Corvus
Dagobah Resident
My sister gave birth in Friday and now I am an uncle but I am passive about it, nothing special for me in a way. I gave her advice prior her pregnancy that it is not a very wise thing to have baby in this times but people want to live their lives like nothing is happening and everything is ok, but of course it is their choice and I keep my views for myself so I congratulated and that was it. Yesterday there was a gathering of family members and their friends, most from husband side because he has big family. Standard gathering, lots of alcohol and food, someone of their friends commenting that I was being passive for an uncle by not being to much delighted like everybody else. I stayed a little bit then left because this type of events are not really of my taste seeing all the two- facenes and acting by all the people in there, refusing all the drinks just drinking standard water which seems peculiar for people. Seems like different world in a way, probably because of life experiences and everybody living in a lala land. Husband father who is more materialistic in a way saying what is happening failed student, that is polite way of saying what a shitt. job you have while my son got a good job recently in his profession(electrical engineer) while working with him in his plumb firm until recently not being listed as employee so not to pay tax, paying to his son some little money, husband saying that he has to repay himself for them paying for his college. But I just brushed it under the rug like most times in such cases, but I do not see it as shitt. but respect it as every other job, even more so because there is something respectable in it at least.
Sister gave birth to child almost all day for 11 hours so respect to her, men would probably die in a half way through it. On that day I was on work and prior to that had argument with mom and her because I was fed with some things. Child had difficulty getting out, like it did not want to get out, maybe knowing what is coming. In work it is standard as usual, getting disgusted by people rottenest every day. Recently there was one older lady who came to the state bank to late when there was closing, that is few seconds prior to closing so I told her that is closed, employees said to close it because there were other people inside who were not finished yet. She started rebelling and try to slip through but I blocked her entrance saying it is closed(I also do not understand this people coming in the last seconds prior to closing). Then she said this job should not be done by scumbags but by educated people on what I replied sarcastically that they employ scumbags for this jobs and that I am one of the lowest kind and started laughing. On that she became even more pissed and said she will go to television, etc... and went away.
Next day while I had free day she came to appeal to bank manager who as I said before is also case for herself. She said to other officer that I closed five minutes earlier and went to manager to appeal. Next day on work she did not summon me (bank manager), but when I came to write in hours she said she thought I would tell her what happened. I said it is not truth that I closed it five minutes earlier(she looked at cameras and seen that it was 15 s left, my watch goes 15 s early). She said that that lady did not said that but that she was some 200 hundred meters from me 5 min to closing which was not truth and I can not read peoples minds where they are going on a busy walkway. She said it was not nice to close to older women and to let people in if they come at last minute and that I was insulting her which was not the case, it was other way around. Women(she said she was 85) laying through her teeth, while probably being some religious zealot, I would not be surprised(even we had cases with that people starting to pray in front of us) I said I did not know to let people in at last second. Even if I did probably she would say why I did it, she has bias against me because she likes to have everything like she wants. Robot men - everything has to be by the book. Do not know for what this people live for constantly fearing for every tiny detail. I was wearing also once cap so she in an instant saw it on camera and said to put it down. Second time she saw it on camera while I was wearing it(when she leaves we gave ourselves a little bit of relief and can do some normal things which she sees as non normal). For this second time I said the firm gave me approval to wear it but she said she does not care she wants to be it as she wants. she also caught me two times while reading a book and having tablet so said that to the controller.
So now I read it when she goes away because she has shorter working hours - 8 hours, not like we that work 12, 5 hours. Sometimes one that works shorter shift goes earlier, it is not allowed but nobody knows. One college was once caught but nothing happened because there were less workers, they needed workers. Maybe there would be a day when someone starts slamming her head on the desk and I will be standing by and saying this is what happens when you do not show people who protect you some respect because they would not end up protecting you. I would of course not be idle but help her because I would sorry her but I have to be honest that it sometimes crossed my mind.There was and one case when one women who has money came and started verbally abusing employee that is a nice women, she made mistake so this women who thinks she can do as she pleases started harassing her and as this employee backed more she attacked more then I steeped in and she got in a bit argument with me and then continued and left. Employee later thanked me and said that that women called her twice so that she-employee apologize for her mistake and she said she wanted also public apology from me and that her husband will came next day. Some poor scare tactics. This sounded like there would be some fun next day but I was unfortunately free that day but work colleagues said she came alone and looked for me and when she did not see me she started crying like a kid who is used to get everything he wants, and probably does most of times. Now I see her regularly and she did not say anything to me.
There were and cases when these women and men tried to get through line so I stop them. There were often cases when women were strongly projecting saying we let everyone but not them on which I said yes, we have a grudge on you on which they get even more pissed and leave. I let through line invalids, women with kids and people with crutches and dire condition and open door for them or write something for them if they do not see well so they thank you often for that. Some in other hand start rebelling because of that, when there was a women with kid I tried to get her through the line but one men said I also have kid in car so she said she did not want to go through line if people rebel. I was thinking because it was summer then she at least took it with her not left it to boil in the car. i was thinking this women has kid for sake,. Some on the other hand maybe take kids to go through line and take crutches but when you see them leaving they are practically running. Slimy people. That is really disgusting, seeing old people doing that practically at they deathbed. some get through because you can not pay attention all the time, in the morning it is ok, latter in the day you just want to finish and get home.
I also found out that this one guy I work with is a pathological liar, he promised twice some things and did not kept it and did not answer phone calls after that while talking about that being the sign of not respecting prior to that, while after that making same lame excuses and talking behind people backs. He is an actor saying what you want to hear but not sharing same opinion. This week he did not go to work and called to say he ended up puking in hospital and on infusion, prior to that he said his father ended up in hospital also puking so he could not keep a promise, and as far as I know you do not get infusion for puking. He said he was sick but came to job to send doctor report via fax while he did not go to firm so he could not be seen as not being sick and he called me to say to firm he was sick while not answering firm calls saying his mobile was not on. If it was not on they could not get it to ring which they did. Then he also said that he did not have money on mobile phone for call but could call me to do him favor and call the firm to ask for fax. When other guy I work with asked about what did he eat to start puking he did not tell. He thinks obviously that we are retards while he is that which is being exposed lightly. Probably the best thing to keep him at distance because either way I do not trust much of what he is saying. There was also incident when he threatened one women. She is a painter, one Russian women, seems nice from talk with her(gave also free picture to this other work colleague that is good guy) that has her pictures in bank for selling. One women bought the picture but from I understood he took the money and said to give her back soon.
From what I understood he waited for paycheck but it was late so this women came to bank manager which was shocked but he paid back and balanced the situation with lies and nice talk(he is convincing). He also said to us that she was not normal that he said to her that he will pay it as soon as possible but she wanted it now so he got pissed and did not want to pay it. but I asked her to show us text messages with him and it showed that he took the money going with that old story my father is in a hospital I need money but she did not want it asap but waited for it a week. Problem is that she did not show this messages to the meager so he get away with it. he is also involved in other murky businesses from what I understood. He wants to go to be mercenary on a ship, that is that ships that sail at the coast of Somalia, paycheck is big- about almost 4000 euros while this we have is 400 euros. We explained to him, other work colleague(which also reads alternative news and is open minded) and I the situation for Somali people but it seems only thing he wants is money. He came with this excuse of being sick because if you work more then standard 180 hours a month you do not get paid for overtime, that is if you get more work hours over the limit your pay per hour decreases so you got lower wage then those who have below standard or in line with it like I got for previous month little less wage then this two guys who work with me while having 20-30 hours more then them. This is real apsurdistan. He knew that and also said that he will do that but hiss memory is obviously not the stronger side and I can expect this next week some stories of him "ending" in hospital but never mind when he called me being in hospital I heard him walking. Either way, now there iare surplus workers who are going to get probably fired so if he keep going like that he ll get what he wanted.
I am tired and sick of this kind of people and had it enough and gladly await comets to zero the field and end this decadence for the sake of seeing at least some bit of justice in this corrupt and rotten world. They deserve no more then fire.
Sister gave birth to child almost all day for 11 hours so respect to her, men would probably die in a half way through it. On that day I was on work and prior to that had argument with mom and her because I was fed with some things. Child had difficulty getting out, like it did not want to get out, maybe knowing what is coming. In work it is standard as usual, getting disgusted by people rottenest every day. Recently there was one older lady who came to the state bank to late when there was closing, that is few seconds prior to closing so I told her that is closed, employees said to close it because there were other people inside who were not finished yet. She started rebelling and try to slip through but I blocked her entrance saying it is closed(I also do not understand this people coming in the last seconds prior to closing). Then she said this job should not be done by scumbags but by educated people on what I replied sarcastically that they employ scumbags for this jobs and that I am one of the lowest kind and started laughing. On that she became even more pissed and said she will go to television, etc... and went away.
Next day while I had free day she came to appeal to bank manager who as I said before is also case for herself. She said to other officer that I closed five minutes earlier and went to manager to appeal. Next day on work she did not summon me (bank manager), but when I came to write in hours she said she thought I would tell her what happened. I said it is not truth that I closed it five minutes earlier(she looked at cameras and seen that it was 15 s left, my watch goes 15 s early). She said that that lady did not said that but that she was some 200 hundred meters from me 5 min to closing which was not truth and I can not read peoples minds where they are going on a busy walkway. She said it was not nice to close to older women and to let people in if they come at last minute and that I was insulting her which was not the case, it was other way around. Women(she said she was 85) laying through her teeth, while probably being some religious zealot, I would not be surprised(even we had cases with that people starting to pray in front of us) I said I did not know to let people in at last second. Even if I did probably she would say why I did it, she has bias against me because she likes to have everything like she wants. Robot men - everything has to be by the book. Do not know for what this people live for constantly fearing for every tiny detail. I was wearing also once cap so she in an instant saw it on camera and said to put it down. Second time she saw it on camera while I was wearing it(when she leaves we gave ourselves a little bit of relief and can do some normal things which she sees as non normal). For this second time I said the firm gave me approval to wear it but she said she does not care she wants to be it as she wants. she also caught me two times while reading a book and having tablet so said that to the controller.
So now I read it when she goes away because she has shorter working hours - 8 hours, not like we that work 12, 5 hours. Sometimes one that works shorter shift goes earlier, it is not allowed but nobody knows. One college was once caught but nothing happened because there were less workers, they needed workers. Maybe there would be a day when someone starts slamming her head on the desk and I will be standing by and saying this is what happens when you do not show people who protect you some respect because they would not end up protecting you. I would of course not be idle but help her because I would sorry her but I have to be honest that it sometimes crossed my mind.There was and one case when one women who has money came and started verbally abusing employee that is a nice women, she made mistake so this women who thinks she can do as she pleases started harassing her and as this employee backed more she attacked more then I steeped in and she got in a bit argument with me and then continued and left. Employee later thanked me and said that that women called her twice so that she-employee apologize for her mistake and she said she wanted also public apology from me and that her husband will came next day. Some poor scare tactics. This sounded like there would be some fun next day but I was unfortunately free that day but work colleagues said she came alone and looked for me and when she did not see me she started crying like a kid who is used to get everything he wants, and probably does most of times. Now I see her regularly and she did not say anything to me.
There were and cases when these women and men tried to get through line so I stop them. There were often cases when women were strongly projecting saying we let everyone but not them on which I said yes, we have a grudge on you on which they get even more pissed and leave. I let through line invalids, women with kids and people with crutches and dire condition and open door for them or write something for them if they do not see well so they thank you often for that. Some in other hand start rebelling because of that, when there was a women with kid I tried to get her through the line but one men said I also have kid in car so she said she did not want to go through line if people rebel. I was thinking because it was summer then she at least took it with her not left it to boil in the car. i was thinking this women has kid for sake,. Some on the other hand maybe take kids to go through line and take crutches but when you see them leaving they are practically running. Slimy people. That is really disgusting, seeing old people doing that practically at they deathbed. some get through because you can not pay attention all the time, in the morning it is ok, latter in the day you just want to finish and get home.
I also found out that this one guy I work with is a pathological liar, he promised twice some things and did not kept it and did not answer phone calls after that while talking about that being the sign of not respecting prior to that, while after that making same lame excuses and talking behind people backs. He is an actor saying what you want to hear but not sharing same opinion. This week he did not go to work and called to say he ended up puking in hospital and on infusion, prior to that he said his father ended up in hospital also puking so he could not keep a promise, and as far as I know you do not get infusion for puking. He said he was sick but came to job to send doctor report via fax while he did not go to firm so he could not be seen as not being sick and he called me to say to firm he was sick while not answering firm calls saying his mobile was not on. If it was not on they could not get it to ring which they did. Then he also said that he did not have money on mobile phone for call but could call me to do him favor and call the firm to ask for fax. When other guy I work with asked about what did he eat to start puking he did not tell. He thinks obviously that we are retards while he is that which is being exposed lightly. Probably the best thing to keep him at distance because either way I do not trust much of what he is saying. There was also incident when he threatened one women. She is a painter, one Russian women, seems nice from talk with her(gave also free picture to this other work colleague that is good guy) that has her pictures in bank for selling. One women bought the picture but from I understood he took the money and said to give her back soon.
From what I understood he waited for paycheck but it was late so this women came to bank manager which was shocked but he paid back and balanced the situation with lies and nice talk(he is convincing). He also said to us that she was not normal that he said to her that he will pay it as soon as possible but she wanted it now so he got pissed and did not want to pay it. but I asked her to show us text messages with him and it showed that he took the money going with that old story my father is in a hospital I need money but she did not want it asap but waited for it a week. Problem is that she did not show this messages to the meager so he get away with it. he is also involved in other murky businesses from what I understood. He wants to go to be mercenary on a ship, that is that ships that sail at the coast of Somalia, paycheck is big- about almost 4000 euros while this we have is 400 euros. We explained to him, other work colleague(which also reads alternative news and is open minded) and I the situation for Somali people but it seems only thing he wants is money. He came with this excuse of being sick because if you work more then standard 180 hours a month you do not get paid for overtime, that is if you get more work hours over the limit your pay per hour decreases so you got lower wage then those who have below standard or in line with it like I got for previous month little less wage then this two guys who work with me while having 20-30 hours more then them. This is real apsurdistan. He knew that and also said that he will do that but hiss memory is obviously not the stronger side and I can expect this next week some stories of him "ending" in hospital but never mind when he called me being in hospital I heard him walking. Either way, now there iare surplus workers who are going to get probably fired so if he keep going like that he ll get what he wanted.
I am tired and sick of this kind of people and had it enough and gladly await comets to zero the field and end this decadence for the sake of seeing at least some bit of justice in this corrupt and rotten world. They deserve no more then fire.
