Bosnia in my heart said:
For me, knowledge of history of my lifes, my soul, is important because I wants to know everything of me. I wants to know how my soul is develop by the time the God gave a part of themselves to help me develop.
I wants to feel and see everything in 10 minuts.
DO YOU UNDERSTAND ME??!!
I think we understand better than you currently realize, BimH. The thing is, "there is no free lunch". Every thing we want - everything - requires a price whether via consequences or work. The problem with gaining knowledge without doing the necessary work - in this case, doing some of the suggested reading so that we can better understand how we think/act, is that any knowledge gained doesn't seat itself within us. In other words, we only understand on an intellectual level but because it has not sunk in deeply (to the core of our being), we can do nothing with it. We have a tool, but it is of no use to us.
Many of us would like personal questions answered about us (what our "mission" is etc.) but at the end of the day, it not only doesn't serve the individual but more importantly, doesn't really serve the group as a whole as such information would only apply to that person in that specific situation. Sometimes it may also be best because having such information might end up being a hindrance to us as other have stated.
I realize it's frustrating, but perhaps if you can start to view it in terms of the paragraph directly above, what others are saying to you will start to make a bit more sense. You're not the first person to want personal questions answered and won't be the last. If Laura were to have sessions for each person who wanted questions answered about them, there would be time for little else. That includes the research done here as well as the books currently written that we all (including you) benefit from on this forum.
In addition and as others have said, everything happens in it's own time and not a minute before. If you keep going with your own personal Work on yourself perhaps as you raise your frequency, you will begin to gain some of the answers to the questions you seek. Just my personal opinion, but I find that more rewarding because I have done the work necessary to receive such gifts.
So what exactly is it about this information that you hope to gain from it? How will that change your life as it is this moment?