Michael said:
I believe I may have discovered my path. Several months ago I had a spiritual reading and was told my purpose in this lifetime is to help people and that my spirit-guide was a native American shaman.
What do you mean by a 'spiritual reading' - by whom? Why would you believe what someone else tells you about you your 'purpose in this lifetime'?
michael said:
At the time I thought it was odd and didn't make much sense of the reading.
And now you've 'decided' it is your path?
Michael said:
Since then, I have done much reading and studying. I started meditating and thought I haven't been getting results or reaching the level of conciseness needed to gain insight. Perhaps I was wrong because as of late I have been having dreams and visions of sitting around campfires at night. The visions don't seem to be from this point in time. I don't know if I am dreaming of the past or the future.
Why are you looking to your dreams in order to awaken??? How many times has this been covered on this forum? Are you at all aware of the work of G.I. Gudjieff, upon which this forum is based?
m said:
I think something is being reveled to me.
By whom? Or what?
M said:
What is a spirit guide and why do you think you have one? Oh, yes, because you had a 'reading' and then had some dreams? Are you at all interested in actually waking up so you can 'Do' anything at all?
m said:
wants me to learn more so that I can go to the native peoples of my country (America) to set them back on track.
Learn more about what? Set them 'back on track'? According to whom? What about Free Will? What about their own learning? Who are you to set anyone back on track about anything?
M said:
As you may not be aware, a lot of Native American's have opened casinos, thus have strayed away from Mother Earth.
Sez who? What do casinos have to do with "mother earth" in any way at all, positive or negative?
M said:
They too have become trapped by modern man.
They too ARE modern man.
m said:
They will perish in the days ahead if they do not go back to the ways of the ancestors.
They will likely perish in the days ahead anyway - just like the majority of humanity. Wake up, Michael.
m said:
I am being flooded by emotions just writing this.
Yes, dreams can seem very real.
M said:
Perhaps this is why I have started out my adult life working in casinos. So I can relate to them and show them the mirror of reality they have created for themselves as well as myself.
??? Apologies, but this makes little sense. Not only does it completely disregard Free Will, it speaks of enormous arrogance for you to think it is your place to set anyone straight - or that your determination of whether they are on the right track or not is relevant at all. You might be much better off if you turned that mirror on yourself before heading out to set others straight.
m said:
If this is my true path in life, I have much work to do to and very little time to prepare myself.
I would imagine so. How does one go about violating the Free Will and lessons of an entire race?
m said:
I feel a bit overwhelmed and am not sure If I'm up to the task? I'm not even sure if this is my path. If this is my path, it does seem like an exciting adventure. As you can see, I have mixed emotions and to be honest am a bit confused right now. I don't think I have yet learned enough to even begin this task but am being very drawn to it.
Such an 'exciting adventure' - certainly more shiny and exciting than actually facing yourself and doing the Work necessary to become real. Michael, I realize you may take this response as being rather harsh, but from what you have written here, all indications are that you are dreaming - and in that dream, you have found yourself an exciting adventure in which you play savior to others while not having to actually Work on yourself. To encourage you in such dreaming is to not serve you well at all. If you are not yet familiar with the work of G.I. Gurdjieff, please take the time to become familiar with it since it is the basis of what we do here.