One crystal experience

Mari

The Living Force
FOTCM Member
HI,

I wanted to share one thing and ask your opinion on that matter.

A few years ago I was doing a therapy with crystals that lasted for 21 day. Purpose was to open my chakras and shift in conscience.
This was performed by one Reiki master and every day was pretty the same: waves of energy poured in me from the top of my head down to my toes and energy running trough my body etc.

On the last, 21st day it was different, as I was laying down and absorbing this energy that was somehow stronger than before, and then in my mind appeared a “film”:
I appeared in some place, nothing was there I mean nothing but a dozen of exactly the same looking persons sitting around in differed states of mind: one was sad, one was angry, one was cynic, etc….
As I looked at them, I felt love and understanding and realized that all of them were in fact myself. But they were looking completely different than me and looking like man and woman at the same time – there is a word for that but I can’t remember it in English. 
Then as I looked at them I sad something like “Everything is going to be fine” and then went from one to another, taking their hands an we all then turned around and there was this bright door, I could not see anything but a light shining from it and as we were approaching this door, we all came to be one and I stepped trough and flesh out of this film; I was quickly breading with tears in my eyes.
I realized that the session is over but I continue to bread hardly and crying for half an hour till I come to myself.

Later this Reiki master told me that I “integrated myself into one”.
Later or at that period I’ve red that C’s talked about us in other dimensions of existence and somehow connected this to that.
I don’t know if she was talking to my ego when saying this, but this experience I remember quite often….

I don’t know if you’ve got the picture, because english is not my native, but I wonder what you think of this.
 
Mari said:
[...] looking like man and woman at the same time – there is a word for that but I can’t remember it in English. [...]

androgynous - Definition
[an-droj-uh-nuhs]
(a.) Having both masculine and feminine characteristics
 
Imho, experiences aren't really that all important in and of themselves, it's what comes as a result which is important. You may have integrated some parts of your psyche, however without the proper foundation you might not have had any results, at least as far as the Work is concerned. Did you notice any dramatic changes in your personality after the experience?
 
Well now as I was putting my son to sleep I was thinking again about this and again I came to the same conclusion;
I think that from that point I started to like myself.
I had this childhood where everyone always compared me with someone else and I was told that I am stupid etc and these things came from my parents.
After this therapy, and around that time I started Kriya yoga practicing, I really started to feel comfortable with myself and started to like myself.
I think that this treatment brought me only good and changed my perspective to myself and life around me.

Tnx for reply! :)

and tnx Al for definition! :D
 
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