Deckard said:
well I really do like the idea of DNA unlocking , but therein is the danger. Therefore I am trying to be we extra critical about it.
I was referring to hashish and marijuana as dope, well at least thats how we use to call it.
Why are you afraid to experiment with this microscopic view. What scares you the most?
Hi,
I'm sorry again for not being clear about the DNA unlocking, I wasn't talking about pushing the whole idea away, the matter of DNA is interesting (to say at least) and I was reading a lot about it here and within the Cass site, but I was rather trying to say that even if it IS that - it changes nothing ,as far as those experiences of zooming, cause I can not 'experiment' and explore the issue on that level.. It's a background possible explanation, I do take that into considering.
As I said about the drugs - I didn't use any (and I thought the dope is a word for heroin only, so now I know more), I wasn't even going out for more than 3 years in that period of my life, so I wasn't inhaling other's dope-smoke either... Also I didn't use any pills or medications, so I can sign off those influences.
Maybe to say here that the 'feeling' I got/have about this 'viewing' is that it's something that can be controlled and I am making a wild guess here but from my experience, the second time I tried it, I was able to 'turn it on' and playing a bit with it, like zooming out and then zooming back in... Since then I know the feeling of 'starting to happen' and when I sense of falling into it, I snap out and it stops right away. But as I said, it only 'triggers' when being completely still and relaxed.
The reason why I won't doing it again is because:
1) I have no trustful person, I can share this thing with and to ask to be by my side while 'experimenting', and the feeling itself if really bizarre and so intense... I felt very dizzy and like throwing up after the second time, I do have a heavy motion-sickness, all of my life, and this felt like after ridding on some train of the death in the theme park...
2) After the teenage period, when I was exploring all sorts of 'mystic' stuff and after having some 'out of body experiences' and 'falling into a space' and hearing clear voice during TM meditations - I stopped it all. Every lil thing I tried, more like fun-exploring than expecting some intense experience - ended up with some bizarre happening and it didn't feel right. It scared me a big time. So - I stopped and avoid any of that.
Now, years after, when found the Cass and SOTT site, I am glad I had a common sense back then and stopped it all. When learning about all the COINTELPRO projects - I can easily understand, finally, why all those new age crowd seemed so 'wrong' to me. I was interesting a lot about what they were claiming, but I was never 'a follower' or much of a people person, for that matter... I never felt good within the group, but with those New Age groups I had a definitive bad feeling. Actually, they all seemed to me as pretending to be 'loving' and relaxed, 'easy', while I sensed a huge amount of aggression/manipulation beneath the surface... Growing up with aggressive and manipulative dictator made very sensitive of those attributes in others...
So, since I had no one to trust and to share all those, I left it alone, cause I was fighting all of my childhood to keep the cool head and clear thinking, while surrounded with madness, and I was not willing to trade or even risk loosing that for some 'cool' experience. Hope that answers your question :)