to say to yourself, "I will accept responsibility for all that I am involved in. I
will accept responsibility for everything that happens to me. If I don't like what is happening to me, I
will begin to ask myself why I create things that I don't like. Maybe it's to get my attention about
something so that I can change what is really not working for me that I cannot see."

Always act as if there is an impeccable purpose to everything you do. Act as if your highest good and
your highest opportunity involve working through every event you are involved in. Always act that way.
If you are walking down the street and someone says, "I've got a gun in your back; let's have your
purse," act as if you are being given an opportunity for your highest growth. You never know what the
results are going to be if you begin to act this way. When you act as if, you act without knowing and
without expectation. This is an attitude. If you all could have this attitude and act as if every event is
designed to propel you further in your growth and awareness, then you might turn around and find that
the person holding the gun in your back is a counterpart or portion of yourself. You might be able to
heal something; you might be given an opportunity to do something you are afraid of.

Do not be afraid of what you create. Trust what you create. Trust that there is always something in it for
you. Do not sweep your dramas under the rug as if they are dirty old horrible things and you never wish
to see them again. Get finished with these dramas: stop cycling in them and being lost in them.
However, understand that the drama you have had with your mother, your brother, your sister, your
lover is something you may use twenty years later to come to a whole new realization. So let these life
dramas be like a file for you. Finish them up, resolve them as best you can, create peace, accept your
part in them, and then let them cycle back through your consciousness to teach you something. Let them
be ongoing treasures of experience for yourself rather than hackles that you want to get past. Emotion is
connected with these things, and remember, emotion can take you into other realms of activity.

Do you believe that you only create your reality in certain areas and that in other areas you are
disempowered? Do you argue that you have no control over some areas of your life? Do you give up
what is naturally yours because society tells you you cannot have it? You will find that events do not
come out of the blue. Some of you believe that you create your own reality but that others do not create
theirs-especially little babies who have all kinds of things happen to them or children who are abused. It
is a difficult concept for many of you to grasp that seemingly helpless children or starving people also
create their own reality. Whenever you buy into the victim mentality, you send people the idea that they
are powerless and you make that probability one for yourselves. You must learn to honor other people's
dramas and lessons. Realize that the newspaper is not going to tell you about the potential for change
that exists for all of those involved in a particular scenario, because newspapers do not report and cover
things in that way. You do not understand the underlying synchronicities of events: your media exposes
only the external so-called facts and ignores the rich riverbed of emotional significance that
accompanies human dramas and lessons.

Those who are involved in dramas in which it looks like someone is a victim are usually so out of touch
with their feel ings that they do not connect how they feel with what they are thinking. Victims find
victims. Victors find victors. So, please, with any newspaper event or world drama in which it looks as
if people are hopeless victims, honor them and honor yourself by saluting that they created their own
reality. It may not be a reality that you need to learn from--or anything you feel a need to participate in.
You must understand that others must go through the realms of density to bring them to light.
Sometimes the greatest enlightenment lies in the greatest catastrophes and the greatest difficulties.
When you go to a restaurant and order something you want, the chef prepares it and the waiters bring it
to you. You order it; however, you don't make it. Somehow the cooks or the spiritual energy make it,
yet, you select it to be put before you. It will not be put before you unless you go into the restaurant to
order it in the first place. So you are responsible for it and you pay for it.

Life is the same way; life is like a restaurant. Learn how to order what you want from life like you do in
a restaurant and then trust that, because you ordered it, it will be put before you. When you go into a
restaurant, you don't worry over every item and wonder whether or not you deserve to have it. Well,
sometimes you do. Sometimes you say, "Well, I don't deserve to have that. That costs fifteen dollars. I
can only have something that costs seven dollars or less."

The way you act in restaurants is a wonderful indication of the way you act in life. It is an incredible
teaching to understand. When you go into a restaurant, do you simply order and say, "This is what I
want," and trust that it is going to come to you, or do you worry that they are going to screw it up? As
soon as the order is in, do you follow the waiter into the kitchen and say, "Oh, they probably won't have
the right lettuce. They probably won't saute those onions just so, and they won't have those kind of
mushrooms I want." No. You trust it will be presented to you exactly the way you want it and you let it
go. When it is presented to you, you say, "Thank you." If it is not quite right, you ask for what is needed
and then you proceed.

Look at the divine nonchalance you have when you order things in a restaurant. That is how you order
up life. Get clear on what you want, order it and be done with it. Don't keep calling up Spirit to see if
they got the order or give advice on how to fill it. You ordered it. Trust that it will come.
You are a result of your thoughts. If there is nothing else you learn on this planet, you will learn that this
is the rule in this reality and the rule of many other realities. Thought creates experience. Why not give
yourself a gift and begin to think of yourself in a capacity that is exceptional, magnificent, and uplifting;
free yourselves from the need to have the rest of society agree with you. Validate yourselves. For some
of you, this is very difficult. How do you validate yourself when you are in the habit of not doing it?
Your words are either empowering or disempowering. We want you to have the courage to live your
light, so we want to emphasize to you and convince you in whatever way possible that your thoughts
formulate your world. Eliminate the words should and trying from your vocabulary. If you were to pay
money every time you say these words, you would be in great debt. You are in a great debt of
disempowerment or impotence. Should implies that you are operating under someone else's sovereignty.
We would like to remind you that you are sovereign unto yourself.

If someone is trying to put out a newsletter or trying to change their patterns, they can try for the rest of
their life. Trying is not doing. Whenever you use the word trying, you will not accomplish anything
because trying is an excuse: "I tried to do it. I tried. I tried." In your own life, use the words "I am
creating," "I am doing," "I am manifesting," "I am intending," and "I am bringing about." Forget "I am
trying."

When you become a doer and are able to manifest what you want in life, you set yourself up as a mirror
for many people. There has been a belief that there is a limited amount of everything and that only one
person or the other can be a doer or manifester. When you begin to show that you can bend the laws they
want and they can't get it unless you don't have it.

If you put yourself behind others and are afraid of having what others do not have because you think
there is not enough, you do not understand that as you allow the divine principles to work in your body
and anchor themselves upon the planet that you become a living example of light. You allow the
underlying purpose of light to move through your vehicle and you become a living example of what
others can do. This is the high vibration that we intend to teach all of you. We want you to understand
that there is no limitation.

There is no limitation on the entire planet. Each person on the whole planet can operate in cooperation
and in a uniqueness of being. Whatever gifts of spirit and materiality come your way, don't think that
you are more lucky than others. Instead, simply understand that you are able to get the divine principles
to work in your physical body and that you can show others how. You can say, "Listen, it works. I have
been able to do it. You can do it as well."

We spend hours teaching people about not being afraid to manifest. Each of you is frightened because
you grew up with an ethic that says, "Only if you work for something is it of any value. If you do not put
in hard work, you cannot get things." It is imperative for all of you to look at this idea of hard work and
where it came from. Look at your parents and the belief systems they have had. We are talking about
birthing a consciousness that represents the new human species that learns how to do things effortlessly.
If something is not being done effortlessly, then forget it. If it looks like if is too much work, something
is telling you it is not the way. Only when something comes together effortlessly and simply fits, with
no one doing too much to it, is it right. If you all begin to live like this, you will completely change how
the species of consciousness approaches life. It is not irresponsible or a cop-out-it is a new way of
carrying bricks from one place to another.

 

[GB]

no-man's-land,

If the life-story you are telling is true, then "these crazy stuff" might probably be what you requested before birth: "You saw a preview, and you volunteered". Your can try live a normal life ignoring this crazy stuff. You can become an active student here and find out about the crazy stuff. Prepare for unforeseen consequences.

As a child i have hand drawn a monster that years later turned out to be the Alien from the movie distributed by 20th Century Fox. Dreamed about things just to watch them happen later before my eyes. Clairvoyance became annoyance. If your story is true you might know what is the type of perception, its brother, that usually comes along. I also survived numerous fatal accidents (intended as lethal, i guess), damage was curiously low, leaving permanent scars however.

"Sometimes I get the feeling, to miss something important, but I don't know what it is."
Check this list out:
http://www.cassiopaea.org/forum/index.php?topic=4718.0

Do you find a word here in some books title that catches your eye?

Here you can also transform money into knowledge:
http://qfgpublishing.com/

You can read something like Blink, explaining "special" perception.

The really precious ones are below. Best read when you are alone. Best to realize similarities in your life in the emotional intimacy of your mind:
""Myth of Sanity" should be number 1!
Then, "The Narcissistic Family"
then "Trapped in the Mirror" *
then "Unholy Hungers"
and then "In Sheep's Clothing."
After that, "The Mask of Sanity"
and "Without Conscience."
If a person is really paying attention, they will see how all these pathologies are pretty much the same thing, only just a matter of degree and context of expression."


Robert

* I have marked for You where i am now at reading.

 

[Arreis13]

I honestly feel a bit of relief today which is a very compforting. Over the past five years or so I have become so much more understanding and aware of so so much and I do believe that has created both negative and positive results in my life. I have had the most painful last two years due to an act of injustice that has tested my patience, and tolerance behond explanation. I have also learned so much and I have never grown angry or hateful or changed into anything less then ive always been. Yet I will say that I have had suicidal thoughts this past year that I never had before. I am not worried or believe I need help because I know that I am strong and aware of the reason I get overwhelmed with such painful sorrow so I am able to override the negative with positive. I am so greatful that I am apart of such a like minded source and I appreciate all who are here. Thank you all. :)

 

[Mark7]

I'm glad I found this thread today. Oxajil, thanks for posting the collection of excerpts from Ra and the C's and for your synthesis. Important points indeed! In my own situation I find that I am often overwhelmed by demands from work and family, my ability to concentrate is affected and my energy levels are often low. I feel trapped with nothing left to do but stumble forward day-to-day, and not give in to temptations to dissociate or engage in non-helpful self-pity or self-destructive thoughts and behavior.

I wish I could just leave my situation behind sometimes but I don't have that option for a number of reasons, mainly financial. Perhaps the greatest opportunity to learn is to just focus on what's going on right NOW in life and strengthen the "strategic enclosure", focus on diet, (have made good progress there), and do my best to make more time for study and meditation, (not easy).

...

Wouldn't a non-requested revealing of future events to an individual by STS be a violation of free-will, or is that another loophole - dirty trick they can get away with?

 

[Alma.Innovadora]

So why do we sometimes have conscious access to that knowledge? It could simply be a "slip" of the veil, so to speak; or our higher self may feel that we need a conscious "reminder" of what we are here to do, or a "nudge" that we are to pay particular attention to certain events. Or, as you suggest, your "vision" could have been a way to psychologically "prepare" you in advance, so that you would not be completely overwhelmed by these events.

Sometimes we try to find reasons to hate the world, the universe for this "rapture". But while a "shock absorber" which is nothing more than the knowledge, makes the pain be less intense, allowing passage clarity, so is the right time maybe days, weeks or years later to understand the situation. In some cases, at the same time of the painful experience.