This is very difficult for me to share due to the circumstances involved...but I will give it a try here with hope.
In the mid 90s I got into the crystal thing that was the rave at the time and so followed books and more books on similar things. Around mid 99 I read a book about contacting guides and the like etc. One method involved talking about yourself (as if your guide was present and listening)whilst drifting into sleep. I tried this and halfway through heard a women say my name in surprise. I opened my eyes and wondered with mild shock, who was that?
(Before I continue. Weeks prior to the above voice I awoke one morning and heard an elderly sounding man talking. All I could and to this day recall was his referance to pyschic vampire and a need to be alert. This voice didnt fade away as I woke up but seemed to ripple into eventual silence.)
Around the time of this female voice calling my name I had become aware of a women, far younger than me that was obsessed with me. She found it normal to stand in public and talk to strangers about me giving my name, my address and making them totally aware that I was hers and that she loved me! Her big hang up here was her reluctance to meet me or indeed gain courage to come out of hiding - see, she always hid away from me with excited voice. This issue of hers eventually led to her friends becoming fed up with her. Time passes and her friends start poking fun at me and not her. Soon Im the bad guy and then anti social behaviour follows. Whilst all this is happening shes voicing her defence of me whilst her partners in crime cause me trouble! She seems to enjoy all of this!
By early 2000 I was - to my anger - being discussed by upstarts 10 years younger than me. I didnt know them and I still didnt know who "she was". Then it all goes quiet - yippee!!!! Life for the next few months is great and everything starts to turn for the better.
When "she" did turn up again I experieced Evil in human form. A true STS individual utilising telepathy for her own advantage to simply look amazing at the cost of myself.
I`ll continue this soon.
In the mid 90s I got into the crystal thing that was the rave at the time and so followed books and more books on similar things. Around mid 99 I read a book about contacting guides and the like etc. One method involved talking about yourself (as if your guide was present and listening)whilst drifting into sleep. I tried this and halfway through heard a women say my name in surprise. I opened my eyes and wondered with mild shock, who was that?
(Before I continue. Weeks prior to the above voice I awoke one morning and heard an elderly sounding man talking. All I could and to this day recall was his referance to pyschic vampire and a need to be alert. This voice didnt fade away as I woke up but seemed to ripple into eventual silence.)
Around the time of this female voice calling my name I had become aware of a women, far younger than me that was obsessed with me. She found it normal to stand in public and talk to strangers about me giving my name, my address and making them totally aware that I was hers and that she loved me! Her big hang up here was her reluctance to meet me or indeed gain courage to come out of hiding - see, she always hid away from me with excited voice. This issue of hers eventually led to her friends becoming fed up with her. Time passes and her friends start poking fun at me and not her. Soon Im the bad guy and then anti social behaviour follows. Whilst all this is happening shes voicing her defence of me whilst her partners in crime cause me trouble! She seems to enjoy all of this!
By early 2000 I was - to my anger - being discussed by upstarts 10 years younger than me. I didnt know them and I still didnt know who "she was". Then it all goes quiet - yippee!!!! Life for the next few months is great and everything starts to turn for the better.
When "she" did turn up again I experieced Evil in human form. A true STS individual utilising telepathy for her own advantage to simply look amazing at the cost of myself.
I`ll continue this soon.