Lost. Need advise.

Lumbeetx

The Force is Strong With This One
I am new to this site and am trying to read all the wonderful book etc.

I am beyond lost with what to do and need advise.

I have something in my house and I can not get rid of it. I have used Sage, Cedar, Lavender, Sweetgrass and it helps reduce the negativity and crystals, salt. Helps a little but it wont go away. Let me go back a little to when it started.
My oldest son living with girlfriend and her family had a haunted house and claims every house they lived in was haunted. Anyways, they say that you could see a teenage girl and was asking for help at this last place. When he and girlfriend moved to our house till his own was ready they thought it was a teen girl and invited it to come with them and they would help it. About 5 days after moving in with us the doors would open and close, knocking, sitting on beds, trying to scare everyone. It worked for a while but just less and then they moved 5 months later it never left.
Things started but it was more out of the corner, feeling something was there, heaviness. It got worse and worse but it seemed to focus on me. I thought I was going crazy cause it was nobody else (at least that's what I thought). I got very sick, tired, body pain, nightmares, anger. It seemed there was a lot of tension/anger and saging helped calm down some. But we had to just stop each other when we started to get upset/anger cause we knew it got worse if we didn't and the house became chaos.
One day my oldest son came over cause he wanted to talk to me and we were outside and he had told me that he flies in his dreams and always have and so he started meditating and then during that he would fly and he said that he ended up in our house on the floor with knees to chest and that something kept poking him with a knife or needle and was laughing trying to scare him. He said at first it scared him but then he realized he was dreaming he stood up to this black mass human figure and said to stop and took a step towards it and it backed up but still blocked him trying to poke him. He finally got tired of it and pushed it aside and walked passed it to the front of the house and he opened the front door and said that there was 1000's of white mist in human form and they were about 5-6 feet apart and just doing there own thing and said that there were also several very very tall white mists also in a human form cause he had to look up at one and they didn't pay him any attention. Then he flew away and was in his house. But the dark figure was the same one I saw in the house at night. That was in Dec 2011.
In the last few months it has not been any better. My daughter who is 11 claims she dreams of what she calls the dinosaur people. They look like a Raptor but talk, drive, have legs and walk just like us. She isn't scared of them. She says they are nice to her and talk about her unusual Caribbean blue eyes. She draws symbols and very in tune with animals.
My mother was part native america and used to dream of deaths, problems, issues before they happened and her grandmother used to help the police with unsolved crime with her gift. I have had a few dreams of things before they happened and my other children oldest one flies, astral. Second son used to talk to his dead grandmothers and could tell secrets only our grandmother knew and my youngest son dreams of the next day (clothes he is wearing, questions on tests, conversations etc) This son knew/dreamed my mother was going to die that next evening.
This is just a small version of what my household and children are like. About 2-3 weeks ago I felt something behind me sitting on couch and then my middle and lower back just started to ache so bad and became very tired. Then I saw a shadow on the wall about 4-4 1/2ft tall.
I can't talk to people around here cause they are all big time Baptist, Methodist, Mormon. I did have one try to bless my house and helped for about 4 days but a little was better than nothing. They would think me crazy if I told them all. They already said it was from not going to church. I just don't believe in churches. Yes, a higher god/creator but not the christian cause I ask too many questions in church and tell them it doesn't all add up. They seem to get really upset with me. I live in a small southern town and I am from the Pacific Northwest (tree hugging hippie is what they call me here) LOL. My husband (who is native american) is military and retiring soon.

I smudge the house every 2=3 months sometimes more. I don't know what else to do and it's not getting any better. We also hear car doors slamming all the time like someone is there and no one. That is several times a day. We live in the country and on a dead end road with very little traffic. Then, I looked to see where I live on map and we are 32.89 latitude.

Try not to get upset and scared but I have been fighting this for almost 9 months. Some days I feel like I am going crazy. People around here would say that if I said just all this. I talked to a friend and she said that it sounded like a Grey and gave me this website. I have found a lot of wonderful information and makes so much sense. I have tried to look through so much of this forum and got some answers but at this point I am in desperate need some help or advise.

Thank You for anything.
 
Hello Lumbeetx,

first of welcome to the forum and if you like you can further introduce yourself to the forum in the Newbies section.

To your questions. There could be several factors involved, you spoke of anger for example and sometimes also hormones, especially when women are in their menopause could trigger such phenomenon, but don't know if this is the case. And I don't know how long you are around this forum, but some questions that are coming up:

  • How is your diet like, of your kids? Cause sometimes phenomena seem to be connected with what we are eating/drinking (i.e. alcohol) and is then less strange then we suspect.
  • Do you know the Eiriu Eolas-Breathing Program? Which could calm you down with special breathing techniques and further help you to work on emotions i.e. anger.
  • Have you read for example High Strangeness from Laura, which deals with strange phenomenon?

Personally I don't know if interactions with such beings is good and helpful, cause I wouldn't know with what I'm dealing.

And I think it is good, that you brought the topic up here, so that you don't get into trouble with your neighbors and slandering etc, which could add up to the stress level.

These are my two cents.
 
Wow, it sounds like you have a lot going on! It must be difficult. I second Gawan's recommendations, and I hope you are able to find a way through the jungle you're in. :boat:

Another text that might help you understand some aspects of what's going on is "The Wave". But "High Strangeness" will be more on point for what you're looking for, I'm thinking (I've not read it yet, but many here have), and maybe many the things mentioned in "The Wave" that are relevant are mentioned there as well. Maybe someone can clarify this.

Knowledge protects, as we often say around here, and I hope you find much protection as you search for answers. Best wishes to you! :flowers:
 
Thank you for the tips. I have started on The Wave and in Vol 3. I found a lot of helpful info.
I don't judge others on religion cause everyone has there beliefs and thoughts with this. I have met some of the most nicest, peaceful people of different beliefs. I am not talking down on religion. I just have more questions then answers.
I try to teach my children not to judge, have compassion and be open minded.
As for diet, I try to get home grown, organic cause of all the stuff in regular food. On Hormones I started feeling ten times better when I went to herbs instead of other 3 months ago and drink chamomile at night. It has made a big difference with anger, emotions.
We do not interact with these things. We try to ignore it and when starting to get scared, stressed, upset to calm down and start deep breathing. That is when it got less intense around here but it won't stop or go away. Sometimes my kids will not have friends over cause it scares them. It's just odd and can not figure out why it all started and can't get it to go away. One time I have woken up and my lab on top of me with her head over mine and growling deep at something in room.
I will start on High Strangeness today. Thank You so much.
 
Hi Lumbeetx,

Welcome to the forum. :) Great that you are starting High Strangeness. You will find in several examples of this kind of phenomena being associated with children and adults whose endocrine systems are out of balance. The diet Gawan is referencing is a very particular one called the Paleo Diet. Research has found that high carb (sugars and grains) /low fat diet can derange the body's metabolism quite severely, including and especially the endocrine system. You'll will find the most comprehensive on the Diet and Health board in a thread called Life Without Bread. The link is below.

It sounds like you and your children have been having a really hard time, and may find it hard to believe that such a mundane change like diet can help, but there are others here who've had similar experiences. It has helped them. Weakness in the physical vehicle creates an opening for attack on other levels, even when those physical breeches aren't apparent.

Don't forget to check out Tips and advice for Newbies and the Forum Guidelines.

You might also want to read through the Diet and Health and EE-Breathing Program threads as well as the Recommended books by QFS. You also might be interested in the Knowledge and Being video made by Laura. It serves as an introduction to some of the concepts discussed here on the forum.

In the meantime, it's a good idea to bookmark the Cassiopaea Esoteric Glossary and the Cassiopedia, as they are very useful references that can be used when you encounter concepts/terminology that you may not be familiar with. They should be consulted before posting questions on the forum.

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Looking forward to your participation.

P.S.: Also, if you're not aware of it, the Signs of the Times news page is an excellent place to get your news. ;D
 
Thank You for all the info. I have bookmarked it all and plan on using all the information it provides.
 
Read Amazing Grace where I discuss dealing with a similar situation. It's on the cass.org website on the left navigation bar under "volumes".
 
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