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Jedi
Hi all, I seek some help/guidance about my protection crystal.
2-ish weeks ago, I woke up from a daytime nap with a bolt of energy and knowledge that I needed to get my protection crystal (from the Fellowship) out of the moonlight. I’d left it sun/star baking in the backyard to recharge it. I’m usually very careful but I fell asleep. The crystal may have been exposed to moonlight (during the day) for 2 hours. Did my higher self wake me up to ‘save’ my crystal from the moonlight? Did I get to it in time?
Since then, I’ve been feeling unsure about my crystal. I’ve been concerned its charge may have been negatively affected or reversed. I still carry the crystal with me, and have the urge to protect it (keep it out of moonlight) but my trust in the crystal is no longer there.
Today, so 2 weeks later, while asleep or almost asleep, I saw (dreamt) of a small trapdoor, like one of those small doors in a ceiling that gives you access to the attic (that’s what we have in Australia). I approached the trapdoor. At (around) this time, I sensed (or maybe decided) this dream was linked to, or a metaphor for, my crystal (the state of my crystal). I wanted to know if the crystal had been compromised.
The trapdoor dissolved (opened) and I saw a room behind it, or rather the far wall of this room from my vantage point. It was a white wall. A brown stain (expressed as watery mud or a coffee spill) emerged on the white wall. It did not cover the whole wall. I don’t remember how big or small the stain was, but I do remember it did not cover the whole wall. I remember thinking, during the dream, that my crystal is partly compromised or damaged. I felt convicted (in the dream) that this was the correct assessment. I woke up immediately after reaching this conclusion.
I still don’t know what this means. Maybe the crystal is partly compromised? Or maybe ‘partly compromised’ means more importantly—COMPROMISED. Maybe the crystal is saveable—if I clean the ‘stain’? Or maybe the stain represents my fear that my crystal has been compromised. Or maybe this dream was utter nonsense. Or maybe this dream was sent or planted to drive more confusion and uncertainty. I can conjure up many more possibilities that keep me going around in circles. :(
Maybe the dream is irrelevant?!
I turned to I-Ching for help understanding the state of my crystal (if it is compromised). I got 55, which is “Abounding” according to the Book of Changes (Rudolph Ritsema and Shantena Augusto Sabbadini). I felt even more confused trying to decipher the answer (I was fearful) then I became concerned I wasn’t in the right stand of mind when I flipped the coins (skewing the hexagram result) so I stepped away.
I have a tendency to create mountains out of molehills.
Last month I dreamt I had a missed call from ‘Scotty’ from the Fellowship. Maybe it was a reminder my soul family is calling out to me or at least, here to help? So here I am.
What is a wise course of action when a crystal may have been exposed to moonlight for 2 hours? For all I know, the crystal may have already been ‘compromised’. Grateful for any guidance.
2-ish weeks ago, I woke up from a daytime nap with a bolt of energy and knowledge that I needed to get my protection crystal (from the Fellowship) out of the moonlight. I’d left it sun/star baking in the backyard to recharge it. I’m usually very careful but I fell asleep. The crystal may have been exposed to moonlight (during the day) for 2 hours. Did my higher self wake me up to ‘save’ my crystal from the moonlight? Did I get to it in time?
Since then, I’ve been feeling unsure about my crystal. I’ve been concerned its charge may have been negatively affected or reversed. I still carry the crystal with me, and have the urge to protect it (keep it out of moonlight) but my trust in the crystal is no longer there.
Today, so 2 weeks later, while asleep or almost asleep, I saw (dreamt) of a small trapdoor, like one of those small doors in a ceiling that gives you access to the attic (that’s what we have in Australia). I approached the trapdoor. At (around) this time, I sensed (or maybe decided) this dream was linked to, or a metaphor for, my crystal (the state of my crystal). I wanted to know if the crystal had been compromised.
The trapdoor dissolved (opened) and I saw a room behind it, or rather the far wall of this room from my vantage point. It was a white wall. A brown stain (expressed as watery mud or a coffee spill) emerged on the white wall. It did not cover the whole wall. I don’t remember how big or small the stain was, but I do remember it did not cover the whole wall. I remember thinking, during the dream, that my crystal is partly compromised or damaged. I felt convicted (in the dream) that this was the correct assessment. I woke up immediately after reaching this conclusion.
I still don’t know what this means. Maybe the crystal is partly compromised? Or maybe ‘partly compromised’ means more importantly—COMPROMISED. Maybe the crystal is saveable—if I clean the ‘stain’? Or maybe the stain represents my fear that my crystal has been compromised. Or maybe this dream was utter nonsense. Or maybe this dream was sent or planted to drive more confusion and uncertainty. I can conjure up many more possibilities that keep me going around in circles. :(
Maybe the dream is irrelevant?!
I turned to I-Ching for help understanding the state of my crystal (if it is compromised). I got 55, which is “Abounding” according to the Book of Changes (Rudolph Ritsema and Shantena Augusto Sabbadini). I felt even more confused trying to decipher the answer (I was fearful) then I became concerned I wasn’t in the right stand of mind when I flipped the coins (skewing the hexagram result) so I stepped away.
I have a tendency to create mountains out of molehills.
Last month I dreamt I had a missed call from ‘Scotty’ from the Fellowship. Maybe it was a reminder my soul family is calling out to me or at least, here to help? So here I am.
What is a wise course of action when a crystal may have been exposed to moonlight for 2 hours? For all I know, the crystal may have already been ‘compromised’. Grateful for any guidance.
