Nothing Spectacular

Cyre2067

The Living Force
Wrote this in my livejournal and figured it was "on my mind" so here:

The matrix has me. It has you as well. Im attempting creatively allowing my thoughts to flow based on that premice, as such this may seem like rambling. My friends are also in the matrix, therefore are subject to the predations of said system. I've noticed in social situations when we "hang out" we often do "nothing spectacular". Rarely conversation reveals "truths" or yields "progress" and this is exactly what the system wants. It wants mediocrity, it wants nothingness, it wants us all to grow old, fat, lazy, tired and ignorant of the "real" world.

It encourages drug use. It does this by outlawing them, and then making them "rebellious" therefore "cool". Cool is another trap, its designed to create parameters within which we are stuck by own our desire. What is cool? If i accept the premice that i am cool, cool is: driving fast cars, smoking, having a large social group, having a place to chill(hang out, do as please), working, eating food i enjoy, rock climbing, travelling, reading, writing.

The last two seemed to be regulated in some way. I read and write at work, but it is difficult for me to do it elsewhere. The matrix interferes. I've come to observe these inferences and this is the first step in neutralizing them. "1.) Know modes of attack, 2.) Expect Same, 3.) Know how to counteract same." -The C's

I've seen the matrix "use" my friends. I've seen myself be manipulated in the same fashion. It's thoughts can pose as our thoughts without our knowledge. We then act on these impulses as if they were our own. This is the primary means of control.

I am being set up, as are we all. The matrix creates our personalities by manipulating those with which we've interacted since birth. It engenders certain programs that can be triggered later by specific stimuli. For some its girls with red hair, for others cocaine, still others fast cars, each of us has our own weakness (by which i mean paramount desire) which has been PROGRAMMED INTO US BY FOREIGN POWER.

My weaknesses: Getting High, Curious Straight boys, Fast Cars. These things can be introduced to my environment hyperdimensionally by beings of extremely advanced technological and psychological abilities in order to keep me doing Nothing Spectacular.

What must i do? I love my friends, but they can be used against me. We are used against eachother, daily, in order to keep us all doing Nothing Spectacular. G's system of the fourth way is dependent upon self-observation. The above is some of the very preliminary results of that practice. I am not an expert.

I know so little, yet the gap between me and my fellow man is enormous. Most will not believe the above, they refuse it on principal, they've accepted "the global program".

"The Global Program" - Earth is exactly as you have been taught. Humans rule, poorly, because they are corrupted. Everything happens, only the stuff on TV matters. Nothing bad will happen, and if it does it won't happen today or even tommorrow. Our lives are nothing spectacular. Religion. Love. School. Work. Toys. Communication. Each one used to insure mediocrity, for the exceptional must be destroyed, hidden, or co-opted less it expose the truth.

"truth" (lower case because it is partial) - Higher forms of life control our planet. Humans are to them as cattle, chickens, corn, wheat are to us. We raise lower life in controlled environments in order to USE THEM to PRODUCE something that WE NEED. In the same way WE ARE USED TO PRODUCE SOMETHING THEY NEED. This "something" has to do with the energy of negative emotions. They have some as yet unknown tangible value, and we are missing out on it. This energy of negative emotion can be used by the humans that produce it to evolve themselves towards higher life or it can be siphoned off to our masters.

Using it for our own advancement has to do with observing the self as objectively as possible. Observing chiefly all our actions and defining them as movements, thoughts, emotions, or instincts (category includes all sensory info, impulses which are not thought or emotional in origin). This builds energy, however interaction with individuals which drain energy can bring you back to where you started. One must learn to avoid those whose interaction results in a net drain of energy. In order to evolve we must BUILD ENERGY. Psychopaths are the principal energy vampires. I've known two that i can clearly identify, perhaps more.

Psychopaths - Human predators. They have no or very little emotional experience. They cannot empathize or sympathize with their fellow man. Genetically and biochemically they cannot experience Guilt or remorse. They care only for themselves and could not imagine others behaving differently, when they see compassion they label it a weakness. They use normal humans to get them something they want, attention, money, energy, and then they discard them like used condoms. They are sexually promiscuous, and approach sex as normal's do a good meal. They are incapable of seeing outside themselves.

Thus in order to evolve, one must save energy, in order to do this one must learn and practice self-observation as well as avoid energy draining situations. This is constantly resisted by the machinations of the artificial reality that we reside in. Their technology allows them to give each human individual attention so he remains a part of that matrix. They use us against eachother because they cannot manifest here directly, or if they can, they cannot stay here for any length of time.

Once this knowledge is assimilated it allows you to develop your ability to see these things in your life, directly. You'll see your friends change the subject when a topic comes up, or resist your attempt to bring a topic to their attention. You'll see them use insults playfully, and feel the energy move. You'll notice you have intended to read or create and you'll get a phone call from friends who want to rock climb or get high. You'll type up a huge piece on this very topic and watch your computer crash for no apparant reason.

Even worse, within yourself you'll start to notice your mind is divided, there is the predator within, who guides your thoughts and actions to act in accordance with the matrix. To run its program. You'll find ideas poppin up that are clearly "bad ideas" but they are there anyway. You'll find yourself agreeing to get high or rock climbing figuring you "need the excercise" or "need to relax", justifying every switch the matrix flips in accordance with your "everyday" interpretation of reality.

It is depressing and scary as well as frustrating. When one truly sees the depth of the situation one is in it requires serenity to remain sane.

One may question my sanity because it is easier to do that then to question his notions of the reality of the world we live in. All is not, and never has been as it seems.
 
I'll tell you one thing Brent. If you read all the previous posts, questions, difficulties, dreams, comments you presented about your path/work, and you compare them to this one, I think it is obvious that you have already made progress. Keep it up. ;)
 
Brent, you have just done SOMETHING much more SPECTACULAR than you probably expected - you've made my day with this post of yours. Good to have you on board.
 
I know this is over 6 years ago, but this is a wonderful rendition.
It has helped me reading this in some way -- thank you earnestly.

I find it relates somewhat to this: http://www.sott.net/article/255227-We-dont-learn-we-run-programs
 
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