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[ana]

From some of what you've said, I can only think that you must be stressed. Not sure if you've come across the information yet but you may be interested in trying the eiriu eolas breathing program. There is quite a bit of information on the forum. The other thing I would suggest for you to try, if interested, is reading some of the "big 5" books regarding narcissistic wounding that are recommended here. They can be really helpful in assisting us in coming to terms with trauma.

I agree beautifulmind, reading the psychology books plus practicing the eiriu eolas breathing program would be a great way of empowering yourself with more knowledge and will help you enourmously in your healing journey and in continuing your search for truth.
I also think you are doing a good work deciphering what's behind the indigosociety.com through your experiences and knowledge of the site, so thanks for sharing. :)

 

[PopHistorian]

beautifulmind, I just want to put my support behind truthseeker and ana's suggestions, also.