My Experience

[Ryan]

Yeah, the recoil was so drastic that the first thing that came to my mind was alien abduction.

Alien abduction was what came to mind for me, also. It sounds like his body went into almost instantaneous dorsal vagal state - it must have been extremely traumatic.

 

[Kmicic]

Hey Worldbridger, first of all I'm very sorry about your condition, I understand your fatigue and not wanting to write, I remember when I was after waking up from coma and had retrograde nerve palsy and terrible underweight I didn't feel like doing anything and being here was one big hmm “stubbornness” , I felt like someone had locked me up somewhere, the only thing that came easily was thinking and consider that I was in the intensive care unit under IVs etc. ! Maybe it's worth as if you considered the options of hospitalization? Maybe drugs and IVs would give you the strength to face the experience you described to us? From Barbara Taube's book on hypnotherapy for people “controlled” by evil forces, I read that mostly the health problems of these people stemmed from present or past experiences of the type you described. During hypnosis they found that the light or angels were “artificial puppets” that were supposed to fool them. Perhaps if all else has failed it is worth looking into? However, your condition is very severe, and first I think you should at least rebuild your energy a little, the question is whether you have already used all treatment options? And by all, I also mean the “mainstream” ones like hospitalization? May you meet your best possible future!

 

[Liliea]

I really don’t like talking about it, it is very private and very frustrating, especially since my life has turned to a complete disaster.

Hi, worldbringer thank you for sharing your troubles, I agree with almost everything you have been told. The fact that after so long you have resolved to speak up (you have no words) and share ( I don't like to talk about this, I have no intention of...) is because you have decided that the only possible change you can make is in you, so welcome this unblocking.
It strikes me that you have used the words to fall apart as the beginning of your current situation, because osteoporosis reflects a consciousness that has collapsed (fall apart) because it has lost strength, credibility, agility and in physical life our bones will also lose density. It would be relevant for you to know when you were diagnosed with osteoporosis and especially to see what had happened before in your environment or in your interpersonal relationships to have activated this program. Perhaps your desire to be lighter is to escape from the situation, flight, victimhood (?).
In reference to the experience of light, it may be that in explaining this there is a lot of subjectivity involved insofar as it is you talking to your own soul and in expecting to make yourself understood by others I suppose it leads to a lot of frustration and insecurity, I can also intuit that you must have consciously or unconsciously given permission to this type of experience that may or may not have triggered your current state.
Since you ask, I would suggest you to thank and bless this situation as it was and not to give it more power, dissect it without affection, because what I see is that you are trapped by the ego, by perception, by interpretation, by epigenetics and by a lot of things that you may already know. So get ready to recover and fight because if you can get to where you are, you can get out of this, so far you begin the work.
Take care and I will be thinking of you in my prayers.

 

[Darius1234]

I don`t think that your disease is connected to the spiritual experience that you had.
The kind of wasting that you describe sounds like severe vitamin B1 deficiency. It wouldn't be picked up by blood tests because blood tests measure vitamin levels in blood not in cells.
Look into B1 repletion therapy, start with a low dose. Elliot Overton and Dr. Derrick lonsdale have written about it.
Here is a link to get you started: