Physiological changes and strange experiences

[Nico]

Hey All,

I was going to seek Dolmens near Nice in the forest of Amon, , I didn't find them in the forest, I will seek further another time, but I found this :



It was a good trip in the forest to find myself, I put a hand upon a rock and calmness deepen.

On the way home I filmed this :

https://youtu.be/zYRbtpZZC7o

I don't believe it's UFO because of the smoke and the snake shaped track of the light. Probably flare upon the mountain.

Then this week-end I had some experiences. I was initiated to Reiki, and the after effect was quite fabulous : I have felt this balancing energy that make things living, I have felt this breathe that come from the belly and expanse from and toward infinity. It's like I had nothing to do, just be, my breathe was just happening by itself, from the belly to the breast and awareness moved me. I felt other spaces and other times too.
Then this morning on my long way to work, it was my mind that expanded, cars in front of me was so small and so clear, people in the street and their live were so tiny and precious but unimportant. My body-mind was aware of what I've called the Great Death were space and time are infinite. I felt a great desidentification and a call to go toward life. Real life is very beautiful :].

My body seems to wake up, I cannot eat as much as before, I have literally threw up my dinner the other day, maybe because it was a steak from the supermarket (organic nonetheless).

I see lights in the dark and aura around people, today I was sun eating when I see a shadow crossing the sun, slowly, it's surprise me a lot, when it had finish to pass in front of the sun the shadow became a light ray, I asked my inner voice, and it tells me "maybe haarp", it seemed to come from behind the clouds.

I tell this story because it scares me tonight, all this beauty stop when I went to work, in front of computer all day with just a window to see the trees outside. So maybe you have something to share with me which could explain what it's happening.

All these experiences I have lived them because of cleaning my emotions body and mind, and opening myself to the Present. My mind seems to want to stop the potential "power" the release process may bring, my goal is just peace upon earth whatever experience I lived. I know I can release more and use this stuckness to be more free, but it's like I am scared of my true potential and living a life that it's not limited.

 

[duyunne]

Thank you for describing this.

Great vid, as if two balls of light are dancing with their trails of smoke swirling around one another.

I've had what I can only describe as changes in my physiology too and experienced 'psychic' indicators of others similar to what you could call 'aura' but it was as if instead of seeing it as a glowing nuance, i could 'hear' it.

Varying tones chiming at me from the directions of different people. Maybe it's because my eyes aren't succinct or perfect? Could it be diet preventing me from seeing such things, or is it my diet causing me to have audio hallucinations and my vision is fine? Hard to say, but keeping an open mind is healthy.

It's noteworthy to mention that these effects didn't occur in me until 2014. Until after I made adjustments to how I wish to perceive and react to the events and people around me. As if being less of a selfish person lead me to see a better reality...

Then this morning on my long way to work, it was my mind that expanded, cars in front of me was so small and so clear, people in the street and their live were so tiny and precious but unimportant. My body-mind was aware of what I've called the Great Death were space and time are infinite. I felt a great desidentification and a call to go toward life. Real life is very beautiful :].

When I look at the cars on the freeway, or people during commuters rush on pedways, images such as what you find in the following videos come to mind:

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Imagine if we could harmoniously connect to one another to create a living system...

I'm not sure if anything I said explains what's happening to you directly, but maybe you could feel better knowing that it could be happening to a great number of us collectively and not everyone is capable of noticing or empathizing with you because they aren't 'here'... they aren't 'being' ...not 'present' - in the moment.

 

[Nico]

I have to be honest here, I wasn't very scared last night, my body was just shaking, maybe to justify the post i was making. The mind do that... My creativity is bubbling these time but some programs seems to not let it flourish, so when I dare put an experience on the paper, a subconscious physical activity have to pop to justify it... funny ! Maybe the cold in my room don't help :P.
And when I had this "Death" experience I was cleansing on the desire to go into 4D, and it's like the pineal gland clear up and open to space.
Just to be more specific.

Great vid, as if two balls of light are dancing with their trails of smoke swirling around one another.

Lol, smartphone are not really made to be hunting UFO camera, or the other way : UFO are not made to appear clear on smartphone.

I've had what I can only describe as changes in my physiology too and experienced 'psychic' indicators of others similar to what you could call 'aura' but it was as if instead of seeing it as a glowing nuance, i could 'hear' it.

Varying tones chiming at me from the directions of different people. Maybe it's because my eyes aren't succinct or perfect? Could it be diet preventing me from seeing such things, or is it my diet causing me to have audio hallucinations and my vision is fine? Hard to say, but keeping an open mind is healthy.

It's noteworthy to mention that these effects didn't occur in me until 2014. Until after I made adjustments to how I wish to perceive and react to the events and people around me. As if being less of a selfish person lead me to see a better reality...

We are like leaves on a tree, growing from the same trunk but diversely unique, if our mind melt anywhere in the "future" maybe you will see like me and I will hear like you :P. And that's right we cannot know which is good or bad, right or wrong : seeing aura and hearing normally, or seeing normally and hearing in a fine way. (Have you try to listen Gurdjieff music ?? :).

I'm not sure if anything I said explains what's happening to you directly, but maybe you could feel better knowing that it could be happening to a great number of us collectively and not everyone is capable of noticing or empathizing with you because they aren't 'here'... they aren't 'being' ...not 'present' - in the moment.

I begin to understand that feeling "better" or "not good" is not something you clear up with another reason or explanation but with conscious and free sharing and I thank you for that Zin, whatever that pseudo resonate with :). Feelings that are not identify and letting go are just hidding more of "the Present", "the intuitive Ocean" on which every true expressions arise. And these videos that you share made me think of this "Force" that drives and make working the machine, these little cells that are tiny and stick together to make the all system flowing perfectly as it should :).

 

[15]

The surrounding people each on their own little boat in the river yet still sharing the same current, making it a harmonious waterway. That's just a metaphor for the traffic feelings of closeness or unity that I've been experiencing.

 

[Nico]

Well said 15, we could metaphorized for an infinite time !

Just being aware of the whirlpools will make the sailing more likely to succeed longer, or