happyliza
The Living Force
Last night when I went to bed I was feeling very low and stressed which was purely caused by a silly argument with my b/f just for getting home late! Prior to that I was very happy as I had achieved a bit more that normal during the day and had made some improvements to my space/sanctuary! To be honest I think it was the awful effects of the virus still as you get constant mood swings.
Anyway internally I had hit the floor and was crying inside and had been lying in bed for about 10 minutes when this undescribable envelope of loving energy totally infused and surround me, touching every cell and fibre throughout me. It felt so calming, soothing, serene and so immensely full of love that you just cannot normally experience in normal life. I immediately felt so awed and elated and incredulously grateful all at the same time instantly recognizing the beautiful message that i was not alone and that i was being given inner peace and tranquility. I wil never forget this incredible feeling - and the 'love' embrace stayed with me for at least 5 minutes.
On top of that I have been studying 'In an Unspoken Voice' by Peter Levine and seriously working on listening to my body and learning how to let go of trauma etc. Well it immediately 'occurred to me?' to use this special energy to help rid myself of all the pent-up feelings and maybe even some of the trauma. Immediately my body reacted and went through the motions of wriggling, groaning, and releasing, twitching uncontrollably (as i felt in a safe place to do so with such love) that I just totally let 'myself' go. This went on for about maybe ten minutes but at the time I had no sense of time so that is just a guess. Well I sure felt alot of 'stuff/stuck' release and felt a whole lot lighter for it to say the least.
I just wanted to share this with peeps - it is so rare to hear good stuff now on our planet!
There was also another time when I experienced a similar occurrence. This must have been around 2006 - a couple of years after my son had died and although my studies had taught me the understanding and facts I was still raw inside. I attended an 'energy experiencing' workshop (it was much more than this but I cannot remember the actual name of the workshop). This was perhaps the penultimate training that I did with the Academy of Conscientiology, and it was held on their campus in Portugal. An entity was speaking though my trainer at this moment (people later described seeing a reptilian type face superimposed on the trainer so could be who/what was talking but at the time there was no mention of such reptilians in any of the training - a red flag now I guess). Previously we had done many facial clairvoyancy exercises so this was not alarming at the time.
Part of this training was to experience the energy emanating through our trainer and we were allowed to ask a question to the entity. The question was meant to be about the training however in my raw state I could only think about Michael so asked how is my son and what is de doing? The reply came was that he was fine and was preparing to recycle - for his next incarnation. I was so drained to get feedback that I forgot to ask any more questions and the entity kindly told me 'To go in Peace' My impression was that he/it was from a prietly/monastic background - especially with such a choice of words. I did not feel anything negative though. I then went to lie back down on my mat as we were instructed to do.
BTW we were told that the excess energy in the room from this exercise would be sent to the next village and hospital for their benefit.
When I lay on my mat I was immediately enveloped with this same loving energy and experience that I had last night. So much so that I really did feel the peace - and had kept his words in my head at the time. I was put into a very very deep and serenely peaceful sleep that to describe it is impossible other than to say that it was so deep it felt like a sleep of eternity. This was not part of the training session and when I woke up I found that I had missed the next part of the training, however, the sleep and de-stressing calmness was so important for me that no part of the session would have come close to what I was allowed to experience. Afterwards my trainer explained that I experienced that as it was more beneficial for me at the time. I totally agree!
I have to say from those that were clairvoyant and described the entity as having like two gill type incisions on either side of its/his face, it does sound a bit reptilian, and the word reptilian was used to describe what they saw after the event during informal discussions.
Any feedback gratefully received.
Anyway internally I had hit the floor and was crying inside and had been lying in bed for about 10 minutes when this undescribable envelope of loving energy totally infused and surround me, touching every cell and fibre throughout me. It felt so calming, soothing, serene and so immensely full of love that you just cannot normally experience in normal life. I immediately felt so awed and elated and incredulously grateful all at the same time instantly recognizing the beautiful message that i was not alone and that i was being given inner peace and tranquility. I wil never forget this incredible feeling - and the 'love' embrace stayed with me for at least 5 minutes.
On top of that I have been studying 'In an Unspoken Voice' by Peter Levine and seriously working on listening to my body and learning how to let go of trauma etc. Well it immediately 'occurred to me?' to use this special energy to help rid myself of all the pent-up feelings and maybe even some of the trauma. Immediately my body reacted and went through the motions of wriggling, groaning, and releasing, twitching uncontrollably (as i felt in a safe place to do so with such love) that I just totally let 'myself' go. This went on for about maybe ten minutes but at the time I had no sense of time so that is just a guess. Well I sure felt alot of 'stuff/stuck' release and felt a whole lot lighter for it to say the least.
I just wanted to share this with peeps - it is so rare to hear good stuff now on our planet!
There was also another time when I experienced a similar occurrence. This must have been around 2006 - a couple of years after my son had died and although my studies had taught me the understanding and facts I was still raw inside. I attended an 'energy experiencing' workshop (it was much more than this but I cannot remember the actual name of the workshop). This was perhaps the penultimate training that I did with the Academy of Conscientiology, and it was held on their campus in Portugal. An entity was speaking though my trainer at this moment (people later described seeing a reptilian type face superimposed on the trainer so could be who/what was talking but at the time there was no mention of such reptilians in any of the training - a red flag now I guess). Previously we had done many facial clairvoyancy exercises so this was not alarming at the time.
Part of this training was to experience the energy emanating through our trainer and we were allowed to ask a question to the entity. The question was meant to be about the training however in my raw state I could only think about Michael so asked how is my son and what is de doing? The reply came was that he was fine and was preparing to recycle - for his next incarnation. I was so drained to get feedback that I forgot to ask any more questions and the entity kindly told me 'To go in Peace' My impression was that he/it was from a prietly/monastic background - especially with such a choice of words. I did not feel anything negative though. I then went to lie back down on my mat as we were instructed to do.
BTW we were told that the excess energy in the room from this exercise would be sent to the next village and hospital for their benefit.
When I lay on my mat I was immediately enveloped with this same loving energy and experience that I had last night. So much so that I really did feel the peace - and had kept his words in my head at the time. I was put into a very very deep and serenely peaceful sleep that to describe it is impossible other than to say that it was so deep it felt like a sleep of eternity. This was not part of the training session and when I woke up I found that I had missed the next part of the training, however, the sleep and de-stressing calmness was so important for me that no part of the session would have come close to what I was allowed to experience. Afterwards my trainer explained that I experienced that as it was more beneficial for me at the time. I totally agree!
I have to say from those that were clairvoyant and described the entity as having like two gill type incisions on either side of its/his face, it does sound a bit reptilian, and the word reptilian was used to describe what they saw after the event during informal discussions.
Any feedback gratefully received.
