Appollynon
Jedi Master
I couldn't agree with you more clerck de bonk, I'd rather not go pestering this neighbour if didn't feel it would help to rule that particular line of thought as suggested. If it were not for the appearance of this sabotaged cable in my home, I would not likely have had any suspicions come up regarding this house/neighbour's goings on or anyone's in my vacinity, other than noticing what I do naturally in my own daily routines.
Jerry there are only two people who have access to my home, and that would be myself and my best friend and housemate, all access from our friends and family’s, comes through us. So that rules out anyone else in my life being able to access my home at any other times without our prior knowledge or say so. My housemate is actually more careful and protective than myself about whom we do or don't let into our home, due to his children's safety and well being coming first before anything else. Amongst my friends, they tend to consider me the most level headed, grounded and self-aware of our circle (their words, not mine), and they do not consider me to be even mildly paranoid, or at least that is what they have told me and shared with others who I’ve spoken too, but they could still feel such a way and not be telling me.
There really isn't any obvious candidate whom I could think of that would have been so angry or upset my actions anytime over the past few years that they would seek to deliberately do such a thing. Although thinking about it, the recent offer I received in December via an Italian friend on my hypnotherapy course, to join an esoteric White Magic group within the upper echelons of Italian Freemasonry (under the tutelage of a friend of this fellow, who was said to be the next in line and being primed to take over the mantle Grandmaster of Freemasonry in Italy) could be a group who were potentially irritated by my point blank refusal to join them, as I told my friend, I was already on the outside looking in, of a very esoteric group of thinkers and would rather stay as I am. However to make any connection between the two, would seem to me, like slightly paranoid thinking to make such a wild connection, and seeing as I have no great knowledge of any White Magic’s or any power or money they would gain from having me join them. I also wouldn't see why or how this group, or any other organisation or individual would gain anything from such an act, I'm just an ordinary young man trying to weave my way through the world, and there's nothing that I would consider different or special about myself that could or would warrant such behaviour or acts, and no real gain I can see from such.
After the advice given, I’m not sure I'll continue trying to knock on this neighbours door, as it was made quite obvious earlier that whoever he is, he doesn't want to talk or say hello. All I might end up doing is just feeding energy into some paranoid aspect of my own psyche that I shouldn't be feeding, and I think I should possibly just carry on as I am and not think about my neighbour again from here on out. I think if I just stay mindful about my home security and protection whilst not allowing myself to have any paranoid fears based on my own conjecture or opinion, this is the healthiest and route to follow. I have no real facts here and other than the physical evidence which may or may not be connected to this neighbour, I may never have any proof or find out who may have been responsible either way, so I shouldn’t dwell on thinking about it, or waste anyone else’s time here discussing it at the length I already have. If I’m being honest, I feel a little embarrassed now bringing this whole thing up
But I am very grateful for the help and support I've recieved from all concerned.
