Wow, there's a lot to think about in all of these responses! I must admit to being intimidated, and that is probably much of the reason I don't have a source of income yet. I have almost no experience with work, and I have confidence issues that relate to my childhood (difficulties in school have a lot to do with it, I think). There are several factors, maybe I should start a thread elsewhere about this.
As far as creativity goes, my creativity really wilted when I realized how much I had been using it just to get attention from people around me. Maybe because my grades were chaotic, I became very hungry for the compliments I could get with my art, but I also felt guilty for wanting/enjoying the compliments so much. At least that's how it seems as I think about it right now. It's a confused issue for me. I've always been someone with "too many interests". I think I've been afraid to some extent that if I pursue one interest, I'm sort of giving up my ability to pursue the others? When I was younger I was inspired by the "Renaissance man" concept and Leonardo da Vinci, because I felt kind of the same way, interested in science, art, engineering, nature, etc.
In numerology, my birth date reduces to a "5" for my "life path", which is described here: (_http://www.decoz.com/Numerology_LifePath_B5.htm) I try not to "believe" it, but it does describe me to an extent. Particularly this stands out:
You are multi-talented and possess a variety of diverse abilities. However, discipline and focus are the true keys to your success. Without these many of the tasks you begin will remain unfinished and you will fail to realize the true fruits of your abilities. [...] You may have been perceived as a wild child by adults and a source of concern by your family.
I'm not necessarily a "wild child" in a typical sense, but I've never fit into the crowd very well, and I know that my mom and some others have and do worry about me because of my lack of motivation. I find it very difficult to complete tasks as in the back of my mind something else is always calling for my attention, it seems. Uncompleted projects and unfulfilled promises have been common results for me, so I really have virtually no confidence in my ability to stick to anything that requires "work". But I've played for nearly my whole life up to this point, and the work I did was almost always something I was made to do in some way. I don't know how to pursue something for myself that reaches beyond the walls of my house. Except groceries, I guess. :P
I don't know. I'm confused, and I guess I've strayed from the original topic. I'll think about everything that has been suggested.