Knowing that we’ve violated freewill while we are doing it (Ra, who is big on freewill, taught me that before I found C’s) has pretty dire repercussions IMO. I still pay for it, it’s depolarising to the extreme and causes openings for greater STS manipulation.I also went through that phase and I know that by doing so I violated the right of many to not know.
And seeing what I've seen, I think I paid for it and I paid big time.
In fact, I'm never sure I'm failing at that again.
Lessons..., right?
Lessons lessons lessons… Geeze, we could spend all day just working on that one thing- then there’s violating our own freewill!! What can of monkeys!!