supriyanoel
Jedi
I probably have learned more by no physical interacting because I am left only with the only the tools the forum and my mind. That kind of interacting can distract me. I have enough of it. I embrace it all because I choose to. Unless for some reasons group members are brought together outside for purposes of work' about the Work', like the EE training or the Convention in Barcelona , theres no reason. I talk less about most topics here to the people I come upon in my world.Its agenda is egocentric not necessary anymore. A big relief,in fact. I do make slips, and usually trail off and make the conversation more simple.It is the change in ME, through this practice, where I meet those I am destined to. I think we get lonely sometimes and want to attach, thinking its bonding. Mostly I've found its not, and is usually a deterrant to growth, or shall I just say a willful act of ego, self-absorbsion. I'll say this work is not for the resistant and unwilling. I'm way to busy working on me,participating as naturally as I will allow. I like that we don't meet now. It keeps me more honest and probably safer.I know the people I love here and can tell you why. I feel them, and I may be totally wrong, but as I come into being I also feel some of you and you re lives.That just happens and always did. Its cleaner when you can't see a person, and listen. And has nothing to so with why I'm here or if its always true. But it could always be a mental disorder.Maybe not. The names that come to mind during the day are many on the forum.Without creating Karmabecause of the lack of personal interaction. Again maybe not.Sorry for this big hunk of marginless text, as I have yet to figure out this mystery.Hopefully, PLEASE!, with this new way of eating, the brain will balance much better.I want to say you are
loved without sounding trite. But you are and I know how you feel.
loved without sounding trite. But you are and I know how you feel.
