D Rusak
Jedi Council Member
After much deliberation, I have decided that a strong step on the path of my personal evolution, as it were, will likely involve a move somewhere. This is something that I've come back to time and again...often not being sure if I was trying to avoid Work on myself, and not being sure if I wasn't little w working hard enough to get work in my field (I am a freelance musician). I've finally decided that my negative introject is the main "i" saying I would be moving to avoid Work- whatever problems I have in that area, I'm going to have them anywhere- it's up to me. I happen to live in a place where I've really tried hard to get myself integrated in the network of freelancers here, and it's just stagnant for the styles of music I do. I've given it 4 years, which I believe to be an adequate amount of time to determine if possibilities of (reasonably!) stable income are present here, and on my instrument, and in my genres, they are not. Also, the saying, "when the student is ready, the teacher appears," seems to have come true quite recently, in finding some individuals who will not only teach me on my instrument but help me to build a career.
This could involve me moving significantly far from "home". I'm not close to my family, so that is not a concern for me. I have spent my entire life within an hour of the place I grew up, and it seems like now is a good time to try something new (I'm in my mid 20's). The two places where I know that a lot of music that I play goes on are the LA area, and also Montreal. LA is attractive to me because of a teacher connection and the climate, Montreal seems culturally vibrant, and of course is not in the US. I was afraid for a while that this "escaping" the US was a factor in my preference, but it really does seem to correlate with my career aspirations. And I think that since I've decided to be a musician, I should try to be an obyvatel within that field- doing what I need to do to make a decent living.
So....I would love any input from residents/former residents of Southern California and Montreal. Also, I'm open to other suggestions- some other towns I was thinking of were Seattle and Portland (would be a bigger fish in a smaller pond, hopefully). I don't have teacher/mentor connections in those towns, however. If you want to just send me a PM, that's fine too- don't want to create excess noise here.
Thanks all.
PS- I am not planning on moving until late summer/fall of next year, when my rental lease expires. My hope is that I will have plenty of "time" to make a decision, unaffected by any political/cometary paranoia.
This could involve me moving significantly far from "home". I'm not close to my family, so that is not a concern for me. I have spent my entire life within an hour of the place I grew up, and it seems like now is a good time to try something new (I'm in my mid 20's). The two places where I know that a lot of music that I play goes on are the LA area, and also Montreal. LA is attractive to me because of a teacher connection and the climate, Montreal seems culturally vibrant, and of course is not in the US. I was afraid for a while that this "escaping" the US was a factor in my preference, but it really does seem to correlate with my career aspirations. And I think that since I've decided to be a musician, I should try to be an obyvatel within that field- doing what I need to do to make a decent living.
So....I would love any input from residents/former residents of Southern California and Montreal. Also, I'm open to other suggestions- some other towns I was thinking of were Seattle and Portland (would be a bigger fish in a smaller pond, hopefully). I don't have teacher/mentor connections in those towns, however. If you want to just send me a PM, that's fine too- don't want to create excess noise here.
Thanks all.
PS- I am not planning on moving until late summer/fall of next year, when my rental lease expires. My hope is that I will have plenty of "time" to make a decision, unaffected by any political/cometary paranoia.