Learning Chakra?

[SeekingtheTruth]

A while back when I had been studying material related to the work, especially that of external consideration, and attempting to understand how to actually apply this concept in my day to day life, I decided to lay on a nearby couch in the room of which I had been studying. While drifting off to sleep I suddenly experienced what I can only describe as a "beam" of energy being focused on the back of my head/skull slightly below the external occipital protuberence:

At that moment it felt as though my whole body was being energized as well. In other words, It seems as though I could sense the presence another body within me, that is, some type of "energetic body" for lack of a better term. However, the "location" of this "energetic body's" arms and legs were felt to be in a slightly different position than my own physical body. I sort of felt weightless as though gravity no longer had a direction i.e. looking at my feet (horizontal direction) also felt like I might as well have been looking down or up in the vertical direction. As this experienced continued, I heard this female voice and we sort of had a conversation. The following is approximately the dialogue that took place: (note: All my responses were "in my head" not verbal responses.)
"Would you like to take an exam?"
"Yeah"
"We're going to take an exam. What is 2 + 2?"
"four"
"What is 1+2?"
"three"
"Why isn't he responding?....Okay we're going to ask you some harder questions now"
"Ok"
"Who are you?"
"Me (?)"
"No, think think think"
"Who are you?"
"myself"
"Aaaaagh! Think, think, think! Would it be easier for you to answer us if you left your body?"
"????"
"Aaaaaaagh think think think!"

And that was the end of the dialogue. Needless to say I was perplexed as to why I was taking an exam, what the "correct" answers were, why I was told to "think think think", and what was meant when I was asked if it'd be easier for me to take the exam outside of my body (would that result in my death?). What was strange is that when I gave the answers "four" and "three" I felt as though I were being tickled and more "energy" was "allowed" to "flow". When I answered "me" or "myself" I felt as though I were being squeezed and there seemed to be a resulting restriction in this "flow" (or whatever it was). I felt as though I may have "failed" the exam because whoever "they" were seemed so frustrated with the latter of my responses. [Note: This occurred right before my decision to withdraw from medical school and right before I started thinking more in non-linear terms about everything.]

Anyway, I am bringing this up because I am curious what others thoughts are about this experience. Was this experience akin to what Laura may have experienced in the following session (in terms of "blasting open your learning chakra)?:

01-14-95
A: You are gradually experiencing more and more "bleedthroughs" of 4th density.
Q: (L) What did I see go by my window?
A: Fourth density energy source.
Q: (L) Is an energy source like an entity or being?
A: Tell us what you imagine 4th density to be like, Laura?
Q: (L) Well, I have no idea. (T) Good answer!
A: Okay, then please try harder to discover.
Q: (L) Do you mean right now?
A: Yes. You see without further progress in this area, we cannot adequately explain details of 4th density life.
Q: (L) Alright guys, how do we imagine 4th density life to be.
A: Free association.
Q: (T) Is this energy source that she saw not necessarily a being or an entity, but loose energy being transmitted from 4th density?
A: Answer to that depends upon greater understanding of 4th level reality.
Q: (L) Why do I have this strange sensation on the back of my neck right at this moment?
A: We are blasting open your learning chakra.
Q: (T) Did it just start? (L) Oh, yes. It feels like I am being gripped by a pair of pincers right at the base of my neck. Okay, 4th density is like, am I correct, that it is similar to the dream state. The instant you think something or focus on it, it happens or becomes real?
A: Continue.
Q: (L) And that, for example, if you wished to be on a boat on the water, that you would find yourself on a boat on what is actually a more real ocean that the ocean we experience here, because, in every way it matches your expectations, down to the glints of sunlight on the water...
A: Why do you need a boat?
Q: (L) Well, just because in that particular fantasy the idea is to be on a boat. (T) But it is not a fantasy. (L) It is reality. Okay. So, in other words, 4th density is a realm where your thoughts instantly manifest as reality. If, for example, you think of yourself being a princess in a tower, a castle would manifest and you would be in a tower, and if you wanted your hair to hang down to the ground, it would hang down too.
A: That is 5th level stuff.
Q: (L) Okay, so, we have something in between that and 3rd level.
A: Continue.
Q: (T) Does it closely resemble 3rd density, but different in some manner?
A: No.
Q: (T) You were saying that when the transition comes about that there would be a 3rd and 4th level earth, and some people would be 3rd density on the 3rd density earth, and some would be 4th density on the 4th level earth.
A: One possibility for you to ponder.
Q: (L) Okay, let's take a short break... [break] Now, guys, I guess you have been listening to our discussion and you listened to Jan read the paragraph from the article about 4th density experience being the highest level of wishful thinking, that wishful thinking becomes reality...
A: Close. STS.
Q: (L) So, STO wishful thinking...
A: STO does not wishfully think.
Q: (L) Well, how does STO think? (T) Responsibly...
A: Helpful and balanced. Wishes are strictly STS.
Q: (L) So, acceptance of experience in the sense of just allowing things to happen and responding in a balanced and helpful way is an STO response or experience in 4th density, is that correct?
A: Close.
Q: (L) And therefore, seeing things moving past such as what I saw by my window, and responding to them basically in an open, curious, and allowing way would have been an STO response, is that correct?
A: Maybe. Knowledge protects.
Q: (T) It depends on how you respond curiously. (T) The Lizzies are hanging out in 4th density too, and they are not STO, are they?
A: Correct.
Q: (T) So, they are not having STO helpful, responsible..
A: True.
Q: (T) So, in 4th density, both types can still happen?
A: Yes.
Q: (T) The desired type is the STO type thinking...?
A: Yes.
Q: (T) But STS thinking is also available if that is the way you decide to go when you get there?
A: Yes.
Q: (T) This of course limits you in your ability to move up to 6th density?
A: Yes.
Q: (T) Once you are in 4th density, if you choose STS, can you change it to STO?
A: Yes.
Q: (T) So you can move back and forth as you so desire and it is all still free will?
A: If you move from STS to STO in 4th level, you don't move back.
Q: (J) If you move from STS to STO in 4th density you don't go back to STS, you stay at STO, is that correct? (T) That's what I mean, once you have decided to do STO, that's where you stay because you don't have any desire to go back to STS?
A: Yes.
Q: (T) So, it is not so much that you don't have a choice, it is just that you don't want to go back to STS?
A: Yes.
Q: (T) Can you move from STO back to STS? I know you said you can't, but that's because you choose not to?
A: Natural factors prohibit this.
Q: (L) So, I guess that once you get to STO natural factors, the nature of that position is that you just simply don't... it just doesn't happen.
A: Now, blockbuster for you: 3rd level beings who reach total STO profile automatically and instantaneously go to 4th level at moment achieved!
Q: (T) They just vanish? Have people done that before here?
A: Yes.
Q: (F) Yeah, I've heard of that. (T) Sure, people disappear that all the time. (L) Well, I don't think it happens that often, but I think it happens... (F) It has happened. (J) People disappear and you never hear what happened to them. (F) There have been cases where people have suddenly vanished, where a flash of light has just hit them and Poof! (T) Like spontaneous combustion... (F) No... (J) Not spontaneous combustion because then the ashes are left behind. (F) There have been cases where people were actually sitting with other people and suddenly everybody present suddenly sees a blinding flash of light and that person is Spffft! Gonezerooni! (L) Gonezerooni? (F) Once and for all! (T) I want to ask this question, if it has already been asked, somebody stop me, what is the total STO profile? (L) Total lack of concern for self.
A: Yes.
Q: (L) So, in other words, you don't do anything or think anything in terms of fulfilling or doing for self. You always think in terms of doing or fulfilling for others. (T) Damn, I've got a long way to go then... (Chorus) Don't we all!

 

[anart]

I think that it is crucially important to question all subjective experiences - especially those that seem to come from our own minds.  As Laura put it recently, 'you cannot think about the way you think with the way you think' .  So, to put such stock in a very subjective experience like this is to lead yourself down the garden path by your own hand.

The ABC agencies in the US alone have had the technology to change someone's mood with electronic beams since the 1960's (at the latest) and can beam audio, and video (images), as well.  The fact that you perceived what felt like a 'beaming' to initiate this should likely have set off huge alarm bells and make you quite suspicious about the origin of any impressions following such a feeling - especially with the 'why isn't he responding' part...

Do not ever underestimate the power, or techniques, of those who do not have our best interests at heart.

This is, however, my own take on the matter, and, perhaps others have different input.  fwiw.

 

[SeekingtheTruth]

Thank you for that Anart. I had been thinking along those same lines as well. It just didn't feel natural to me but then again I wouldn't really know the difference (very deceptive indeed!). At the time I didn't know what to think, but when I was asked if I'd like to leave my body I was pretty sure that "Yes" wasn't ever going to be my answer! But then again I wasn't sure about anything so my response was just a "blank question mark". I realized that I couldn't objectively think about the way I thought because I was the one thinking it (even though I'd be lying if I said I wasn't trying at the time)! Thus, I'm very very appreciative that there exists a mirror here to help me with such an aim. Though it possibly could have gone better, it could very well have gone much much worse and I'm thankful that it didn't. Sometimes I really wish there was a road map because I always seem to be where I am and not anywhere else (I hope that makes sense)!