Last night's (scary) dream....

[ona.alicia]

Hi everyone!

Haven't been in on here in quite a few days...been doing lots of readings, plus finishing schoolwork, taking finals and attending to all the 'things' in life....I had an experience last night that shook me up a bit and I wanted to share this; maybe someone has insight or explanation or maybe I have it figured out.

I was asleep and I guess this was a dream....all I remember is seeing this tall figure in shadow, from a distance...it looked to me like one of those egyptian figures with the jackal head and humanish body that actually seemed more reptilian in appearance...tall, lanky. This being was standing next to a rectangle that was at least as tall as it and much wider, but proportionally, an exact rectangle. It was kind of glowing with a murky whitish light, almost like fog illuminated with headlights from a car. All this figure said to me (telepathically--its mouth didn't move, but I knew what it was saying) was the phrase: "remote viewing". I understood that to mean that it was offering me the gift of "remote viewing"....kind of like it wanted me to look into this rectangle. It scared and startled me; I knew something was wrong and I woke up immediately. I looked at the clock and it was 3:33 a.m. I thought that was strange, but didn't dwell on it because I was more than frightened from this seemingly innocuous dream. It did take well over an hour to get back to sleep. However, all day today I have been think about this "dream" and tonight I was reading Ch. 26 of The Wave. I came across the part where Laura is discussing 353535 and prime numbers with the C's. Then I saw the explanation for '33'. To quote:

"A: Lord of Serpent promises its followers infinite power which they must seek infinite knowledge to gain, for which they pledge allegiance infinitely for which they possess for all eternity, so long as they find infinite wisdom, for which they search for all infinity.

Q: (L) And that is the meaning of the number 33? Well, that is a round robin… a circle you can’t get out of!

A: And therein you have the deception! Remember, those who seek to serve self with supreme power, are doomed only to serve others who seek to serve self, and can only see that which they want to see."

Well, I kind of thought this morning that the shadowy dream figure was offering me the "gift" of remote viewing, but of course, for a price. I didn't think twice. I totally didn't want any part of this scenario and made myself wake up. Maybe that's why I was so scared. Does anyone think it's coincidence concerning the time I woke up (3:33 a.m.) and the message of the dream/message of '33'....or is this just me? I guess I'm looking for confirmation of my intuitions; any insight or thoughts about this would be appreciated.


Thank You,

Ona. Alicia

 

[shadowsaround]

To me I would say that it is enough confirmation to know I wouldn't want to take the gift. Ask and ye shall receive, receive without asking and ye shall be deceived. Coincidence? Maybe, but it is always better to be safe than sorry.

 

[RedFox]

Hi ona.alicia

A few things that may be of use that this reminds me of.
The process of Bidding.
Dark man dreams. See here and here

And the following quote (from the second dark man thread):

While re-reading Laura’s “Riding The Wave – Book 1” in book format, I came across the “Dark Man Dream” on pg.232. Coincidence? I think not.

“…I had a dream that clearly told me that I was in mortal danger if I did not take immediate action. It was the standard “Dark Man Dream” as described by Clarissa Pinkola Estes, a Jungian psychologist, who uses ancient tales as maps to chart our unconscious knowing in her book Women Who Run With Wolves:

The natural predator of the psyche is not only found in fairy tales but also in dreams. There is a universal initiatory dream, one so common that it is remarkable if a person has reached age 25 without having had such a dream. The dream usually causes the person to jolt awake, striving and anxious. The dream usually involves being in a house with danger outside or darkness outside. The dreamer is frightened and frantically tries to obtain assistance. Suddenly they realize the danger is virtually on top of them, or right with them, or cannot be overcome or avoided, or that they have lost. The dreamer awakens instantly, breathing hard, heart pounding. There is a strong physical aspect to having a dream of the predator. The dream is often accompanied by sweats, struggles, hoarse breathing, heart pounding, and sometimes crying and moans of fear. We could say the dream-maker has dispensed with subtle messages to the dreamer and now sends images that shake the neurological and autonomic nervous system of the dreamer, thereby communicating the urgency of the matter. The antagonists of the ‘dark dream’ are, in people’s own words, ‘terrorists, rapists, thugs, concentration camp Nazis, marauders, murderers, criminals, creeps, bad men, and thieves.’ There are several levels to the interpretation of the dream… Often such a dream is a reliable indicator that person’s consciousness is just beginning to gain awareness of the innate psychic predator… The dream is a harbinger; the dreamer has just discovered or is about to discover and begin liberating a forgotten and captive function of the psyche. The dark man dream tells a person what predicament they are facing. The dream tells about a cruel attitude toward the dreamer. Like Bluebeard’s wife, the dreamer can consciously gain hold of the ‘key’ question about this matter and answer it honestly, and can then be set free… The dark man appears in dreams when an initiation – a psychic change from one level of knowing and behavior to another more energetic level of knowledge and action is imminent. The initiation creates an archway that one prepares to pass through to a new manner of knowing and being… Dreams are ‘portals,’ entrances, preparations, and practices for the next step in consciousness. Dark man dreams are wake up calls. They say: Pay attention! Something has gone radically amiss in the outer world… The threat of the ‘dark man dreams’ serves as a warning to all of us – if you don’t pay attention, something will be stolen from you! The dreamer needs to be initiated so that whatever has been robbing her can be recognized, apprehended, and dealt with. In the Bluebeard story we see how a woman who falls under the spell of the predator rouses herself and escapes him, wiser for the experience. The story is about transformation through knowledge, insight, voice, and decisive action. We must unlock the secrets and use our abilities to be able to stand what we see. And then, we must use our voice and our wits to do what needs to be done about what we see. When instincts are strong, we intuitively recognize the innate predator by scent, sight, and hearing … we anticipate its presence, hear it approaching, and take steps to turn it away. In the instinct-injured (i.e., nuts and bolts person) the predator is upon them before they register its presence. We have been taught to be nice, to behave, to be blind, and to be misused. [Laura’s note: We have been hypnotized to give up our flesh and skins.] The young and the injured are uninitiated. Neither knows much about the dark predator and are, therefore, credulous. But, fortunately, when the predator is on the move, it leaves behind unmistakable tracks in dreams. These tracks eventually lead to its discovery, capture and containment. Wild Ways teaches people when not to act ‘nice’ about protecting their souls. The instinctive nature knows that being ‘sweet’ in these instances only makes the predator smile. When the soul is being threatened, it is not only acceptable to draw the line and mean it, it is required."