indigosociety.com

[beautifulmind]

My email to Laura:

"Laura, I realize that you don't know me at and after reading some of your articles from Cassiopaea you are likely hesistant to connect with strangers but so far, you are one of the few people on the net who seems to have come to similar conclusions as I have regarding the new age agenda.

I wrote to you a few weeks back to get the full article on new age cointelpro and then again to link you to indigosociety.com to ask for your opinion of the site. I was hoping to get some help in exposing what I strongly feel is happening there which is the same phenomenon that is occuring at GLP.com. The sites are being run by networks of cointelpro agents.

Just yesterday I had further comfirmation of this regarding IndigoSociety.com by discovering one of it's 'former' (I use quotes because I am not convinced he is not moderating) moderators is a criminal with a history of felonys that it would seem he has not served any jail time for. The moderator member's un is Miamisound. He has been involved with the forum since 2007. His real name is Ivan Camilo Paugam. You can read more about Ivan here http://www.jailbase.com/en/arrested/fl-mdc/2010-10-31/ivan-camilo-paugam-100084849. Through that page by clicking on the questions link I was able to see his arrest history and was surprised by the confusion of it. The birthdates seem incorrect in comparison to his given age on the first link. Also it appears that some of the files of the cases he has listed are marked "destroyed". Some of the offenses seem active and say that they cannot be paid online yet when searching for warrants for Ivan, none seem to exist. In an attempt to call the clerk to see what more information I could obtain, the line was cut off so I do not know if he has done any jail time for any of these offenses. And that is the extent of my investigative skills...

I realize Ivan is only one person on the forum but I have reason to believe much of the forum is run by members connected with Freemasonry, the military and psychological agencies. I appeal to you because I think you have made attempts to expose this sort of thing in your own experiences and have done so somewhat succesfully. I would understand you not wanting to get further involved in these dealings but I would appreciate and advice, tips, resources that you could provide that I could use to further expose this.

I am open to any questions about myself and willing to undergo any background checks from you that you may have. I am really a nobody just trying to live and heal from my own life. I do believe I have been targeted by these factions my entire life and am only beginning to understand the extent. I guess it has become important to me to expose the mind control going on so that others can heal too.

I hope this message find you well and in health for the new year coming and if nothing else, thank you for the work you have done thus far in your investigations into the new age and cointelpro on the net." composed December 2010

...And that is why I have come to this forum and the information I wish to share. I have more to add, my own personal experiences and observation from interacting with this forum since the fall of 2008 to present.

I am open to questions but I just ask for your patience as I am also trying to chronicle all of the puzzle pieces that have given me this picture. Thanks in advance for your interest, patience and understanding.

 

[beautifulmind]

Indigo Society.com was created by Daniel Fischer sometime in 2006. Here is the press release about it's being on the net:

http://www.prleap.com/pr/57161/

And here is the website of the creator Daniel Fischer:

http://www.danielfischer.com/

Currently Daniel has very little to do with the forum and rarely makes an appearance there. In 2008 when I joined ( and I may share the circumstances as to why I joined later) he posted fairly regularly in the forum if only in a very superficial capacity. Recently I have wondered if he has anything to do with the forum at all, has possibly sold it as now he has a core group of moderators who run the forum.

In 2008 when I joined, the two main moderators at the time (that I was aware of) were Miamisound who I mentioned in the intro above and a woman who still remains and moderates there by the UN SSHenry. Over time I learned some things about SSHenry which over time put up red flags but also gave me more insight as to her behavior in the forum.

SSHenry up until a year ago worked for the US government though I do not know in what capacity exactly.
Her husband is military as well as her family of origin.

She is a published author. Her book is entitled "Apology for the Devil" which has heavy luciferian overtones

On Indigo Society she regularly posts 'teaching/preaching' type posts. They are often in large colored font as to distinguish them for some reason. Her Indigo Society blog has an 'Alice in Wonderland' theme with frequent monarch programming triggers.

Also, her UN interested me for a long time, ofc it felt like a military reference and then I learned where the SS term originated from:
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Schutzstaffel

But it is also the initials of her first and middle name.

It hasn't been until the last six months that all of these little details have made any sense to me. More to come later on...

 

[salleles]

Hi beautifulmind, why did you register at indigosociety.com in the first place?

This thread might give you some clues about the Indigo concept.

 

[Woodsman]

Hoo boy. That certainly sounds like a can of worms.

I look forward to reading the full account once you have it all assembled.

 

[beautifulmind]

Hi beautifulmind, why did you register at indigosociety.com in the first place?

This thread might give you some clues about the Indigo concept.

Thank you for directing me to that thread. It's long but I was able to read some of Lauras OP. I feel she may be onto something if I read it correctly - that psychopaths are being called 'indigo' and are being nurtured and protected. It's true that many of the individuals at IS who identify as indigo do have psychopathic tendendies.

The story of why I registered in 2008 is a long one. I will try to condense it as much as I can.

For years prior I had been healing from sexual abuse. I had/have dissociative disorder and began to recover memories around 2000/01. I had been raised catholic and had huge amounts of anger towards the catholic church and religion in general (at the time though I didn't fully understand why as I do now). I had been on religious forums arguing with people as a way to release this anger when I came across the term 'starseed'. When I learned what that term meant, it fit almost everything about me. Also at the same time I was having experiences I could not explain. In the summer of 2008 I was waking up at 333 am every morning. Often times these wake up calls would be accompanied with extreme fear or tones in my ears or vibrations all throughout my body. As I looked into the starseed stuff, this would be explained as 'activations' from my star family. Also that summer our area of the midwest sustained severe flooding. Not only did I know the extent of the damage before it occured but I also realized that I was feeling the emotions of the people around me. It was an overwhelming time and I was also having to cope as I had small children to care for. So I looked for forums for starseeds and indigo society was one of the first that came up. It was my hope that this community could help me make sense of what was happening to me. Unfortunatly what I experienced was the opposite.

 

[beautifulmind]

I have my own theorys of what is going on with the indigo starseed thing. In the last six months I learned about Dr. Andrijah Puharich and his tooth implants, channeling group, and the turkey farms where children with 'special gifts' like Uri Gellar were taken.

Just in the last year I have remembered events of ritual abuse in my childhood as well as instances that seem to point to some sort of mind control program. In reveiwing memories I was able to retain over the years about my mother who was my main abuser it would seem that those memories point to a strong possibility that she was involved in the MKultra monarch program. She was essentially and in many ways still is a handled prostitute.

I have wondered for myself if the term starseed came or was presented to me to shut down an awakening within me and that my joining indigo society and what I experienced there was further work to shut me down. For a good year I was distracted with 'going home', seeing people shapeshift into reptilians (which I now believe was induced halucination through mind control) and being continually mind screwed by people on IS. I am fairly convinced that this is the 'job' the people of IS are paid to do - keep people from realizing the extent of what is going on with the control factions of the world and the enslavement of humanity.

I don't know if 'indigo children' really exist. I do know there are children that seem to embody a level of consciousness that is more evolved than most of humanity but those children I see repeatedly repressed and not heralded. These children are drugged, diagnosed with mental illness, etc. The people running IS IMO are not consciously evolved children. They are people pretending to be indigo or aligned with what is sold as the indigo idea in new age but are mostly psychopaths promoting psychopathic behavior. Another thing I should mention is that many of them either ARE Freemasons or are connected with it or other myster schools like rosicrucians.

 

[Woodsman]

Holy smokes, what a maze and a mine-field you've been living in!

I think the best place to start is to do a lot of reading. The recommended books lists, http://cassiopaea.org/forum/index.php?topic=4718.msg31032#msg31032 and the Wave http://cassiopaea.org/cass/waveindex.htm and Adventures series. http://www.cassiopaea.com/cassiopaea/adventures001.htm have a lot to offer.

These are filled with all kinds of knowledge and down-to-earth sense. The New Age tar pit and its practitioners are designed, I think, to keep people from waking up, and it seems you have worked out that the hard way. Objective Reality is a big deal around here, people here are constantly trying to strip away wooo-wooo nonsense ideas which litter the field in an effort to get down to what is real. Typically, anything or anyone who says, "You are special!" is probably a pied piper feeding the ego. The label "Starseed" is pretty special sounding.

This isn't to say that some souls didn't incarnate to help fight darkness and change the world; but the way this is done, (as I understand it), is a little anti-climactic, unromantic and basic, and those with big egos and red satin capes are not likely going to be interested. I think many of us are here to lock down a certain vibration, and I guess you can label those sorts of people with special-sounding titles, but it doesn't happen much and it's kind of counter-productive. The way to hold the 'good' vibration is through the act of learning and searching and growing strong and healthy in our day-to-day lives. It is quite literally done simply by learning what is true and false and choosing and working to live according to that truth. One term which comes up is, "cleaning the machine".

That means, recognizing our automatic nature and intending and working our way towards less-automatic behaviors. Emotionalism, egotism, predatorial behavior, self-destructive behavior, lying to oneself and others. . , any kind of behavior which a robot could perform. This is stuff which EVERYBODY does. Cleaning the machine means learning how to recognize those parts of us, and choosing to work towards their elimination.

The fact of the matter is that people are filled with LOTS of garbage programming, and one of the things which happens here is that when somebody starts sounding as though they are acting out a bit of internal programming, it is pointed out. This makes you think twice about your motivations for saying anything, makes you look inward, and this brings a starting awareness of our automatic natures. It allows us to confront the ego and the internal predator. When all that stuff becomes better understood and recognized, it becomes possible to work towards a less-automatic behavior set, toward shrinking the predator and increasing the true soul. It's a lot of work, but it's the most honest and least wooo-wooo version of spiritual schooling I've ever come across. It's one which encourages people to become strong in both body and mind through attention to proper nutrition, de-toxification, exercise, breathing, etc. Working out how to be healthy and what makes a healthy body and mind is part of the process.

If a person goes to a spiritual healer and says, "Tell me what to do!" then how will that person know that if the advice given is REALLY good? Working on trust alone is a bad idea, because we usually don't have enough information to decide if a teacher is trust-worthy or not. And so instead, what is done here is that we each seek into the world, find information about how to be strong and healthy in both body and mind, bring that information back here, and through a collective effort using strict critical analysis and the application of science, that information is processed, and examined and if it passes muster, employed. And by gum, it works!

There is a LOT of great collected knowledge here. One of the first things people are encouraged to investigate is how to eat healthy food which best suits their body type. When you eat clean and eliminate toxins in your body, your mind is able to grow much more sharp and capable, and that's really step one. A sharp mind is essential to growing strong and able to resist the attacks of the world and its menagerie of creepy-crawlies.

So a lot of the basic work and discussion done here really based on everyday stuff, using many tools found within our normal human realm. There is a hyper-dimensional connection; the channeled material is enormously useful, but it is strongly encouraged that it not be the primary source of information. Objective, critical research done in the real world is strongly recommended. The channeled stuff isn't always right, and in the end, it's our ability to learn in the reality we inhabit that makes people strong. This is considered a bit humdrum and perhaps too normal for many who are seeking 'spirituality', but around here, (and I hope others will pardon me for trying to sum up what I think this forum is partly about, and will correct me if I am mis-stating things), basic homework-style, humble research is considered very important; what we discover forms the structure of our personal knowledge tree.

It's not sexy, there aren't any fancy hats or mysterious rituals, and largely because of that, I think, it's extremely effective.

And it's a lot of fun! I often feel like a kid out on a field trip looking at ants, deer droppings and pine cones under a magnifying glass, learning about the world for the first time.

Anyway. . , that was all a bit long-winded. I apologize.

I'm sure others will have things to add. :)

And please, do continue with your story. It is intriguing!

 

[beautifulmind]

Thank you for explaining about the forum here. It sounds very much like where I am at and how I operate currently in my life. I have to acknowledge though if one were to go to indigo society and ask what THAT forum was about, a response similar to yours would be provided minus the indigo starseed disclaimer as they tend to strongly embrace those concepts (at least towards individuals that they think are easily persuaded). My point being, that I appreciate the welcome and support but of course I am cautious about being here.

It's a little difficult for me chronicalling this story and why I am sharing this info in your forum. Many things have occured since 2008.

One thing I want to mention is that before 2008 I did not know what Freemasonry was, never knew mystery schools existed either. I also was not aware then that I had people involved with masons in my own family. That is how in the dark I was.

When I joined IS, I was immediately confronted with a core group of members who targeted me from the get go. Ivan (Miamisound) was one of them. Later on I slowly learned that many of those targetting me in the forum were either connected with Freemasonry (like with IORG or DeMolay) or were masons. Some here in the US and even some abroad. I didn't understand it as I had no prior knowledge or prejudice of freemasonry. At some point after remembering the ritual abuse and then doing some research online about masonry and then ask my mother about her marriages, the pieces began to fit together as to why I was being targeted and shut down in the forum. I began asking question there and that was not received well at all. I began confronting the manipulation and abuse of myself and others and ultimately I was banned for doing so. I was invited to another smaller forum that I later found out was run by the same folks and they tried to do more of the same in that forum. Most recently I discovered that someone I thought was a friend from IS had been assigned to me all along.

But these parts are just my experiences. PLease be patient as I plan to include more about the IS forum, the mods and members to support my belief that the forum is set up and run as a cointelpro forum and not just infiltrated by random people. More later...

 

[Woodsman]

Thank you for explaining about the forum here. It sounds very much like where I am at and how I operate currently in my life. I have to acknowledge though if one were to go to indigo society and ask what THAT forum was about, a response similar to yours would be provided minus the indigo starseed disclaimer as they tend to strongly embrace those concepts (at least towards individuals that they think are easily persuaded). My point being, that I appreciate the welcome and support but of course I am cautious about being here.

Very wise.

I can see how I might have come off a bit like a salesman there. I've had very positive experiences with this forum and I've watched it grow from its inception, so my perspective definitely carries some enthusiasm, though to be fair, I do think it is objectively based. But that perspective is mine. You'll have to figure out on your own it's relative value to you.

Anyway. Please pardon my rambling.

 

[clerck de bonk]

Thank you for explaining about the forum here. It sounds very much like where I am at and how I operate currently in my life. I have to acknowledge though if one were to go to indigo society and ask what THAT forum was about, a response similar to yours would be provided minus the indigo starseed disclaimer as they tend to strongly embrace those concepts (at least towards individuals that they think are easily persuaded). My point being, that I appreciate the welcome and support but of course I am cautious about being here.

Very wise.

I can see how I might have come off a bit like a salesman there. I've had very positive experiences with this forum and I've watched it grow from its inception, so my perspective definitely carries some enthusiasm, though to be fair, I do think it is objectively based. But that perspective is mine. You'll have to figure out on your own it's relative value to you.

Anyway. Please pardon my rambling.

@ Woodsman: Someone has to be the "salesman" and IMO You did a good job ;)
@ beautifulmind: IMO Your cautiousness is healthy, looking forward to reading Your posts and please do search the forum it is as mentioned a treasure trove.

 

[anart]

My point being, that I appreciate the welcome and support but of course I am cautious about being here.

I think it's really important to realize that this forum is a research forum. We do not try to convince anyone of anything. If you or anyone else is not comfortable here, it is very simple, you click on that little red X in the top corner of your screen and leave, no hard feelings on any side.

This forum exists for a very particular purpose and that is to attempt to approach an Objective understanding (the Truth) of this reality/ourselves/the Universe. All that contributes to that Objective understanding is of value here and all that distracts from it is discouraged and limited. If, after reading and interacting here, you are still not comfortable, then no one will think twice about your leaving - happens every day and we have work to do, so we don't really have time to fret over such things. In short, perhaps just relaxing a bit and reading and learning would be the best focus of energy at this point in time. fwiw.

 

[salleles]

What anart said. For the moment, just lean back and keep reading.

A 'guerrilla war' against sites who banned you is NEVER a proper solution, beautifulmind.

 

[beautifulmind]

My point being, that I appreciate the welcome and support but of course I am cautious about being here.

I think it's really important to realize that this forum is a research forum. We do not try to convince anyone of anything. If you or anyone else is not comfortable here, it is very simple, you click on that little red X in the top corner of your screen and leave, no hard feelings on any side.

This forum exists for a very particular purpose and that is to attempt to approach an Objective understanding (the Truth) of this reality/ourselves/the Universe. All that contributes to that Objective understanding is of value here and all that distracts from it is discouraged and limited. If, after reading and interacting here, you are still not comfortable, then no one will think twice about your leaving - happens every day and we have work to do, so we don't really have time to fret over such things. In short, perhaps just relaxing a bit and reading and learning would be the best focus of energy at this point in time. fwiw.

It's really nothing against this forum or any of you. I sent this information to Laura before even joining here and her response to me was to post it in the forum so that others would know. Because I appreciate the work she has done in uncovering things with the new age and other forums I am honoring this request. Beyond that I doubt that I will have any further participation here. As for the content of what I am sharing with you about Indigo Society, you can take it or leave it. Not trying to convince anyone of anything. In fact I encourage you to go and observe that forum for yourself.

 

[beautifulmind]

What anart said. For the moment, just lean back and keep reading.

A 'guerrilla war' against sites who banned you is NEVER a proper solution, beautifulmind.

It has less to do with being banned and more to do with being stalked in real life, harrassed, mind controlled, and dealing with attacks from psychotronic devices but go ahead and believe what you will.

What 'guerilla war'? If you have no interest in this information then you are welcome to dismiss it.

 

[truth seeker]

From some of what you've said, I can only think that you must be stressed. Not sure if you've come across the information yet but you may be interested in trying the eiriu eolas breathing program. There is quite a bit of information on the forum. The other thing I would suggest for you to try, if interested, is reading some of the "big 5" books regarding narcissistic wounding that are recommended here. They can be really helpful in assisting us in coming to terms with trauma.