Novelis
Jedi Master
Ok, I had an insight the other day that really made sense, bearing in mind that it's just speculation, I am hoping for views and opinions from others to perhaps clarify this idea, so here goes...
I like the concept of yin and yang (as you can probably gather from not only my picture but also from my various posts), and I love the laws of opposites, hot verses cold, external and internal, dark and light, mutual conquest and etcetera.
From what I can gather, whenever a being seems to start awakening to greater knowledge and awareness, this is when the matrix turns its cogs to inhibit the person from gaining valuable knowledge. This has happened to everyone I know who is waking up, and everyone on the path of knowledge I've come across since the beginning of my "Journey". This includes the writers of the Ra material, our respective Laura Knight Jadczyk, Robert Bruce, basically everyone I've learned valuable lessons from by reading into experiences that resonate with my own sense of curiosity. The problem with the busy Lizzies lies in the fact that when they set up barriers for us, provided we sincerely work through the attacks, they only serve as a confirmation of their presence and influence, and indeed a valuable lesson.
Now, I think especially in the case of Laura for example, you've experienced a lot of external attacks, which come in the form of financial difficulty, tragic occurrences and strange physical anomalies that can't be explained unless a wider perspective is utilized to explain those strange occurrences. When that form of attack is utilized, I think the Lizzies are desperate to neutralise the threat, but by experiencing these attacks, not only do we become much stronger, but they become compelling evidence that everyone can measure and physically comprehend.
The funny thing is, since I've started realising a greater perspective of our current condition, I've experienced mostly internal attacks, which are attachments, demons, past life traumas, depression, anxiety ECT. These experiences also prove as rather useful confirmation that one is on the right path, but it's incredibly difficult to convince anyone else of this. Mostly people will respond by saying "that's psychosomatic", or "Well, dreams are weird...Innit?”
Currently, I don't really have external forms of attacks (Although I am willing to think that maybe there is that I am just not yet aware of), but my financial situation is good, my friends seem really open minded and I am not involved in any relationships... I would have assumed though that if I am on the right track, why would the Lizzies let me have money so I can increase my knowledge? Why haven't I fallen madly in love with someone who is designed to destroy my progress? I read once in the introduction to Falon gong that if one isn't experiencing difficulties and is living rather comfortably, then they are not challenging the dark forces that rule this world, so am I living comfortably? NO! Since day one there has been an onslaught of internal attacks, I realised there is a whole other world that lies internally, and that your external situation always reflects the state of your inner self. Most of my aspirations are internal achievements, like mastering astral travelling, lucid dreams, using the subconscious mind to consume information at an accelerated capacity. These attacks are definitely real, but what is isolating is the fact that I can't express most of my internal realisations that have helped tremendously to change my external situations. I am the happiest I've ever been, I have a sense of peace that can't be described, furthermore, since I can't externalise most of my findings, I cannot help my siblings and family who experience internal turmoil which seems to much to bear for them, but seem obvious to me. Externally, I haven't changed much, but internally, an immeasurable world that only I am sure has changed, I've changed dramatically.
This isn't what I am trying to say though, this isn't just me trying to credit myself, I want to help people who are experiencing internal difficulties, I'm not saying I'm a seer or anything (yet). I do feel like I may have some things to offer, but when I offer advice to people I know, they normally reject what I am saying, so I'd like to know what people think of these incidences:
I have a friend who is thinking about practicing kung fu, a skill I think is very beneficial for not only the mind and body, but primarily for the soul, he was meant to be visiting another friend of mine, someone very knowledgeable and sincere about shaolin kung fu, if my friend was to speak to this guy, I know he would not only learn a lot, but his enthusiasm would be grow deeper. When the time came for my friend to join us for a sparring session however, he said he was busy.
I didn't want to chirp about what I thought regarding how he spends his time, so I didn't say anything, but I know it's a case of priority, in the sense that we will always MAKE time for what we enjoy doing, the insight I had though was that maybe the excuse he used was the Matrix at work, does anyone think that might be the case? I mean, all the Lizzies have to do is tweak a few measurements and voila! The person on the verge of finding something amazing has been stagnated! If this is the case, then there are all sorts of situations I could apply that to, in fact, it makes the reality of how the matrix works rather subtle and scary.
Does this apply to internal attacks as well I wonder? If it would be vastly beneficial for someone to do energy work for example, could the Lizzies concoct equally subtle manipulations to stop the person? Then you have to wonder, if someone dismisses the idea of internal development because for example they feel they are no good at it, is that even them speaking to themselves? Every time I feel that I would rather rest instead of doing work, is that the Matrix again? The scary thing is if the Matrix can disguise themselves as feelings of inadequacies or anxiety, then this immeasurable form of internal manipulation has huge ramifications indeed!
I don't know if I am on to something here or if I've explained myself in a way that is understandable, maybe the matrix has infiltrated my life, subtly changing experiences so that I can't convey this idea properly... Or maybe they changed things to make this post so long winded and boring that no one will care about it... See what I mean?
:D
I like the concept of yin and yang (as you can probably gather from not only my picture but also from my various posts), and I love the laws of opposites, hot verses cold, external and internal, dark and light, mutual conquest and etcetera.
From what I can gather, whenever a being seems to start awakening to greater knowledge and awareness, this is when the matrix turns its cogs to inhibit the person from gaining valuable knowledge. This has happened to everyone I know who is waking up, and everyone on the path of knowledge I've come across since the beginning of my "Journey". This includes the writers of the Ra material, our respective Laura Knight Jadczyk, Robert Bruce, basically everyone I've learned valuable lessons from by reading into experiences that resonate with my own sense of curiosity. The problem with the busy Lizzies lies in the fact that when they set up barriers for us, provided we sincerely work through the attacks, they only serve as a confirmation of their presence and influence, and indeed a valuable lesson.
Now, I think especially in the case of Laura for example, you've experienced a lot of external attacks, which come in the form of financial difficulty, tragic occurrences and strange physical anomalies that can't be explained unless a wider perspective is utilized to explain those strange occurrences. When that form of attack is utilized, I think the Lizzies are desperate to neutralise the threat, but by experiencing these attacks, not only do we become much stronger, but they become compelling evidence that everyone can measure and physically comprehend.
The funny thing is, since I've started realising a greater perspective of our current condition, I've experienced mostly internal attacks, which are attachments, demons, past life traumas, depression, anxiety ECT. These experiences also prove as rather useful confirmation that one is on the right path, but it's incredibly difficult to convince anyone else of this. Mostly people will respond by saying "that's psychosomatic", or "Well, dreams are weird...Innit?”
Currently, I don't really have external forms of attacks (Although I am willing to think that maybe there is that I am just not yet aware of), but my financial situation is good, my friends seem really open minded and I am not involved in any relationships... I would have assumed though that if I am on the right track, why would the Lizzies let me have money so I can increase my knowledge? Why haven't I fallen madly in love with someone who is designed to destroy my progress? I read once in the introduction to Falon gong that if one isn't experiencing difficulties and is living rather comfortably, then they are not challenging the dark forces that rule this world, so am I living comfortably? NO! Since day one there has been an onslaught of internal attacks, I realised there is a whole other world that lies internally, and that your external situation always reflects the state of your inner self. Most of my aspirations are internal achievements, like mastering astral travelling, lucid dreams, using the subconscious mind to consume information at an accelerated capacity. These attacks are definitely real, but what is isolating is the fact that I can't express most of my internal realisations that have helped tremendously to change my external situations. I am the happiest I've ever been, I have a sense of peace that can't be described, furthermore, since I can't externalise most of my findings, I cannot help my siblings and family who experience internal turmoil which seems to much to bear for them, but seem obvious to me. Externally, I haven't changed much, but internally, an immeasurable world that only I am sure has changed, I've changed dramatically.
This isn't what I am trying to say though, this isn't just me trying to credit myself, I want to help people who are experiencing internal difficulties, I'm not saying I'm a seer or anything (yet). I do feel like I may have some things to offer, but when I offer advice to people I know, they normally reject what I am saying, so I'd like to know what people think of these incidences:
I have a friend who is thinking about practicing kung fu, a skill I think is very beneficial for not only the mind and body, but primarily for the soul, he was meant to be visiting another friend of mine, someone very knowledgeable and sincere about shaolin kung fu, if my friend was to speak to this guy, I know he would not only learn a lot, but his enthusiasm would be grow deeper. When the time came for my friend to join us for a sparring session however, he said he was busy.
I didn't want to chirp about what I thought regarding how he spends his time, so I didn't say anything, but I know it's a case of priority, in the sense that we will always MAKE time for what we enjoy doing, the insight I had though was that maybe the excuse he used was the Matrix at work, does anyone think that might be the case? I mean, all the Lizzies have to do is tweak a few measurements and voila! The person on the verge of finding something amazing has been stagnated! If this is the case, then there are all sorts of situations I could apply that to, in fact, it makes the reality of how the matrix works rather subtle and scary.
Does this apply to internal attacks as well I wonder? If it would be vastly beneficial for someone to do energy work for example, could the Lizzies concoct equally subtle manipulations to stop the person? Then you have to wonder, if someone dismisses the idea of internal development because for example they feel they are no good at it, is that even them speaking to themselves? Every time I feel that I would rather rest instead of doing work, is that the Matrix again? The scary thing is if the Matrix can disguise themselves as feelings of inadequacies or anxiety, then this immeasurable form of internal manipulation has huge ramifications indeed!
I don't know if I am on to something here or if I've explained myself in a way that is understandable, maybe the matrix has infiltrated my life, subtly changing experiences so that I can't convey this idea properly... Or maybe they changed things to make this post so long winded and boring that no one will care about it... See what I mean?
:D