Night Terrors

Perhaps my post are somewhat jumbled, and I apologize for that. The last time I had a true night terror was on the morning after the day Elvis died in 1977, my Mom died in 1994. I again apologize for rambling as I was so to speak. I thought The History's special on the subject pretty much covered it. I was just seeing if there was anybody else who had experienced the same thing.

Now the wierd dreams that seems close to sleep paralysis, I feel as they an extension of the NT's. That's just my perception. I do appreciate all those who have given helpful advise, as it speaks to being a true STO, as we all aspire to be.

Thanks for giving me advice on clarifing my post, and I promiss to work on that as well.
 
Interesting that they seemed to end when you told it to stop, that you weren't afraid of it.

I'm hindsight, who do you feel you were speaking to?

I often wonder if we create our own attackers in some subconscious way and, as real as they may become, we can uncreate them as well. In your case, I wonder if the message you gave was as much directed to the attacker as it was to yourself. Just one of several lines of thinking I have on the subject.

Gonzo
 
You know G I never thought of it that way, it could be like that. They occurred randomly with no pattern, I really can't say if it was me bringing them on or not.
 
This is commonly known as sleep paralysis, and i get it all the time. there are a few threads on the forum about it. use the search function.
 
Or they could also be like thew dream that LKJ had in the Quatum Jumping thread.

July 23, 1995

Q: (L) The first thing on my mind is an experience I had several nights ago. It seemed as though there was some sort of interaction between myself and something “other”. Could you tell me what this experience was?

A: Was eclipsing of the realities.

Q: (L) What is an eclipsing of the realities?

A: It is when energy centers conflict.

Q: (L) What energy centers are conflicting?

A: Thought energy centers.

Q: (L) Whose thoughts?

A: Thoughts are the basis of all creation. After all, without thought nothing would exist. Now would it?

Q: (L) True.

A: Therefore, energy centers conflicting involve thought patterns. You could refer to it as an intersecting of thought pattern energies. […]

Q: (L) I also seemed to be aware of several dark, spider-like figures lined up by the side of the bed. Was this an accurate impression.

A: Those could be described as specific thought center projections.

Q: (L) I seemed to be fighting and resisting this activity.

A: That was your choice. […]

Q: (L) At what level of density do these thought centers have their primary focus?

A: Thought centers do not have primary focus in any level of density. This is precisely the point. You are not completely familiar with the reality of what thoughts are. We have spoken to you on many levels and have detailed many areas involving density level, but thoughts are quite a different thing because they pass through all density levels at once. Now, let us ask you this. Do you not now see how that would be possible?

Q: (L) Yes. But what I am trying to do is identify these conflicting thought centers. If two thought centers, or more, conflict, then my idea would be that they are in opposition.

A: Correct. […]

Q: (L) Okay, in the experience I felt a paralysis of my body. What caused this paralysis?

A: Yes. Separation of awareness, which is defined as any point along the pathway where one’s awareness becomes so totally focused on one thought sector that all other levels of awareness are temporarily receded, thereby making it impossible to become aware of one’s physical reality along with one’s mental reality. This gives the impression of what is referred to as paralysis. Do you understand?

Q: (L) Yes. And what stimulates this total focus of awareness?

A: An event that sidetracks, temporarily, the mental processes.

Q: (L) And what event can sidetrack the mental processes to this extent?

A: Any number.

Q: (L) In this particular case, what was it?

A: It was an eclipsing of energies caused by conflicting thought centers. Whenever two opposing units of reality intersect, this causes what can be referred to as friction, which, for an immeasurable amount of what you would refer to as time, which is, of course, non-existent, creates a non-existence, or a stopping of the movements of all functions. This is what we would know as conflict. In between, or through any intersecting, opposite entities, we always find zero time, zero movement, zero transference, and zero exchange. Now think about this. Think about this carefully.

Q: (L) Does this mean that I was, essentially, in a condition of non-existence?

A: Well, non-existence is not really the proper term, but non-fluid existence would be more to the point. Do you understand?

Q: (L) Yes. Frozen, as it were?

A: Frozen, as it were.

Q: (L) Was there any benefit to me from this experience?

A: All experiences have potential for benefit.

Q: (L) Was there any detriment from this experience?

A: All experiences have potential for detriment. Now, do you see the parallels? We are talking about any opposing forces in nature, when they come together, the result can go all the way to the extreme of one side or all the way to the extreme of the other. Or, it can remain perfectly, symmetrically in balance in the middle, or partially in balance on one side or another. Therefore all potentials are realized at intersecting points in reality. […]

Q: (L) Was one of these conflicting thought centers or energies some part of me?

A: Yes.

Q: (L) And was it eclipsed by interacting with a thought center energy that was part of or all of something or someone else?

A: Or, was what happened a conflicting of one energy thought center that was a part of your thought process and another energy thought center that was another part of your thought process? We will ask you that question and allow you to contemplate.

Q: (L) Does it ever happen that individuals who perceive or think they perceive themselves to have experienced an “abduction”, to actually be interacting with some part of themselves?

A: That would be a very good possibility. Now, before you ask another question, stop and contemplate for a moment: what possibilities does this open up? Is there any limit? And if there is, what is that? Is it not an area worth exploring? For example — just one example for you to digest — what if the abduction scenario could take place where your soul projection, in what you perceive as the future, can come back and abduct your soul projection in what you perceive as the present?

Q: (L) Oh, dear! Does this happen?

A: This is a question for you to ask yourself and contemplate.

Q: (L) Why would I do that to myself? (J) To gain knowledge of the future.

A: Are there not a great many possible answers?

Q: (L) Well, this seemed to be a very frightening and negative experience. If that is the case: a) maybe that is just my perception, or b) then, in the future I am not a very nice person! (J) Or maybe the future isn’t very pleasant. And the knowledge that you gained of it is unpleasant.

A: Or is it one possible future, but not all possible futures? And is the pathway of free will not connected to all of this?

Q: (L) God! I hope so.

A: Now do you see the benefit in slowing down and not having prejudices when asking questions of great import? You see when you speed too quickly in the process of learning and gathering knowledge; it is like skipping down the road without pausing to reflect on the ground beneath you. One misses the gold coins and the gemstones contained within the cracks in the road. […]

Q: (L) Okay, when this experience occurred, am I to assume that some part of myself, a future self perhaps, of course they are all simultaneous but just for the sake of reference, came back and interacted with my present self for some purpose of exchange?

A: Well this is a question best left for your own exploration, as you will gain more knowledge by contemplating it by yourself rather than seeking the answers here. But a suggestion is to be made that you do that as you will gain much, very much knowledge by contemplating these very questions on your own and networking with others as you do so. Be not frustrated for the answers to be gained through your own contemplation will be truly illuminating to you and the experience to follow will be worth a thousand lifetimes of pleasure and joy.
 
I have suffered from sleep paralysis in a few different forms since I was a teenager. When I was a teenager until about 10 years ago or so it was vibratory in nature and some things that I would deem as high strangeness did occur. I was aware of my surroundings, and it generally happened when I was coming out of sleep. I have been forced back inside myself, had quarts crystals shatter, woke up with bruising, some that looked like finger marks IE. 3 bruises on upper arm. I have also suffered from a different type as well. It is just like being stuck. Light in vibratory and not when I have been in a deep rem sleep. I can tell when it is coming on as well as my head feels funny and its like I can't keep my eyes open. A few of the things that I have done to help is, no caffeine after 2pm and no food after 7pm. Another thing that had an adverse effect on me personally was any antidepressants, anti psychotics (Seroquel Abilify). My doctor has a love affair with these meds. I now take no medications other than an aspirin. I was hoping to find some information on this subject here. Although it does not occur as much as it used to it still happens. I will look into some of the recommended reading in the health section. As a long time suffer of this scary disorder any help is welcome

David
 
Thanks for that DGF. Puts an interesting spin on things. Pretty sure that i have read that before, yet never really thought much about it, till now.
 
I used to have night terror nightmares. In those dreams I feel the presence of devil, or more, the presence of evil. It can be an old man that wanted to kill me, or just a young man that is a murderer. Those dreams are terrifying because when I wake up, almost everytime screaming, I can not understand how in my underworld there is this presence of the Evil. If I dream about Evil, I have the Evil in me, is that so? I remember clearly those dreams, even after many many years. Some of those terrible dreams paralyse me when I open the eyes, I had to make an effort to move my body, little by little and gradually, leave my dream that continues to pursue me like the... devil. One night, I remember that when I opened my eyes and was incapable to move I saw and felt the presence of someone on my bed. Gradually these presence went away as I was able to move my body.

All my life I had nightmares.

One in a while those night terror dreams come but not lately.

Loreta
 
There is a very strange book and very interesting one by the psychoanalyst James Hillman, The Dream and the Underworld. Gods and monsters inhabit our subconscious, our underworld is very mysterious. I love this book because it makes me feel part of a profound world that inhabits in me.

Loreta
 
davey72 said:
This is commonly known as sleep paralysis, and i get it all the time. there are a few threads on the forum about it. use the search function.

After years my sleep paralysis stopes. But first after I banned gluten and diary completely from my diet. Not only stop to eat bread, that means also pizza, pasta, milk, cheese and many more products.
 
Actually the last dream or night terror I had was in 07. My Ma died in 94. This last true night terror I had was in 77 Aug the 17th the early am after Elivis died. That's the one when my Ma came home pointing pistol at me. I came to think them as part of my life for whatever reason. My purpose was to see if others had simular experiences. To see if ther was any commonality or such in comparison of circumstances inherit in there life. I do appreciate the concern expressed. I've learn to accept all that life has thrown my way. That's the best way to cope, as far as I'm concerned.
 
My purpose was to see if others had similar experiences. To see if their was any commonality or such in comparison of circumstances inherit in there life. I do appreciate the concern expressed. I've learn to accept all that life has thrown my way. That's the best way to cope, as far as I'm concerned.

What others have expressed here is only to help you interpret this experience in order to add knowledge to wake up. Coping is not learning, it's a form of putting our head in the sand. I know this because I have done it. There are many commonalities amongst us but it is the personal interpretation of the event that matters, not the event! You quoted the C's on this and basically the message is that you have conflicting beliefs (thought centers) that you are sitting on the fence with. This creates a great struggle within to the point of dream and or physical manifestations. These are a gift (whether they are night terrors, interactions with people, etc.) Waking up is a struggle. Listen to posts, keep experiencing, keep thinking, keep learning and keep up the good work!
 
Thanks for the encouragement Davidfxl. I do I have thoughts about what they're about, but I kind of like to keep that close to the vest as it were. As it sounds somewhat presumptuous of me. I'ved never really discussed these things with many people save one good friend, but she has a good understanding of my life.
 
Kaigen said:
davey72 said:
This is commonly known as sleep paralysis, and i get it all the time. there are a few threads on the forum about it. use the search function.

After years my sleep paralysis stopes. But first after I banned gluten and diary completely from my diet. Not only stop to eat bread, that means also pizza, pasta, milk, cheese and many more products.

This is interesting.
 
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