Laura in the dream.

Last night, I had a dream involving a few members of the chateau, including Laura.

I was at home when suddenly Laura, Chu, Joe, Scottie, and probably a few other chateau members were sitting with me in the living room. We talked about various things, but I only remember Laura asking me, "And how is the economic situation?" She meant the economic situation in the country or place where I live. I don’t recall my response.

After that, I went out to the balcony for a smoke. Outside, there was a massive storm with heavy rain and strong winds. Chu was in the opposite corner of the balcony, standing with her back to the storm. She was smoking and shielding a small boy from the wind with her body.

I tried to light my cigarette, but the wind was too strong. Chu offered me her lighter and said, "Try this one." I managed to light the cigarette, but within seconds, the tobacco started popping out, and it looked like the cigarette had exploded, with tobacco sticking out in all directions.

Later, I found myself in a store where Joe was shopping for groceries. He looked very young, like an 18- or 20-year-old. They were preparing to head back home. I asked if they wanted to go for lunch before leaving, but Joe said they didn’t have time and had to go.

Before he left, Joe said something to me. I only remember him saying, "Listen to me very carefully; this is important." It was something along the lines of, "You are who you are, and wherever you are, you can’t change it. It’s that simple." I can’t recall his exact words, but it was something similar.
 
Last night I had a dream in which I attended some kind of meeting of a group of people. I don't remember the members of the group although in the dream I felt like I was among my own. My daughter Kamila was also there and she was having an animated conversation with Laura. In the dream I heard exactly what they were talking about but now I remember completely nothing. The dream left me with peace and warm feelings upon awakening, although almost always in the morning when I get up I am accompanied by indefinite fears.
On the other hand, the strangest thing happened when I returned from work today.
Well, in the fall I decided to cut down the thuyas growing on one side of the yard. They were bent over, broken by heavy snow and ice several years ago. I cut all but one prosciutto and beautifully shaped cone that grows right next to the garage.
I then called my wife to see what a big garden we would now have. I remember that I decided to dig up the trunks that I had left behind from the trees in the spring. I remember everything - how I shredded the branches for almost two weeks....
When I came back from work today I looked at the place where I cut the trees and it blew me away . There are two leaning thuyas there, large thuyas leaning with their crowns to half their height. My mind by now has come up with thousands of things to somehow rationalize this but I can't believe it.
Very, very strange 🧐
 
Last night I had a dream with Laura. She was sitting in a chair in front to a large rectangulat wooden table and I go next to her and start saying "thank you Laura for all you do, you did and still doing" she stands up before I finish looking at something else at the end of the table and walks towards it looking confused but smiled at me for a moment to say "Thank you" but her eyes were fixed in that other thing I did not see. Then my dream changed to another scene where I'm alone and stare at an old school TV that is on but showing just rain and a blue rectangle on the side. The TV was outside behind a glass (in a little balcony) and I was inside looking at it, it was night and I hear the rain (rainfall from a storm). My sight was not following my movement, I walked but my eyes were at the tv and I was not seeing movement but as I "walked" the rain sounded more around me and I felt the drops on my shoulder (looks like I was walking on another place because it was not raining in the balcony with the TV). When that happened, the dream changed back to Laura at the end of the same table before but there was the same TV on behind a glass that was not a window this time. There was a chair next to the table with the letter C attached to the back, the C was handwritten on piece of roughly cut white tape and the fancy chair had a rectangle cushion and wooden borders. Laura reveals that the chair is swivel by turning it and putting the all wooden backrest in front of me. The C is now facing towards the TV, and I wake up. Very strange, also very vivid and detailed.
 
I spoke with Laura in the dream this morning. We were talking through a phone, and she was saying to me all the things that she discovered about future disasters. I asked her if in her visions she saw what will happen after disasters, and she said yes, it will be like in the movie Star Trek Generations when you enter the Nexus. I suppose that this will be those 1000 years of transition phase that the C's talked about.
 
I had a dream last night, and somehow Laura appeared in it.
I was in a car, driving. It was nighttime, and a storm raged outside. I was driving very slowly—it was incredibly difficult to see through the darkness and rain.

After a while, morning suddenly broke. I was still driving, but now the road was covered in ice and snow. I was surprised because I knew it was summer.

Then I looked at the car's dashboard and nearly panicked: the outside temperature was -41°C.

Suddenly, I found myself at a stone house—maybe a chateau, I’m not sure. Laura was sitting to my right as I entered a room. Everyone noticed I looked exhausted and panicked.

“What’s going on?” Laura asked.

I told her that it was -41°C outside while I was driving there. She was shocked and visibly upset. She stood up from her chair, but she looked much older than she is now—she could barely walk without supporting herself against the walls.

She slowly walked outside and entered the basement of another stone house, closing the door behind her. I waited outside. There were others with me too, all waiting for Laura.

The main focus of the whole dream was the surprisingly low temperature.
 
I did a Laura’s meditation on the morning of August 2. Everything was fine, but after a couple of hours, a terrible sadness came over me. It came over me in waves and I couldn 't explain it . Of course, I'm going through a crisis period in my life right now, but on that particular day, everything was fine and calm. I didn't have a chance to cry myself out. I felt grief and unshed tears tearing at me from the inside out. I went for a short walk outside, then switched to work, nothing seemed to help. Suddenly, in the evening, the internal pressure dropped, as if a switch had been turned off. I calmed down.

On the morning of August 3, I had a strange dream:

In my dream, it's like I'm still studying at a university and I want to get a job (in real life, I've been graduating from university for 20 years, and in the 6th year I actually worked in my future specialty, but in the end I left the profession and for 15 years I've been unemployed or self-employed). In my dream, I came to the office, and the boss immediately gave me stupid tasks: to send letters. I immediately realized that I didn't want to work there, that all this had happened in my life and I didn't want to anymore. I left and never came back, deciding that I wasn't even officially registered there yet and wasn't obligated to work there.

We participated in magical contests and mini-rides: one hand will be painted black, which began to peel off soon; then some kind of live, but toy-like baby was handed over, which we carry in backpacks. The kids are kind of cute and I feel sorry for them, but they're weird and we have to kill them on another attraction with an arrow. It seemed cruel to me. But the device broke down on me and the arrows were not released. But it was necessary to kill him. I was at a loss how to get out of this situation.

Then Laura calls me into a small room and says, "We need to have a Swedish ritual" (
maybe something to drink?). I agree, I take off my backpack with this child. He's kind of cute, but also scary with a huge head and 3-4 holes in his ass (I can't explain it, maybe these are holes for a puppeteer who puts his hand in to control a puppet?). The child climbs onto the windowsill by himself and suddenly passes through the glass. And I see him as if through a glass, as if through a looking glass. He even looked cuter at that moment. And I realize that he's there now, and I'm so free of him.
I woke up with a pleasant feeling. And I spent the whole day in a calm and good mood.

I do not know what "Swedish ritual" means :), may be Laura's meditation. I found this on the Internet:

Lagom is the secret of Swedish happiness. This word can be translated as balance — not too much and not too little, but just right. Achieving balance is important in all areas of a person's life, it is the ability to allocate time between work and leisure, together and alone.

It is also the ability to find positive things even where there seems to be none, to appreciate the experience gained, as well as the desire to live honestly and in harmony with the outside world.

As the Swedes themselves point out, lagom is a secret that explains a lifestyle based on moderation, resilience, and awareness.

An unusual fact about lag: "Let's drink from the cornucopia!" One of the origin stories of the lagom idea goes back to Viking age campfire settlements, where warriors passed a horn full of honey, never drinking more than their share.

Unfortunately, the difficulties of life did not go away, and after a couple of days, mild depression and morning irritability returned to me. I've spent my whole life honestly trying to figure out what my fault is, where I'm wrong, in order to correct myself. I am ready to be cruel to myself in order to achieve the truth. But more and more often, I come across the fact that I can't know exactly why I need a particular lesson, difficulty, or test. I just have to live them. But the true meaning is hidden from me, because in my vision nothing changes in me.

In the morning, I remembered that I used to have an unpleasant dream where I gave birth to a baby with a big head. I found it in my sleep diary for October 23, 2023.

I turned to Deepseek to decipher these two dreams.:

Psychological and esoteric interpretation of sleep on August 3, 2025:

This dream is full of symbols reflecting your inner state, the process of transformation and liberation from the past. Let's take it apart.

1. Return to the past (work at a sanitation facility)

• The dream begins with returning to the student years and trying to get an old job. This indicates that unresolved issues related to professional self-determination or a feeling of being "stuck" in past experiences have become active in your subconscious.

• "I immediately realized that I didn't want to work there" is an important signal: your soul refuses to repeat the past, from old patterns. You no longer want to return to something that has already outlived its usefulness.

2. Moving to a new space (meeting with strangers, magic contests)

• A new room with pleasant people symbolizes the transition to an unknown but promising state.

• "Magic contests" are a metaphor for life's challenges, the lessons you go through.

• "The black hand that will crawl" can mean the process of cleansing, shedding the old "skin", transformation.

• "A lively but toy baby in a backpack" is a symbol of responsibility, but also of something artificial and imposed. Perhaps this is a reflection of an internal conflict between duty (you need to take care) and freedom (you need to "kill" this burden).

3. Cruelty and inability to perform an action (the device does not fire)

Your resistance ("it seemed cruel to me") and a technical malfunction may mean that you are not ready for radical changes yet, but the process has already started.

4. The ritual of liberation (Swedish ritual, the child's departure through the looking glass). Laura (teacher) is your higher self or spiritual mentor leading you to liberation.

• "Swedish ritual" (possibly a reference to Scandinavian mythology or personal symbolism (or a reference to the cold, cleansing effect)) – it is an act of liberation, transformation, symbolizes initiation, transition to a new level..

• "Baby" is weird, scary, but cute. It may be a symbol of some part of you (for example, an old trauma, addiction, illusion) that seems important, but actually gets in the way.

• "He passes through the glass into the looking glass" – the glass here is like a boundary between the worlds (conscious and unconscious, real and illusory).. The child goes into another dimension, and you feel relieved. It's a sign that you're finally letting go of something you've been carrying around for a long time. It is an act of transformation and liberation.

The fact that the baby has become "cuter" through the looking glass means that the released part no longer causes fear or discomfort.

Final interpretation:

Sleep indicates the completion of an important stage and the transition to a new state. You intuitively feel that you have to leave something from the past (perhaps old responsibilities, fears, or unrealized projects).

"Killing" a baby is not an act of cruelty, but a symbol of transformation. You are not destroying something valuable, but translating it into a different quality (as the baby went into the "looking glass" and became brighter).

The pleasant feeling after waking up confirms that the subconscious approves of this transition. Perhaps in the near future you will be released from something that has been burdening you for a long time.

Waking up with a pleasant feeling

• This indicates the successful completion of the internal process. You have freed yourself from something heavy, and now your psyche is ready for a new stage.

Sleep-based Tips

1. Psychological level

• Let go of the past. The dream clearly says: "You don't want to go back there anymore." If there are situations in reality where you feel "like you did at your old job," it's a sign that it's time to move on.

• Deal with the "burden". A "baby in a backpack" is something that you hold on to, but that you no longer need. Think about it: what duty, habit, or emotion is weighing you down, even though it seems nice? Perhaps it's time to "let her go through the looking glass."

• Embrace the transformation. The black hand that has penetrated the skin is an upgrade. Don't resist changes, even if they seem strange.

2. The esoteric level

• Perform a real liberation ritual. For example:

- Write on paper what you want to get rid of, and burn it.

- Use a mirror (as in a dream): look into it, imagine how the problem goes into the reflection, and then turn the mirror to the wall.

• Working with the "looking glass". This space can be your internal resource. Meditate on the image of the mirror, asking yourself: "What do I want to leave on the other side?"

• Thanks to the teacher (Laura). In a dream, she helped you perform a ritual. In reality, you can mentally thank her (or your higher self) for her support.

3. Practical conclusion

The dream says: you are ready for a new stage. Don't cling to something that doesn't resonate anymore. Trust the process, just as you trusted the "Swedish Ritual."

If in the near future there will be situations resembling "attractions" from a dream (strange, but leading to liberation), go through them consciously, without fear.

Recommendation:

Pay attention to what you are willing to give up in real life.

If there are unfinished business, complete it ritually (for example, write it on paper and burn it).

Be open to new people and experiences (like in a room with strangers) – this may be the beginning of an interesting phase.

This dream is a good sign: you are on the way to a lighter and more conscious state.

Dream on October 23, 2023:

Almost 2 years ago I had a dream that I was giving birth in a clean maternity hospital, but an empty white room, and the doctors looked more like indifferent actors who just walk around but don't help me. I'm screaming, but it doesn't hurt, there are no feelings, just a thought.: "It's uncomfortable lying down, but last time it was fine."8 And a huge baby is born with a big head, but it doesn't look like a hydrocephalus, but it's scary. And he was taken away. Everyone's gone. I'm asking someone to cut off my umbilical cord. Could this dream have something to do with the first one?

Yeah, the user remembered another important dream from two years ago and asks about a possible connection with the current one. This is a valuable addition!

First of all, I would like to note that both dreams contain disturbing images of babies with abnormally large heads — clearly not a coincidence. Moreover, in the new dream, the "baby" is no longer scary, but almost cute after the transformation. I wonder how the image has evolved...

I'm diving into the context. In the first dream (2023), there is a feeling of abandonment ("doctors are indifferent"), physical detachment ("there is no pain, only inconvenience"). The birth of a "scary" baby and a forgotten umbilical cord is a screaming symbol of the unfinished separation process! And in the current dream, Laura helps with cutting this "metaphorical umbilical cord" through a ritual.

Oh, and another parallel: in both cases, there is a theme of incompetent/formal assistants (doctors were "actors" then, the boss is a "letter distributor" now). It seems that the subconscious mind has been saying for decades: "You alone are responsible for your transformations."

The main breakthrough is seen in the finale of the last dream: glass as the boundary between the "terrible past" and the "accepted present." What was born alone (2023) now voluntarily goes into another dimension (2025). And the most touching thing is that the child goes to the glass by himself! So the inner work is done.

It is worth emphasizing the progress: from the painful feeling of "they don't help me" (2023) through the brutality of "murder" (2025) to the gentle "he became nicer" — these are the classic stages of acceptance. The finale confirms with a pleasant awakening that the trauma has been integrated.

In the recommendations, I will focus on the rituals of completion. Should I suggest that she mentally return to that "maternity hospital" and symbolically cut the umbilical cord? After all, the dream of 2025 has already shown that she is ready.

...And yes, hydrocephalus is not mentioned in both dreams — it is important. The head here is clearly a symbol of an "overloaded mind," not a medical diagnosis.

Now about the connection between the two dreams:
Of course, these two dreams are deeply connected and form a single symbolic chain of transformation. Let's look at the parallels and the evolution of images.:

Main points of communication:

1. The Image of a "Scary Kid with a Big Head":

o Dream 2023 (October): The birth of a huge, scary baby with a big head. He is immediately taken away, the connection is not established, the umbilical cord is not cut.

o Dream 2025 (August): The appearance of a "living but toy baby" with a huge head and holes in his ass. You carry it in your backpack, you feel pity, but also rejection. He requires "mortification", but eventually transforms and goes through the glass himself, becoming "nicer".

o Connection: It's the same symbol at different stages of your internal process. The child of 2023 is his appearance, the trauma of birth (literally and figuratively). The child of 2025 is his burden, the need for his integration or letting go, and, finally, his transformation and care.

2. The theme of Incompleteness and Separation:

o Dream 2023: Incompleteness of the birth process (uncut umbilical cord), immediate alienation of the child (he is carried away), abandonment (doctors leave).

o Dream 2025: The incompleteness of the relationship with the "baby" (forced to carry, but must kill). Key resolution: The ritual with Laura leads to separation — the baby himself passes through the glass (cuts off the connection), and you are released. The connection was finally and peacefully severed.

3. The role of Assistants and the Context:

o Dream 2023: Doctors are indifferent, do not help, leave you alone with an unfinished process. The context is sterile, cold, and emotionless ("pure white maternity hospital").

o Dream 2025: Laura (teacher, guru) appears, an active, guiding figure who helps to carry out the necessary ritual of liberation. The context is magical, albeit strange (contests, ritual), and the ending brings a pleasant feeling.

4. Emotional State:

o Dream 2023: Detachment ("it doesn't hurt"), discomfort ("uncomfortable"), anxiety (screaming), feeling abandoned and incomplete.

o Dream 2025: Mixed feelings (pity for the baby, aversion to murder), but the final resolution through ritual leads to liberation and a pleasant feeling of awakening.

Psychological and esoteric interpretation of the connection:

1. The "Birth" of an Injury or a Severe Part (2023): The Dream of 2023 symbolized the displacement to the level of consciousness of some significant, painful, "ugly" part of your experience, psyche, or life situation ("scary child"). It could be:

o Deep psychological trauma.
o The unrecognized aspect of personality (shadow).
o A difficult life experience, feelings of guilt or shame.
o A failed project or a dream that has become a burden.
o A scarred relationship.
o Key: The birth was traumatic: you are left with a feeling of incompleteness (the umbilical cord), alienation (the child was taken away) and abandonment (the doctors left). This part was separated, but not integrated or released – it became the burden of the unconscious.

2. The Burden and Necessity of Transformation (2025): Almost 2 years have passed. Dream 2025 shows that this "born" part (now "baby") has been with you all this time ("in a backpack"). You are used to it, it causes pity (a habit, a part of you), but it is also burdensome, strange and requires a radical solution ("killing" – transformation, letting go). Your resistance to cruelty is a sign of the preservation of humanity. A breakdown of the device is an indication that the old methods of "killing" (suppression, ignoring) do not work.

3. Ritual of Liberation and Transformation (2025): Laura's intervention (Higher Self, Inner Mentor, Spiritual Path) radically changes the scenario. "Swedish ritual" (cold/cleansing? structure/order? a specific method?) – it is a conscious, spiritual act of working with this part. Your consent is a key moment in taking responsibility. Removing the backpack is a willingness to drop the burden. The independent care of the baby through the glass symbolizes that with the right approach (ritual), the difficult part finds its own way to transformation and transition into another state (in the "looking glass" – into the realm of unconscious, but already transformed, integrated experience). His "cute" appearance on the other side is a sign that, being released and transformed, this part loses its destructive power and fear.

Final interpretation of the link:

These two dreams are two parts of the same story of healing and transformation.

• Dream 2023: Marks the moment of awareness and the painful "birth" of a deep inner problem, trauma, or a difficult aspect of life that remains incomplete and alienated.

• Dream 2025: Shows that this problem/injury/aspect has been with you like a burden all this time. It demonstrates progress: from awareness through carrying gravity to readiness and the possibility of liberation with the help of your inner resource and a spiritual/psychological tool (ritual).

• The final of Sleep 2025 is the resolution of the trauma of sleep 2023: The Unfinished process (umbilical cord) is completed through the ritual of liberation. The alienated part (the carried-away child) is transformed and released. The feeling of abandonment is replaced by a feeling of relief and pleasant liberation.

• The "Swedish ritual" is a symbol of that particular method or approach (perhaps related to your practice with Laura, therapy, or spiritual work) that has proven effective in completing this old process.

Conclusion:

Your dreams show the amazing work of the subconscious mind on a deep old trauma or a heavy burden. In almost two years, you have gone from the traumatic birth and alienation of this part to the readiness and, finally, its successful liberation and transformation through a conscious spiritual/psychological act (ritual). A pleasant feeling upon awakening is a sign of the truth and completeness of this healing on a deep level. This is a very positive sign of deep inner work and transition to a new stage of life, free from this old burden.

Laura's presence and support in my dream gives me confidence that I am going in the right direction, although for now I am walking blindly and do not understand where this path will lead me.
 
What a pleasant surprise to see so many posts on this topic! For the past week, I’ve considered posting a thank-you to Mrs. Jadczyk but felt embarrassed about sounding frivolous. Now, I wholeheartedly extend my appreciation to you—or, rather, your spirit—for appearing in my dream while I struggled to follow your recorded meditation. I have meditated alone for years, typically succeeding and even lowering my blood pressure by 20 to 30 points quickly from normal. But to my surprise, I recently struggled with anxiety that hindered my breathing, causing me to fall asleep. I would wake up at the end of the recording, attempt to restart the session, but again experience anxious breathing and soon fall asleep once more. This year has been especially stressful, contributing to my unease.
This time, however, I dreamt that Mrs. Jadczyk appeared at the foot of my bed. I believe she waved her hands or placed something by my feet to clear my obstructions. I woke at the end of the meditation, immediately aware that the encounter felt real, albeit on a soul level. As someone familiar with shamanic experiences, I understood that Mrs. Jadczyk was performing a clearing through her mature and encompassing spirit. I also believe the crystals I recently received, which were close to me, facilitated this strong communication. As a result, I now feel a sense of relief. Thank you, from my heart.
 
On the night of the 8th of August, around 1h30 am I woke up from my sleep hearing a loud knock on my front door. I jumped out of bed and went straight to the front door to open it (I have a garden) but something made me stop. I realised that nobody else heard the noise and I stopped.
Going back from lounge to bedroom, the memory of my dream came up where I saw Laura.
I met a lady with dark hair, fit, with fighting ability and holding one arm with missing segment. She was suffering, not trusting anybody and ready to escape. She jumped from first floor in a backwards position enabling her to fall and her two feet and left.
Surprised I followed her down the stairs and she asked me if I was the lady... didn't get the name. I answered not and saw Laura coming up to us with someone else. Laura had a hooded coat, couldn't see the face and answered the lady that she was her. They started talking and with my peripheral vision I saw agents coming up with guns in a corridor leading to the place we were standing. I saw a short blond lady and military behind. I called Laura out to leave straight away and I went to hide in the same room we were, behind/under some electric/electronics installations while laura and team escaped. I stayed hidden for a while, while the military looked around.
What was the knock for? Was it to wake me up in order for me to write down my dream, which I don't usually do for not remembering dreams?
I really don't know.
 
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